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currently...i am surviving on 2 things:
1. love
2. coke
okie...both of them are powerful...but are they powerful enough to see me through? through all these shit. through a silly PD, cell members who are unhelpful and looming tests as well as projects that are cornering me? i wonder why i bother...e reasons are simple. coz e proj is under ur wing ultimately. i want it to do well...i want it to stay on track even if the world is knocking it off. whether i can do it...or i simply will die trying. i'll give it my 100%. no matter how miserable, how tiring, how much i must sacrifice for this...i am stopping the train from being derailed. at the end of the day...would u even know or care how much i did to bring this train to its destination...
at the end of the day..when the train reaches the station...all i want is a smile from u...saying well done. i hope i dun cry when u say it. it would be awfully silly...but then again i am so awfully silly. so so awfully silly.