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i wondered if it's really poss...so i told myself, let's play a game of spider solitaire, if i win, it's poss. if i lose, i will just let nature take its course. i got to e last deck-thingie w/o even completing a set..to ppl who don't noe, this means that e situation is hopeless. i've nvr gamed from such a situation before, coz i am always rash and simply move e most obvious cards ard...but today, i curbed that and moved the cards after much calculation...after much thought...i gamed.
hence, i glimpsed the insight that the cards were trying to show me (that makes it sound more than tarots than poker cards)...anyway can it be called a divine msg?? LOL. anyway, e msg is tt i am too rash in dealing with him perhaps, time to calculate my moves? that will however, be most difficult..not something which i would believe myself capable of doing. calculating every step...i believe in e 'initial combustion' as stated in e horoscope, i dun believe in e wariness, yet i am weary now..
just when i thought that's damn sad...i read chong's blog...his case sadder manz...i agree, the greatest distance is e centimetres betwn him and qi...somemore qi sees him as such a gd fren, yet only a fren. excruciating dist...at least for me, e dist is so far that i wld nvr go near anyway. so pessimistic rite?