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saw my god-sis yest....alicia. so funny...had no idea she's so tall...think coz last time we were sisters in name but not very close bahz...which is kinda my fault really coz i nvr took e trouble...pls! i din even noe tt she's tt tall..she's like 173 and she was wearing heels mahz...so tt's like 176...i felt dwarved...and i realised tt it is wonderful typing on my laptop...i like e feeling of typing on it...it's like super fast...esp since my phone keys not very nice to press now....so this is my place to be for speed conquest.
when love meets religion....i wonder what it's like. ting lost. i chose not to fight in e case of Y. just a sudden thought given tt i feel like suan ming-ing...which to me, is a kinda trust in something tt is non-christian. feel like qui qian-ing too..maybe e whole religious contrast seems so vivid now...coz i am speaking to D and ter online at e same time. i just can't make myself tell D tt i want to go suan ming. it just feels like, religion is a wall. ter offered to go with me to suan ming....funny...i seem to lack a direction and i'm just like a ball bouncing off many walls. a very confused ball. where and when would i stop? i have no idea...absolutely none. it could be anywhere, anyone. who can stop me in my tracks?
i feel like my 2224 reading! i can't understand wth is e focus, where is e direction...but yet i understand wat e sentences mean. i understand my actions and what they mean...yet i dun understand y i do them. i dun have a focus nor a direction.
anyway..that was totally random...let me continue with my narrative of yesterday. i met ting at her workplace...poor thing..she's e only one manning e shop and has no lunch nor dinner breaks or even toilet break...coz she dun have e keys to lock e shop doors. so she just stands there from 11 to 930 at nite...gets paid $4 an hr....so sad lahz. so i bought her lunch and bought a pair of flats too!! really miss going out with those gals. i see them all e time but i dun see them together!! LOL