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一件黑色毛衣 两个人的回忆
雨过之后更难忘记 忘记我还爱你
你不用在意 流泪也只想刚好而
我早已经待在谷底
我知道不能再留住 也知道不能没有骨
感激你 让我拥有秋天的美
看着那白色的蜻蜓 在空中忘了前进
还能不能 重新编织 脑海中起毛球的记
再说我爱你 可能雨也不会停 黑色毛衣
藏在那里 就让回忆永远停在 里
song by jay chou...suddenly just tot of it...maybe coz of e movie bahz...does depict how e female protagonist felt.
corn replied my sms abt when's CA and SA for sec schs by saying: 'HUH! u mean u are coming back to do relief teaching???' and din answer my qn after i told him my purpose of asking...zzz. y shld he sound on guard. june is just abt 4 months away...wld i disrupt e balance of things just 4 months before he gets married? if i had wanted to do something abt him, abt us, i wld have done it when i was in J1 and still going back in sec sch running errands and org things for him. wld have done it when i was there in his class. when i was there watching him eat the chicken pie which i had carelessly put next to e cold drinks as he emerged from e staffrm. when he bought me food. everytime i ran past him at e mass run route. but i didn't...bcoz i noe i wld nvr be sure tt i can love him thru to marriage nor tt he can do e same for me. i didn't want to waste his time on a maybe.
it made me wonder...y he shld be so sensitive abt a small innocent qn. have u left e past behind yet? coz i left it behind long ago....now, i only carry a memory. a happy memory.