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12.24.05 (4:15 am) [edit]
alot of tots running thru my mind now..but first...let me wish everyone reading this a merry xmas!! met up with bug, qi, shan, CH today...and did some gift exchanging...i got CH 'Shantaram' my newest fav bk..LOL. got ting, qi and shan e same thing a highlighter tt has 3 colours, a notepad and a small cute box of choc. CH got me 2 tanks tops...e compressed scrunched up kind. cherry red and black prob is...i dun like tank tops..zzz. LOL. qi got me a cup tt says 'sisters!' and has a nice msg. shan got me finger puppets. =) oh yah..being nice and generous i got bug a box of chocs. i told him it's cheap and he said tt tt's no way to give someone their present..LOL.
anyway bug insulted my new fav bk..he said it sounds fake to him..zzz.
now let me tell u some stories.
1. a lil gal was online...talking to e bro of e guy she rejected a couple of yrs back...she was telling e bro abt 'Shantaram' (as u can tell..e gal really does like e bk) then she mentioned tt it's 900+ pgs but she can read it since she has no xmas plans. e bro said 'great! maybe i can date u'. e gal was speechless and e bro then said 'i gtg bye' and remained online anyway. e gal then tot to herself. about e issue of equity. abt e healthy dev of a human being. wld someone be upset if he/she is rejected and her/his sister/brother got e person instead. e gal then thought to herself 'y do things tt seem to only happen on TV happen to me?? zzz'
2. a lil gal got heartbroken...bcoz she saw tt her father was heartbroken. e father went up to her and asked to borrow $200. e lil gal knew that her father had no money and thus came to ask her and she knew that she had pride. she didn't mind lending/giving him of coz. but she didn't want him to grow reliant on hand-outs. so she trampled upon his pride...and he said 'it's okie if u dun want to lend me e money' then e lil gal of coz said she wld lend...but she is thinking of spending it on behalf of her father who says he wants it for 4D. She also can buy for him. the lil gal just wanted her father to be happy and she knew that for him to be truly happy, he cannot use her money. yet he needs her money to satisfy his 'needs' which in this case is e pressing need to buy 4D in case e number comes out as top prize. e lil gal doesn't noe wat wld be best. she is stumped.
3. e lil gal found her hero. someone she can idolize and like. but e hero is like e king bee. but she is just a worker bee. e king bee wanted to have a bbq for his royal family and also wanted to invite frens of e family. e worker bee got e invitation thru a messenger of e royal family and e worker bee was happy and for a few happy moments..e worker bee tot to herself tt maybe e king bee had requested e presence of her group of worker bees specially. but e lil gal bee prob will nvr ask and will nvr find out. her fren, e worker bug bee told her that he wasn't invited and that sometimes in such a colony...there are so many worker bees that they are forgotten. e lil gal bee understood that deep in her heart that one day she too wld be forgotten if she was remembered in e first place. if she was rem in e first place tt is.
4. e lil gal heard a story over TV abt loving and being loved.
a fish lived in e sea. e sea was very much in love with e fish but e fish loved e bird in e sky. one day, e fish told e sea...u don't understand me, you nvr will because u cannot see my tears. e sea said i cannot see ur tears because they become mine once shed, they become part of me...but i can feel ur tears coz they are embedded within my heart.
anyway bug insulted my new fav bk..he said it sounds fake to him..zzz.
now let me tell u some stories.
1. a lil gal was online...talking to e bro of e guy she rejected a couple of yrs back...she was telling e bro abt 'Shantaram' (as u can tell..e gal really does like e bk) then she mentioned tt it's 900+ pgs but she can read it since she has no xmas plans. e bro said 'great! maybe i can date u'. e gal was speechless and e bro then said 'i gtg bye' and remained online anyway. e gal then tot to herself. about e issue of equity. abt e healthy dev of a human being. wld someone be upset if he/she is rejected and her/his sister/brother got e person instead. e gal then thought to herself 'y do things tt seem to only happen on TV happen to me?? zzz'
2. a lil gal got heartbroken...bcoz she saw tt her father was heartbroken. e father went up to her and asked to borrow $200. e lil gal knew that her father had no money and thus came to ask her and she knew that she had pride. she didn't mind lending/giving him of coz. but she didn't want him to grow reliant on hand-outs. so she trampled upon his pride...and he said 'it's okie if u dun want to lend me e money' then e lil gal of coz said she wld lend...but she is thinking of spending it on behalf of her father who says he wants it for 4D. She also can buy for him. the lil gal just wanted her father to be happy and she knew that for him to be truly happy, he cannot use her money. yet he needs her money to satisfy his 'needs' which in this case is e pressing need to buy 4D in case e number comes out as top prize. e lil gal doesn't noe wat wld be best. she is stumped.
3. e lil gal found her hero. someone she can idolize and like. but e hero is like e king bee. but she is just a worker bee. e king bee wanted to have a bbq for his royal family and also wanted to invite frens of e family. e worker bee got e invitation thru a messenger of e royal family and e worker bee was happy and for a few happy moments..e worker bee tot to herself tt maybe e king bee had requested e presence of her group of worker bees specially. but e lil gal bee prob will nvr ask and will nvr find out. her fren, e worker bug bee told her that he wasn't invited and that sometimes in such a colony...there are so many worker bees that they are forgotten. e lil gal bee understood that deep in her heart that one day she too wld be forgotten if she was remembered in e first place. if she was rem in e first place tt is.
4. e lil gal heard a story over TV abt loving and being loved.
a fish lived in e sea. e sea was very much in love with e fish but e fish loved e bird in e sky. one day, e fish told e sea...u don't understand me, you nvr will because u cannot see my tears. e sea said i cannot see ur tears because they become mine once shed, they become part of me...but i can feel ur tears coz they are embedded within my heart.