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10.31.05 (5:06 am) [edit]
a tot stuck me last nite...if we want something to happen..tt is a desire..it causes us to try to make it happen..but with all desires...it is insatiable..thus in pursuing that rainbow...we can only realise tt it get further and further...as we think tt we have reached it..we realise tt hey! tt wasn't e rainbow we wanted in e first place and we cont in our chase...e rainbow can nvr match up to our tastes. so rather than pursuing that desire...y not allow things to run their natural course such that our lives are filled with pleasant surprises as we realise with a start tt e rainbow is nearer than we tot??
i had a dream last nite..i was standing upon a cliff...i stepped off..and landed in sparking blue water...and i slowly swam up to shore..it was truly a scene of tranquility..perhaps for me..it held e msg tt with letting go....i can truly enjoy e sights along e way which life steers me rather than to keep trying to change e course of it.
'A's are coming soon..really hope tt ting does well...in fact i wld say she needs to do well..since it's her third yr...plus her sis in poly...she won't have money for private uni...and poly will be a strain emotionally and financially...i will think of her while i study...must pray for qi too..her computing seems to be killing her..
oh well...at least i am alive (though still sick)...and i only have one piece of work left...tt's due to be compiled tmr!!!!!! YEA
i had a dream last nite..i was standing upon a cliff...i stepped off..and landed in sparking blue water...and i slowly swam up to shore..it was truly a scene of tranquility..perhaps for me..it held e msg tt with letting go....i can truly enjoy e sights along e way which life steers me rather than to keep trying to change e course of it.
'A's are coming soon..really hope tt ting does well...in fact i wld say she needs to do well..since it's her third yr...plus her sis in poly...she won't have money for private uni...and poly will be a strain emotionally and financially...i will think of her while i study...must pray for qi too..her computing seems to be killing her..
oh well...at least i am alive (though still sick)...and i only have one piece of work left...tt's due to be compiled tmr!!!!!! YEA