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10.19.05 (3:00 am) [edit]
talking to teng now...for 4 yrs she loves SH and she still does..yet perhaps there is a time to let go and e time has come...she feels that they will nvr be able to break free..to progress...for 4 yrs i watched her grow..from him slapping her to her slapping him...it's like watching a child grow...u noe e child is dysfunctional...but u jut want to see how far it can go..however although u noe tt it won't last...u just feel sad when it ends.
sch's fun...but something's missing..YOU are missing..i dunno who YOU are..but u're missing...
anyway corn's bro passed away. he din tell me..funny how he will want me to tell him everything but he wont tell me abt his bro. i guess tt u dun want me to worry..yet...i wish tt i still have a share of ur Life. prob will meet up with corn in dec..for wat purpose i dunno either...
i........
forget it.
sch's fun...but something's missing..YOU are missing..i dunno who YOU are..but u're missing...
anyway corn's bro passed away. he din tell me..funny how he will want me to tell him everything but he wont tell me abt his bro. i guess tt u dun want me to worry..yet...i wish tt i still have a share of ur Life. prob will meet up with corn in dec..for wat purpose i dunno either...
i........
forget it.