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09.23.05 (7:03 am) [edit]
can't quite rem when was e last time i blogged..lazy to check too..let me start by saying tt laoshi is really nice...but i can't help but feel e beware signs blinking..guess i just can't get over wat he did to Su. but i am glad tt i found out. coz i wld much much rather see beware signs than for into a trap. maybe i am too cautious coz i just dun find it possible for him to be nice to me.
y wld he want to do so many weird things...just destabilizes me. during e cleaning yest he was hanging near me...he gave me e sock he took claiming he had no use for it (kinda reminds me of e taxi incident) and today during lect we did catch each others' eyes a few times...which is legitimate for me coz i am sitting a row or 2 behind him...and it was an apt place to space out at...but he wld need to twist his head/body in an uncomfy position. i just find it weird. tt we dun say hi...dun say bye...but weird things in e mid.
anyway alex bug made an interesting comment...i may seen very happy-go-lucky but i am actually quite serious and merticulous...i had no ans to tt...coz i have so many multiple identities...even if e same thing happens at e same time...i can react completely differently. so i dunno.
y wld he want to do so many weird things...just destabilizes me. during e cleaning yest he was hanging near me...he gave me e sock he took claiming he had no use for it (kinda reminds me of e taxi incident) and today during lect we did catch each others' eyes a few times...which is legitimate for me coz i am sitting a row or 2 behind him...and it was an apt place to space out at...but he wld need to twist his head/body in an uncomfy position. i just find it weird. tt we dun say hi...dun say bye...but weird things in e mid.
anyway alex bug made an interesting comment...i may seen very happy-go-lucky but i am actually quite serious and merticulous...i had no ans to tt...coz i have so many multiple identities...even if e same thing happens at e same time...i can react completely differently. so i dunno.