i have no idea y but i'm just not in a gd mood these days...wat happened to e happier me?? do u realise tt i am wilting away...will i be happier if we're not even frens?? i need my daily dose of insanity. wat happened to my love for e simple things??

everyday something just sets me off..but it u or my leadership stuff...sometimes...i wonder if i am just unable to fit in...wondering if i am perhaps too egoistic and sure of myself to realise tt to some...something tt requires half an hr of my time will require a day of theirs...maybe i have failed to recognise tt just as i criticize e widening income disparity and living standards of Singaporeans...i have distanced myself from my counterparts...

maybe tt's y U hold an attraction for me...our slackness coupled with our leadership and somehow doing well...maybe in my alienated world...only u can reach e me deep inside..and maybe tt's y i keep complaining tt vin treats me like a kid...maybe coz he simply cannot understand my lvl of thinking in many areas although he's older and he's trying to help...w/o realising tt sometimes i dun need it.

i just hope these all goes away...far far away...

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