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07.22.05 (4:56 pm) [edit]
i feel horrible.
have no idea y...
well...2 outings screwed up badly...but tt's not e pt...now i am focusing on e screwed-up parts of it...blaming ting for having to study on sun when everyone is free coz she will forget everything if she studies today. blaming shan for having a class outing...and even more so qi for having to go cut hair today of all days and then meet luis..NUS for org e stupid registration thing today.
if i was already in a gd/better mood/normal mood:
i would have thought:
so nice of my frens...so busy yet...they will set aside 2 hrs of their day for me. but no. i am just in a bad mood already.
as usual...even as i type this with angst...e wind is coming thru my window...comforting me...
everytime i am sad...it will somehow be more breezy as if to comfort me.
PS: i realised with a start tt sch starts soon...coz next wk...mon is mat...tues and wed talks...thur onwards...8 days of orientation. (though i'm not sure sun is included)
Pray...give me patience not to scold anyone later. hmmm. bleahz
have no idea y...
well...2 outings screwed up badly...but tt's not e pt...now i am focusing on e screwed-up parts of it...blaming ting for having to study on sun when everyone is free coz she will forget everything if she studies today. blaming shan for having a class outing...and even more so qi for having to go cut hair today of all days and then meet luis..NUS for org e stupid registration thing today.
if i was already in a gd/better mood/normal mood:
i would have thought:
so nice of my frens...so busy yet...they will set aside 2 hrs of their day for me. but no. i am just in a bad mood already.
as usual...even as i type this with angst...e wind is coming thru my window...comforting me...
everytime i am sad...it will somehow be more breezy as if to comfort me.
PS: i realised with a start tt sch starts soon...coz next wk...mon is mat...tues and wed talks...thur onwards...8 days of orientation. (though i'm not sure sun is included)
Pray...give me patience not to scold anyone later. hmmm. bleahz