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07.19.05 (6:21 am) [edit]
okie...i'll blog abt it now..
very xin ku...coz Y and ter so xin ku de zai try...and i so xin ku de try to keep my distance from Y...and i so xin ku running towards then away from ter.
just xin ku.
Y smses me everyday...like just ask me how am i...telling me random bits of info...da told me to give Y a chance but i can't get myself to do it. Religion as e reason may seem superficial...but if one thinks deeply...religion is fundamental...therefore our diffs are fundamental and our rift will always be there. it's not a matter of effort and i won't regret not trying.
Ter...alot harder....i dun even noe where to start describing. sigh~ i dun understand y he is trying so hard to get me to meet his relatives...to find topics, chances to talk to me...to tell me to think of him and forget da...to want to buy me a ring...to tell me he misses me...to ask if i miss him...........
when...all in all...he emphasizes tt he is not ready for any r/s in his own opinion.
tt's y...i dun even noe his stand...when i dunno his stand...i dunno mine.
i dunno my stand.
i rem weijie asked me once if i like ter...i think grace said no on my behalf or i said no...but watever was said...and whoever said it...
truth is i like ter...but i nvr once liked him enuf for effort on my part i guess.
now...i dun even noe if i like him enuf.
very xin ku...coz Y and ter so xin ku de zai try...and i so xin ku de try to keep my distance from Y...and i so xin ku running towards then away from ter.
just xin ku.
Y smses me everyday...like just ask me how am i...telling me random bits of info...da told me to give Y a chance but i can't get myself to do it. Religion as e reason may seem superficial...but if one thinks deeply...religion is fundamental...therefore our diffs are fundamental and our rift will always be there. it's not a matter of effort and i won't regret not trying.
Ter...alot harder....i dun even noe where to start describing. sigh~ i dun understand y he is trying so hard to get me to meet his relatives...to find topics, chances to talk to me...to tell me to think of him and forget da...to want to buy me a ring...to tell me he misses me...to ask if i miss him...........
when...all in all...he emphasizes tt he is not ready for any r/s in his own opinion.
tt's y...i dun even noe his stand...when i dunno his stand...i dunno mine.
i dunno my stand.
i rem weijie asked me once if i like ter...i think grace said no on my behalf or i said no...but watever was said...and whoever said it...
truth is i like ter...but i nvr once liked him enuf for effort on my part i guess.
now...i dun even noe if i like him enuf.