today went out with qi and shan...so nice to be with them again...over e past days i felt tt me and shan have drifted apart slightly...like she's no longer e same...dunno y also...

shopped ard at bugis village...shan bought so many things...qi put so many things on pending list...but i no mood to shop ahz...still thinking abt e stupid da. anyway...after tt we played pick-up-fries at burger king...like wth...my crazy idea (like who else comes up with such brilliant ideas?? :D

yupz...then we went bugis junction
then we met up with ting at jurong east to makan...ran into june..i enthusiastically said hi....then realised tt hey! i dun like her!!!! lol...so i just decided not to continue with a conversation...anyway she was queueing up at ATM so weird to shout a conversation also...so end up she talked to shan since june transferred to jj after pj and had e same mass PE slot as shan not like they ever talked at jj...

then e extremely late ting turned up...and well...dear Y decided he wanted to drop in and see me...so a conversation went like this

Y: Hi
me: Hi
Y: having dinner??
ting: if not?? breakfast??
ting, me, shan, qi: LOL
Y: bye
me: bye!!!! (too enthusiastically)

no idea wat to say. too enthu on my part...anyway...i kinda wanted to see if he seems upset...then i will apologize...if not y kick up a fuss?? maybe he din notice my tone?? BUT...he's not online...i smsed him asking wat movie he intends to watch and he nvr reply.

SIGH....shi bai...shi bai...

PS: bad mood. coz i realised i will be prob be doing my attachments at crez...which means i will be colleagues with corn..when tt time comes...

(1) will he be married finally??
(2) do i want him to be married...or do i want a second shot for both of us??
(3) are we frens? acquantances? something more?
(4) i will be forced to unlock my treasure chest shoved somewhere in e recesses of my heart...as we cannot be ppl w/o a history......
(5) wat will e principal say to me...mr TTY?? mr GT??

the qns..memories flooded my mind last nite...i slept at 4+...no choice. rather upset...but talking abt it can't help.

ting~ take care...i am ur pillar but i dunno how long i can hold u up when i am collapsing under my own weight. let us forget all these probs...tmr...at kbox...forget...wat a beautiful word...'forget'

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