went back crez today...so much has changed...but one thing is still e same...i still can't forget corn...today i was so shocked to see him...he was wearing this baggy beige top and white pants...looks damn nice...and he called me ask where i was and instead of most teachers telling u where to meet them...he told me to wait...and he ran up e stairs to see me...crazy

then we were talking abt results when we started talking abt lutfiah being attached...then he asked me when i bringing my bf to sch...so crazy lorz...told him i got no bf...and tt he got a nice ring...then he just brushed off my comment saying tt it's nothing much and heck it...so crazy...so so crazy and he kept asking me abt getting a bf...crazy guy...dun sound like a teacher at all lorz...and then after tt he still ask me if he looked old...then i told him no lahz...and i mentioned tt i'll be 20 in 2 yrs time and he looked so shocked...then he said tt when he taught me...i was 15 only...LOL...time flies...things change...but can i?? can i?? can i???? dun ask me so much abt myself...dun tell me tt ur engagement doesn't mean anything...dun make it sound like e engagement is inevitable...dun act like i matter so much to u...coz u will just make me cry...i love being with u...so so much...but i hate being apart from u so so much too.......
i dunno y but i really feel tt we are meant to be...of all e guys i noe...we just seem to be predestined to be together...i dunno if u feel it too...but i feel as if i knew u from lifetimes ago...e first time i saw u...i felt it...it wasn't love at first sight...love at first sight is reserved for e beautiful and handsome...and i noe tt u're not...but i just felt it...prove me wrong if u can...coz i hate to go on like this...i can't let go...and i can't change anything (more like dun want to try).....how??? wat do u do when only one person can make ur tears go away...and this person is e one who made u cry?? trust me.....i dunno...choc is supposed to make u happy rite?? i ate 2 packets le...still not happy...................wat if i must have u...wld i lose u or will i have u??

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