saw evelyn tan and darren lim's wedding on channel U just now...it really is e most beautiful thing...e way e 2 pple just hold each other...look into each others' eyes and tear...coz their love for each other is so deep...
watching it really makes me want to get married...LOL...i want a fairytale wedding...with e man i love...it's like e meaning of life to me...finding urself thru someone else...e white gown...ohmygod...my dream...but it's a dream tt i may not be able to achieve...coz i may nvr find e guy...and nvr have have a dream-like wedding...

had my bbq...great fun for me...though charlene was a bit bored...LOL...anyway...corn din come...but he called me at like 10+ coz crez nite just ended...and i got missed call...then he called charlene...and they were passing e phone round...then passed it to me...at tt time i din really care wat corn wanted to say...he's not here for me...not there...not then...and tt's it...i was trying to get pple to take photos...then he started making excuses abt not being there...i wanted to just hang up...wat's e use of excuses when u simply ain't there?? then...he was beating ard e bush...asking me how's e bbq so far...how i'm doing...then he asked me out...on my bday...then he was like 'if u're not free on tt day...tues also can'...as if he's so not confident of himself...and i just said 'wed can'...coz i will push aside everything for him...i always do...coz i love him...

i watched super sunday this afternoon too...this shibin guy...some artiste tt i dunno had a short r/s in new york...and they lost touch when e gal had to leave...and he was trying to find her...then rite...e gal din show..but they talked over e phone...they got attached thru a song tt he sang for her...and then...they broke...and over e phone on tv...he sang this song tt he composed after they broke to her...and it was damn sad...somehow it evoked a tot in me...

'i'm e one tt love u e most...yet u're letting me go...'

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