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wheeeeee...feeling crazy
and i read e blog from this other rj guy tt gracie sent me...damn funny. he thinks tt mugging is a useful thing to do and ppl who dun mug are not useful. wat a narrow way of viewing e world...so i am useless lahz! LOL!!! but everyone dun worry...ppl ike tt....won't survive long in e working world coz they are too 'useful'.
anyway~ been playing travian...since nov intro-ed it to me...some idiot raided my village like 10 times last nite..horrid fellow. LOL. but my alliance leader so nice..and reassuring. everyone calls e person a 'he' but my instincts tell me it's a gal. coz so caring!! LOL. sexist. and she/he talks in a very neutral way w/o any typical masculinity nor feminity but still i am convinced it's a gal.
oh yah! i have been intro-ed to e world of e-shopping too. bought a belt! wheeee. love my grace dear...calamari soon dear? muahahaha. always nice hanging out with gal frens. speaking of which..i haven't went shop shop with qi for soooo long. and also nvr kbox with her for ages. qi!! i miss ur fish leong songs..LOL. and oh yah..thanks to everyone who thinks tt my singing is nice! i have a new aim in life now..i shall prac singing then when i am ready (to win)...maybe i will go for superstar auditions (but of coz i doubt i will be ready to win ever..LOL). and wheeeeee...but now i have a prob. haven't written my short story yet!! like oops...i will stop dragging my heels and write it soon! the adventures of hairy-ly! muahahahaha. no choice. not tt i chose e theme.
and yea manz..will be visiting a childrens' home later...afterwhich is my last session for bfren-ing this yr le...*sobs*. been really gd getting to noe L. =). a most fruitful exp. and who says tt only muggers are useful...all they use are braincells..my dear L is much more useful..she used braincells to get to norm acad from tech and she uses her hands to bake cookies for charity sales and she uses her creativity to make posters for charity. har!
no choice...LOL.
and val!! jiayou!!!!!!!!! i love u dear!
and of coz bugbug..i love u too. LOL.
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wheeeeeeeee...sch's fun..LOL! (dun whack me). feel like this sem has been a fulfilling one...alot of work..but it gives me e chance to produce work. humans are meant to produce work...creative work! if not...there will be alienation!! LOL! quoting marxist theory. anyway...realised this sem tt i like individual work...writing watever i want..LOL. and somehow my grp projs this sem feel quite indiv through the division of labour...wheee...rox.
anyway...hope i do well this sem..i have my fingers crossed. somehow i think tt my CA this sem will be e best CA i've had so far..(given tt my CAs usu stand at B-) LOL. jiayou kitty kat!! k ahz..tt's all..i need to go produce more creative works~~
sch rox!!!!
soup spoon later!!
(but may later too..*groans*)
anyway trust me on this ppl...when ta*fik and olin*a sings...it looks gay!!! (if u noe wat i mean..just picture it manz...) but no doubt olin*a has a gd voice..she's got a cool new song! 'You don't have to love me' [No ppl...u ppl have to love me. no choice]
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been really busy lately...and yepz..finally finished my edu proj...still have 1 more paper
and 1 more proj and 1 more short story to write and sit for one more quiz...and tt wraps
up my CA...guess tt this sem...somehow CAs have been very tedious but at least i
have a healthy interest in all my CAs except for one..LOL. which is mig unfortunately..
even NR seems more fun...prob it really is...two short not too formal assignments
somehow beats one gigantic headache.
and yepz...as much as i love doing charity...e recent proj has seemed a bit draggy...
really hope tt things pick up....and of coz tt i will soon be able to embark on all my
bks borrowed from e library!! LOL..my latest bk is cool...i noe rubin will like it too.
it's abt 14 genuises. and erm..hitler's one of them..and if rubin rems marquis de
sade (e porno guy)....he's inside too...and apparently these ppl all have
manic-depressions...are e eldest/only/raised as e eldest child...means i have
potential?? LOL. and they'll all crazy with an idol and believe themselves to be
akin to God/mythical heros...damn gd.
Y...i'm sorry....but trust me..i will return to u wat i have stolen. for i have
no right to keep it.
move on.
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k ahz...shall blog abt my day yest...
i woke up at 11...left e house at 12 to meet bugbug at vivocity..so k ahz! i got
onto e bus...not sure if e i forgot to tap my EZlink or if i dun look like a student
but anyway e bus conductress who was on e bus when i got on followed me to my
seat and checked my card. dunno! maybe i dun look like a student. OR! i really
did honestly forget to tap my card..like oops..then everyone will be thinking tt i
wanted to hitch a free ride.
after much walking ard vivo...and i guess e highlight was seeing 4 badly dressed,
supposedly hip teens going ard e mall as a publicity stunt. me and bugbug wanted
to walk pass them to get to toys R us. but at tt moment..they asked me volunteers!
like ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! so i grabbed bugbug and we ran away from them..along with
half e grp who gathered in e hopes of watching e show..damn funny!! mass exodus
of singaporeans. anyway after they got their unfortunate volunteers who are ppl who
didn't siam...e exodus of sg ppl who flee went back to watch e show..LOL!!
then we went to raffles city for soup spoon...and walked ard..so bloated i almost died
had to go buy sour power sweets which i dun find sour while bugbug said tt he can't
take it..LOL!! no choice. abnormal tastebuds. then we went to HMV and i got
high sch musical vcd!!! yea!! it's really sweet..just watched it a few hrs ago...and
e gal is really very pretty. and e music is wonderful.
anyway we also went for Y's singing..as usual...he belted out ballads...nice
voice, touching singing...some funny moments. but well...dunno!
time moves forward...
even for ppl who look backwards.
some things are irreversible
some walls are invisible....
but e invisible walls are e strongest walls.
but i have promised to be there for him when he performs, when
he chases his dreams..and i'll be there.
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crazy.
my blog's going crazy...so no choice!! i shall type my post in a new way....
i.e.press enter so tt it doesn't end up as a mess tt only bugbug reads..LOL
i assume tt he does anyway since he said tt my previous post was touching.
anyway...yepz. sch's been quite packed but well....i certainly learnt something
highly useful this sem...how to read super fast. like...no choice! since i refuse
to not read e optional readings for mig. for NR ahz...really no choice. i admit defeat
think there are like 100 readings floating ard in this galaxy named e IVLE.
anyway...yepz..another thing this sem...i;m thinking of doing my hons these
on e edu landscape!! LOL. no choice. am i entering a prison or a loving family?
maybe i can find tt out in my final yr before i take e leap. but i really wonder
how i'll be able to wake up morning after morning. zzz. been thinking abt it
since i'm such a sleepyhead this days (though tt's my usual state).
anyway...bfrening ending in end oct. but i'll be conting next yr in a tag-team with
my dearest qiqi. i'm sure tt we'll work really well tgt. qi is everything tt i am not.
quiet, reserved, merticulous, gd at maths, gd at pcs, does her work regularly,
sporty...think our similarities are in food and ktv. LOL. but still she's my l
ongest-living dear...since sec 1 when she laughed at my hair resembling
a bowl. no choice. affinity. glad tt i'll have her on next yr's journey and
it appears tt i may be allocated my bfrendee again. =). hopefully next yr
can do more for her. she's a pretty cool gal. really proud of her...though
i failed to mention tt she did great work for her sch!!!she designed e
poster and flyers for this charity drive which is a mega-proj.really really happy
for her. i kinda believe tt someone who's very much involved in cca esp
charity related won't turn bad easily.coz u see so many ppl in soc doing badly...
u'll be too busy helping them!! and yepz..charity ppl are typically e guai, caring
kind...who will keep a lookout for u...and u wldn't want to do something
totally off and lose ur frens. really happy for my befrendee. it's a
mini-victory for her i guess..to have done something wrong, paid her dues
and given opps by her sch despite her criminal record and i must say tt she
has done well and is now still very actively involved in e prog! it's easier to
do nothing wrong ever than to do something wrong and earn back e trust and
respect which u have lost.
i'll be pretty sad to see her go...but i noe tt she is ready to take on e world
and she'll always still have me a call away. but vacancies are limited of coz..
and as i told SL although i wld love to see her again, i feel tt e time has come
for her to go and for me to take on someone new.......
new beginnings, new topics, new everything (incl. lots of post-its)...a happy time.
oh yah..to matt in particular if u're reading this. i told val...tt u shldn't be pessimistic
heard tt ur nick was 'can't wait for e sem to begin' before this sem started and now it's
'can't wait for this sem to end'. well matt....u shld put it in a more optimistic and subtle
way...like: 'can't wait for next sem!!'
LOL!!! positive lang makes a positive impact on lives. (LOL!!!!!)
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Faye：I Want To Know
Leann Rimes： How Do I Breathe Without You
Faye：If You Ever Go
Leann Rimes： How Do I Ever
合唱：Ever Survive How Do I How Do I How Do I Live
阿沁：当你的泪在 笑中滑落 回忆 风 吹着我走 我却情愿停留
Faye：等一颗心到时 间的尽头 呼吸也会痛
合唱：可是我记得 你给我的梦
Faye：每一天在你的 怀里等待
阿沁：每一夜我感 你的存在 走过伤害
Faye：我回头看
合唱：是永远都灿 的爱
Faye：这一次我决定 勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪 看到未来
Faye：So, How Do I Live
阿沁：How Do I Live
合唱：How Do I Live Without You
Leann Rimes： How Do I Live~ Woo-Oh~ Woo-Oh~
阿沁：当世界都遗 我的时候 你的一切对我来说 紧握才能拥有
Faye：我明白一份真 爱的背后 藏着苦和忧
合唱：心痛的时候 更深刻 感受
Faye：每一天在你的 怀里等待
阿沁：每一夜我感 你的存在 走过伤害
Faye：我回头看
合唱：是永远都灿 的爱
Faye：这一次我决定 勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪 看到未来
Faye：So, How Do I Live
阿沁：How Do I Live
合唱：How Do I Live Without You
Leann Rimes： And Tell Me Now
Faye：每一天在你的 怀里等待
阿沁：每一夜我感 你的存在 走过伤害
Faye：我回头看
合唱：是永远都灿 的爱
Faye：这一次我决定 勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪 看到未来
Faye：How Do I Live
阿沁：How Do I Live
合唱：How Do I Live Without You (Without You)
合唱：是永远都灿 的爱
Faye：这一次我决定 勇敢去爱
阿沁：这一次我陪 看到未来
Faye：So How Do I Live
阿沁：How Do I Live
合唱：How Do I Live Without You
Leann Rimes： How Do I Live Without You
Leann Rimes： How Do I Breathe Without You
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have to blog abt this..no choice.
i lost a child..all kids/teens have potential. i worked with one for a mth...i got to know him better...i saw him for his hardwork, his ambition, his drive, his righteousness. i liked this child for he is unique. he's gifted in bball, he is always keen to study and learn and despite his good looks, he is such a shy and quiet boy, quietly thinking abt a possible future for himself. i rem thinking to myself 'wat can possibly go wrong with this boy?'. but sadly, i lost e boy. i rem last seeing him at a shopping centre, following a bunch of school jocks ard, he gave an ambiguous answer abt whether i'll be seeing him tt evening and i cld hear his frens asking him abt where he was going tt evening. he was ashamed to answer. it was then tt i knew that we wld lose him to them.
then he left his bfriender who was back for him. he rejected his multiple calls and coldly refused to answer his messages. yest, i sent e boy an sms asking how's his exams and to tell him to rem tt we'll always be here and he can just call us if he needs any help. sadly, there's not reply. dunno bahz. perhaps we cannot measure up to his newfound popularity in sch. perhaps now we are passe and uncool. dunno bahz. i just hope tt this boy....with whom i have discussed his future with, who is so intent on finding out more abt e O lvls beyond his 'N' lvls...who so wants to go experience NS and consider signing on..who is so keen to learn despite e odds will not give up on his quest....even if he gives up on us...