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e fact tt i am blogging AGAIN shld indicate to everyone tt i am seriously bored.
just watched coyote ugly...i want to buy e soundtrack!!
going bai nian at qi's place tmr...then at chong's place...shld i go D's place??????? =X. i made an unintentional slip speaking to him just now....mentioning tt it'll be weird if he brings me to his house after his bro brought me to church. totally unintentional tt reveals layers of meaning. but anyway, he changed e topic (in a rather overt manner i must say....his skills of topic changing totally sux.)
looking at my to-do list of e way...i have only finished an item...unfortunately tt item is: to watch coyote ugly at 10 chn 5. LOL!!!!!!!!!!
to go or not to go?? and shld i go give tuition??? =X
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hmmmmm...i...am crazy. bleahz. =p. totally lagging behind in work. just a lack of mood. guess i'm lucky tt i am doing tuts with ppl like matt and xr....since matt doesn't slack thus making me want to at least do e min....xr will prob shoot me a disapproving look if i dun do my work...LOL. so no choice! and lab got marks mahz...no choice. JS......sigh...dun feel like doing, but i guess i'll be writing abt cardcaptor sakura....will prob enjoy writing it...i just need to stop dragging my heels and start writing it. lucky SC like nothing to do de....such little workload currently...super happy with soci's workload...though of coz e fact tt it's so slack is coz i'm not reading e txtbk...lalala
okie...this sounds bad....i'll go read something tonite or do my tut for 2225. =X
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last part:
总而言之，白羊座 你：
喜欢冒险的白羊座 说："我是" ;。 'I am'
表达爱情的方式： 言不讳。 frank and will not hide emotions =X
是一个：感情起伏 快的人。 mood fluctuates very quickly
渴望：模特式的生 伴侣。 a model life partner
受骗：当有新的追 时。 (??)
喜欢：户外和蓝天 (outdoors and blue skies)
害怕：不被人注意 (people not noticing me)
追求：冒险的机会 (chances of adventure)
弱点：不能忍受批 。 (cannot take criticism)
有利条件：毅力。 (determination)
不利条件：好斗心 。 (provoking)
假期生活：致力于 人的小计划或体 活动。购买最新的 机械、电器产品或 于体育活动的东 。
吉祥物：凤凰。 (pheonix?? where am i supposed to get that! zzz)
吉祥金属：铁。 (metal)
吉祥宝石：红宝石 (ruby)
吉祥日：星期二。 (tues! oh no!! i got no sch, so won't see H. tues will be a sch day next sem!)
喜欢的颜色：鲜红 。 (bright red. bleahz)
吉祥数字：9、18、2 7、36
喜欢的场所：热闹 华之处；危险或 动强度大的地方。
吉祥植物：胡椒、 竹、姜、洋葱、 黄和芦荟。
居住条件：绝对现 化的陈设。 (modern)
理想旅居国：英国 德国、土耳其、 勒斯坦、日本、委 内瑞拉和以色列。
seriously ppl...tt's all! tt's how i spent an hr on CNY chu er! LOL
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on e chi horo thing blogged earlier...here's e eng summary! LOL
Aries:
do not like constraints, wants freedom.
not a follower.
does not hide her feelings and emotions.
if goals are obstructed, they do not give up.
whether it is at home or other the home, Aries are always up for fights and quarrels but they never take things to heart and forget about them once they are over.
In difficulties and danger, the Aries demostrates her character and bravery often winning praise.
Aries are always generous with the effort they devote to work and would sacrifice much.
never bows down to difficulties or failures.
has initiative but can be seen as a tyrant in the eyes of others, this impression may be detrimental to your work and interpersonal relationships
often, the Aries enthusiasism infects the others around her and thus Aries are able to influence people to do what she wants
the Aries keyword is energy.
an Aries simply needs to feel that she is faster than everyone else.
An Aries needs to be able to conquer. this is more important than money in job-seeking
An Aries tends to think little of money and when rich, is a spendthrift and might in fact give the money to her relatives and friends (NO! i wont!! dream on!) or invest the money is risky business and shares (probably....so u ppl dun get my money! sorry ahz...investing it)
Likes change rather than a mundane and routine way of life
Likes challenges, and would thus encounter many setbacks.
An unpredictable Life...=)
Just when u thought tt's all baidu offered....
An Aries female:
这是个激情荡漾的 性。你的信念圣 雷丝阿维拉；你的 思想象福罗拉特里 唐；你对生活的 情象伊莎贝拉邓肯 。 (whatever man! who are this ppl?? someone enlighten me on e eng translation of e names? zzz)
especially loves freedom
loves debating and often debates to defend her views
Loves challenges, not afraid of setbacks. Lacks a gentle nature (lalala)
has a strong personality, but unable to control her extreme feelings (how true!)
VERY TRUE: would chase a guy that she likes but does not like being in the position of the one being chased!!! (super true)
Would not be resigned to being a housewife, even if she ends up one, she will be the one giving the commands
An Aries wants the world to move in her tempo.
Often wants to do something 'impossible' and if she does not give her best shot at it, she would be upsetted physically and psychologically
Best with: libra, saggi and Leo
Aries betwn march 21st to 31st:
extremist, loves excitement, enjoys fights and fiery debates, lacks discipline. Lives life as if walking on a tight rope (think can relate tt to my scheule and activities). Often, her intense feelings and emotions can be openly seen. Little regard for the consequences of that. Ambitious and will not resign to an ordinary life. Rest tires her and difficulties give her energy. Always ready to forward her goals even in the event of complete failure.
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Goodness!! i realise tt there are more. for e super bo liao.....u may try reading all these chi! pls add a comment if u have read all of that!! (so tt i noe who's so interested in my horoscope/so keen to prac chi/so boliao)
白羊座的你喜欢无 无束和自行其是 而不愿意步你人之 后尘。你从来不掩 自己的感情，要 热情洋溢，要么怒 发冲冠。如果你的 望受阻，你也决 悄然收兵。无论是 在家里还是在外面 你都不怕争执， 事后总是弃之脑后 ，从不记恨在心。 困难和危险的关 ，你能充分表现出 自己的品格和勇气 得到人们的敬佩 赞扬。白羊座的你 做事从不吝惜气力 宁可付出巨大的 价，也要力争前茅 。总之，你从来不 任何困难和失败 前低头。白羊座的 人富有首创精神， 容易给人以" 裁者"的印象， 这一点往往不利于 的工作和与周围 之间的融洽关系。 另外，白羊座人的 动常常带有启动 和影响性，能吸引 别人进入你所希望 轨道，并使你们 挥出更大的作用。
白羊座的你的关键 是活力。骑摩托 驾驶汽车或者乘快 艇，只要走得比别 快，就是你的目 。如果你是一个知 识分子，你会有活 的思想和独特的 察问题的方式。体 育、军事和机械等 切都能大量消耗 能的工作或职业， 白羊座的人都能胜 之，并易成为佼 者。白羊座的人具 有开拓者的胸怀。 争、探索和征服 你来说，要比金钱 更有诱惑力。你一 有了钱，常常挥 如土。或者赠送给 亲朋好友，或者投 到冒险的事业中 。当经济拮据时， 你也不会束以待毙 总是能找到办法 脱困境，重新打开 局面，但往往好景 常…你喜欢千 变万化，不厌其烦 朝令夕改。这些 你生活中不可少的 调味品，因为你最 喜欢的就是单调 索然无味的生活。 挺而走险的欲望常 缠绕着白羊座的 ，你可能成功，但 又常常会遇到很大 挫折。你的未来 变换莫测的激情休 戚相关。
白羊座的男性
白羊座的男性可视 "超人"， 总是被一种渴望得 到敬佩和标新立异 狂热所驱使，喜 表现出压倒一切的 精神。你不相信任 失败，总是激情 怀，知难而进。你 喜欢长驱直入，速 速决和胜利在望
你的生活节奏紧迫 行动近乎狂热。 家里，喜欢推行自 己的情趣和意愿； 在外面，则不轻 失言和做越轨之事 。在一些重大的事 上，你会挺身而 ，竭诚相助。
白羊座的人爱情生 常常是波浪起伏 。你用激情去赢得 女性，如果你所倾 的人有所回避， 者求爱遇到了阻力 ，更会激发你不惜 何代价去征服她 决心。
天秤座的女性，尤 是生辰星位也在 座的女性，对你有 很大的吸引力。该 的女性会认为你 类拔萃、才貌出众 ，会向你倾注无限 佩之情。
双鱼座的女性会用 特有的魅力，拨 白羊座男性的心弦 。激情随着幻想， 是你们共同生活 主旋律。
狮子座的女性会与 情投意合。她能 解你的激情，支持 你永恒拼搏的欲望
与射手座的女性结 俪，你的生活会 满别具一格的浪漫 色彩。
白羊座的女性
这是个激情荡漾的 性。你的信念圣 雷丝阿维拉；你的 思想象福罗拉特里 唐；你对生活的 情象伊莎贝拉邓肯 。
白羊座的女性酷爱 由，争辩精神很 。你喜欢针锋相对 和竭力为维护自己 看法而辩解，是 个富有战斗精神的 解放了的女性，直 不讳，敢于进击 不怕挫折。但性格 中缺少了温柔的成 。
你还是一个个性很 的女性，当激情 怀时便无法自控， 甚至会毫不犹豫地 追求自己所钟情 男性。一般地说， 你不喜欢处于被男 追求的地位。
白羊座的女性不愿 当家庭主妇的角 ，即便是，也要听 你发号施令。你希 生活的脉搏能按 你的节奏跳动。你 总是想做一些令人 信的事情。如果 让你到实践中去&qu ot;折腾"，你的 绪和身体就会受 影响。
如果你的丈夫在事 上与你携手共进 那你将会表现出非 凡的才能。但是， 立足在平等的基 上。
天秤座，尤其是生 星位在此座的男 ，会赢得白羊座女 性的好感。你能使 服从自己的意愿 反之，他也常能使 你变得温情脉脉。
和射手座的男性相 ，你们会情意缠 。这个宽宏大量的 同舟之友会与你那 迫的生活节奏同 。
和狮子座的男性结 伴侣，有助于实 你事业上和生活上 的美好愿望。
白羊座的儿童
白羊座孩子的主要 点是好动，反抗 神强，很难教育。 这是个可爱的小鬼 发起脾气来会闹 天翻地覆，但瞬间 便会雾消云散。
你需要一只强有力 手和冷静的权威 引导，千万不要对 你听之任之，否则 你很快就会使你 头烂额。要注意培 养你的组织纪律观 ，启发你的尊严 。
另外，对于这种性 的孩子，重要的 要消耗掉你多余的 体能，让你参加一 剧烈的体育活动 即使常常伤痕斑斑 ，也无关紧要，因 这是你身体和精 平衡的基础。你永 远不肯呆在家里。 国式的中学教育 对你极为合适。在 这样的环境里，你 快会成为深受众 的表率。
白羊座的孩子缺乏 习热情。你的主 天赋表现在探索、 机械、军事技术和 切需要良好体质 毅力的事业方面。 你热衷于发现、探 和开拓。
你的最好出路是创 人、运动员、军 、工业家、广告商 、机械师或者从事 业及其你方面的 力劳动。白羊座不 同10°内出生的人 的基本性格：
出生日期：3月21日 31日
性格特征：做事易 极端、爱激动、 斗和缺乏纪律观念 。总喜欢把生活这 绷得紧紧的。内 的激动常常自发地 表现在行动上，很 顾及到后果。这 个不满足于平淡无 味生活，渴望出人 地和奋发拼搏的 。休息会使你感到 疲倦，而困难会给 增添力量。你随 都准备重整旗鼓， 继续前进，即使在 到彻底失败的情 下，亦然如故。
动力来源：活动
出生日期：4月1日 10日
性格特征：内心充 无限的激情，仰 英雄主义和酷爱权 力。有强烈的自信 ，高傲支配着一 。你需要钦佩和赞 扬，不允许自己落 于你人。内心燃 着炽热和激情的火 焰，只有在行动中 能感到坦然自若 人生之途需要有勇 气才能前进。
动力来源：高傲
出生日期：4月11日 20日
性格特征：颇具创 性和艺术性鉴赏 力。无论是工作、 事业，还是其你方 ，总希望走创新 路。有火热的激情 和一股不可抗拒的 搏力。从不吝惜 己的气力、感情和 财富。但是，你往 缺乏生活的现实 。
动力来源：激情
出生在白羊座的著 人士有：左拉(法 作家)，安徒生(丹 麦童话作家)、戈雅 (西班牙画家)、凡 (荷兰画家)、马龙 兰度(美国戏剧和 影演员)、高尔基( 苏联作家)、本生( 化学家)。
总而言之，白羊座 你：
喜欢冒险的白羊座 说："我是" ;。
表达爱情的方式： 言不讳。
是一个：感情起伏 快的人。
渴望：模特式的生 伴侣。
受骗：当有新的追 时。
喜欢：户外和蓝天
害怕：不被人注意
追求：冒险的机会
弱点：不能忍受批 。
有利条件：毅力。
不利条件：好斗心 。
假期生活：致力于 人的小计划或体 活动。购买最新的 机械、电器产品或 于体育活动的东 。
吉祥物：凤凰。
吉祥金属：铁。
吉祥宝石：红宝石
吉祥日：星期二。
喜欢的颜色：鲜红 。
吉祥数字：9、18、2 7、36
喜欢的场所：热闹 华之处；危险或 动强度大的地方。
吉祥植物：胡椒、 竹、姜、洋葱、 黄和芦荟。
居住条件：绝对现 化的陈设。
理想旅居国：英国 德国、土耳其、 勒斯坦、日本、委 内瑞拉和以色列。
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白羊座
3月21日～4月20日 主宰行星：火星 属性：火相星座
春天出生的生辰星 或太阳在白羊座 人的特点：
白羊座是黄道和春 的第一个星座。 回大地，万物的生 机都表现在白羊座 的身上。春天的 息赋予你崭新生命 力，你生机勃勃， 情盎然。你需要 不吝惜地去燃烧自 己激
情能量。不搞权宜 计，不委曲求全 也从不注意细节。 白羊座的人的优点 当机立断，付之 动和速战速决。这 是个有首创精神的 。如果出生时刻 太阳或月亮在这一 星座中，那么你会 一个朝气蓬勃、 情坦率、慷慨真诚 、坚强勇敢、动作 捷和有些固执已 的人。不足之处是 ，你说话做事不太 慎，很少注意留 余地，缺乏冷静的 头脑和周密的思索
er...no choice! it's in chi...let me translate e more impt prats given tt i am so bored. Aries represent Spring and vitality. Enthusiastic, passionate and ever generous with their energy. Does not wish to be subjugated to anyone and will not beg for anything. Not detail-oriented. Decisive, passionate and frank, generous and sincere, has great inner strength and is brave. Agile but rather stubborn in thinking that her views are the correct ones. In speaking and handling things, Aries are not as tactful as they ought to be, and often leave little leeway for themselves. A lack of a calm and collected thought processes.
quite accurate wor!! except for e last line...i think tt i think very well indeed...hmph.
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happy CNY everyone! mine lasted for 3 hrs..LOL...wat a short celeb rite? so now i'm just stoning, thinking wat to do with e remainder of my hols besides watching TV. wheee!! anyway...i lost $8 in blackjack...worst winnings since e day i started playing blackjack every new yr!! which is like prob 10 yrs!! my cai yun not very gd hor..LOL. anyway i was so sianz i emailed my 2224 proj grpmates and asked for a meeting!! LOL..no choice!! think i'll email my camp prog ppl soon....given tt i have nothing to do!!! hey u reading this! can i go ur house bai nian not?? this yr i very poor lehz...only got a total of 9 hongbaos!!! ARGH.
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i feel happy just thinking abt him. so happy. i'm sorry if that's being selfish to you. but even if it is not love, i am happy. tt's important.
i dun care if he's a nice person
i dun care if he's good-looking
i dun care if he's my type
i dun care if he's rich
i only care is that somehow, i feel an irresistable urge to smile when i see him
tt i think of him when i don't see him.
it's like how i was so ridiculously happy when i found out tt rubz is doing 2 mods tt he is doing...and that they're in e same tut grp for one of them at least.
perhaps i am just too bored and need some excitement in my life? maybe.
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i said i wld jiayou! i did!! LOL. i said hi..finally...here's wat happened (see...i can make mundane things sound interesting! i shld be a writer or scriptwriter)
cast: me, val, xz, H
scene1: me, val at canteen, eating our food talking rubbish (muted voices in bckgrd)
xz appears on scene...walked hurriedly to e table next to ours (though a pillar was in betwn)
xz points at table, hurries away again
K's eyes follow his movts, waiting to catch his eye then decide whether to say hi (LOL)
xz diappears from scene. K looks down at her food again.
xz reappears again, camera frame to follow K's field of vision.
frame moves from food to a pair of berms to a t-shirt...to a face!!! H's face. H happened to be looking at K's face too! so eyes interlocked. H smiled broadly, raised his hand in greeting and said hi!! K grinned like an idiot, waved and said hi!
end of story.
LOL. so they just sat next to me and val, but cannot see H, blocked by pillar, i tried very hard not to look like i struck 4D given tt xz can see me...so i acted normal...which proved tt i am a gd actress since val din notice anything until i told her after dinner.
goal of this month achieved!
maybe next month my aim can be to speak a line to him?? zzz. LOL. anyway i was so happy i told a few ppl...and D was so cynical...zzz. he says tt i dun even noe H well. sigh. tt's true, but well...oh well. no comments. cynic.
hmmmm..so far sch's fine i guess, not registering much new info...dunno y. think my mind is too saturated this sem. how can??? i must do well mah!
PS: i dun think i belong to his world. but just being closer to e edge of it is enuf for me, for now...=) bringing out e cynic in me, it's not as if i will like him for forever! so enuf until i stop bahz.
and grace thinks edi is cute!!! LOL.
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i must jiayou!! if i like him i must jiayou....if i nvr even look at him....how do i expect him to think tt i am e gal he spoke to??? LOL. he must think he ren chou ren...or worse tt i am totally weird. i must unglue my mouth and say hi! hmph. argh..then comes e hard part...suddenly say hi...so weird after he thinks tt i am someone else...suddenly talk to him?? LOL! no choice!!! i must jiayou!!!!!!!!!!
i just looked thru his photos online....i dun want to just give up liddat....so loser! must jiayou!!
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okie...things took such a super weird turn (no...i am still happy! i think i am currently on an unbeatable happy spirit man!
okie...e turn is this. i went to sch happily gave out flyers...then i saw him!!!! walking into e rm...we walked in too...and he started talking to jy. i just stood there next to her...and he din even recognise me!!! wah liew. zzz. LOL! anyway i dunno y but i was like mute...i cldn't utter a word to even re-intro myself! wat if he recognises me but ain't sure...and i nvr say hi?!!! damn. but i am just unable to speak. how incredible.
anyway yah! this fri i get to sit lorry!! so looking fwd to it...
okie! well...then after feeling rather awkward in e rm w/o jy (i always feel awkward there despite being there quite a few times). i went and meet D...so we sat ard and tried to do readings but it ended up with me grumbling abt y H doesn't recognise me anymore...and D soooo smart! he managed to guess who i like...anyway my hints are like so freaking obvious. then so funny...we saw luke, xin and kai but they all nvr see us!! then me and D super happy...LOL...we like became ninjas so no scandals abt us if they dun see us.
then i had lect....and thanks A-jiejie for his readings...which matt forgot to give us and tot they were for him and he was grumbling wat a big stack of readings he has...damn funny. lucky we got it back in e end...and we stood there making noise...fun. then i met D again coz he wanted to meet me to go to meeting together?? LOL...so i had to draw money and we queued up for damn long at e machine....then we saw jason who din see us...xin, kai and robz who din see us either...and we were so happy with our new invisibility skills...then we were walking along e pathway to engine...when we were attacked from behind!!! by none other than luke e key gossiper! LOL. then we tot..wah die le. and we really die le!!! luke really tell everyone tt he caught us...so funny. i think we are all crazy ppl.
anyway i think e meeting went quite well..but e returning befrenders must think we are crazy...2 of them....e other 2 nvr come..so i dunno e gal yet...anyway i realised tt if we plan activities now...can ask SDU to sponsor...we have 8 gals and 8 guys....and we love scandals!! we started 2 more before we ended e day...LOL. cannot stand. and we're going kbox next sat!!!!!!!! yeayeayea!! really hope tt kel and gang can come along...then we can all be better frens!! anyway jason was like so quiet last nite! but i spent e nite msn-ing with him...and i think he just needs someone who is super talk cock to talk to!! and he wishes to say bad words to guys?? dunno lahz...super funny...think i'll need to delegate e duty of befrening him to D. no choice! they have fun talking lor. funny ppl. new scandal u see!! 
okie lahz...time for me to go do some readings...tutorials starting le....soon e term will be over sia...nononononono...i like being a yr 1!!!!! ARGH!!
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zzzz..i was happily blogging when my post disappeared....zzzzz... let me say this! i am feeling crazily happy...very simple reason coz i woke up early!! at 9am!!! pls clap! and i am listening to a cheery song now!! 183 club's magical smile!! =) bimbotic sounding song...but no choice!! it's happy.
i'm going schschsch!! to help jy...maybe i will see ahem!!!! no! tt's not y i am happy lor...serious!!
yah...Y wrote a super nice and sweet testimonial for me....go read when u ppl are free...but tt wldn't change a thing...pls! he learnt a chi song (singing + piano) for me and it didn't change a thing. stop doing so much...coz e one thing tt's in our way is e thing tt we cannot change...so i wouldn't even think too much abt this!!! yea!!!! i am happy. i just want to stay happy...tt shld be an easy job at least from now till 8pm. given tt i'm giving out flyers (which i love doing), having lunch with jy then depending on whether she goes lect i will meet D....after which...i have 2 lects (how upsetting can lects be?!!) somemore with val and matt, we just laff esp for methods...coz J, S, A, xr are there....we just sit ard and laff...LOL. okie...dun laff laff k...their grades all very gd de...esp J...din expect her to be on dean's list lorz...totally WOW! but no....not going to change ou xiang...still H..=p. after e lect....i'm passing vin something will going be 1 min...can't upset me...one min of vin...LOL. then i have my befrenders meeting!!!!!! yea man!! nice ppl..maybe tt's y i'm happy, my befrenders are e nicest ppl on earth!! besides u reading this bahz!
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maybe i shld nvr have smsed him.
last nite....i accidentally dl-ed this song (it has e same file name as e song i wanted lahz! coz e name was e album name...some idiots dunno how to name their files properly). e title of e song is: ni ai wo ma.
我的手握着方向盘 眼神停在陌生的前
周未夜晚拥挤的路 我们能不能走到山 上
你就坐在我的身旁 为什么心却生活在 方
周围夜色 如此的迷乱 沉默中听见
不安的试探 你爱我吗
我可以这样问你吗 你爱我吗
你给我的温柔是寂 吗 你爱我吗
你心里还有遗憾吗 你是真的爱我吗
城市里 灯火正辉煌 我们的未来
在什么地方 周未夜晚 天空正闪亮
幸福是不是还握在 上 你就靠在我的肩膀
为什么心却沉没在 方 窗外天空
依然还温暖 叹息中发现不只是 安 你爱我吗
我可以这样问你吗 你爱我吗 你给我的温柔是寂 吗
你爱我吗 你心里还有遗憾吗
你是真的快乐吗 你爱我吗 你这样问过自已吗
你爱我吗 你给我的拥抱是习 吗
你爱我吗 你的心里还是唯一
你爱我吗 你是真的爱我吗
u nvr told me tt u loved me...neither have i ever told u tt i love u. suddenly i thought, i dun think u ever knew for sure..neither have i.
in sec 4, i smsed u....i said in e sms tt i heard from somewhere tt u liked me...back then i didn't realise wat a mean thing it was to do. no one shld ever ask someone else if someone else liked her w/o even stating her stand. u replied tt i shldn't take it to heart. tt they were prob joking. i cried then....did u cry with me coz i was so dumb to ask it in such a way? e next day, von told u who started e rumours....and e next day, i saw her run out crying from ur classrm. i asked her wat was wrong, she just said nothing and went off...i knew tt day tt i lost a fren from e way she glared at me. i wanted to tell her sorry then, but i nvr had a courage. i dun think i will ever have e courage now. i see her all e time in sch now u noe....everytime i see her, i want to apologize. but i noe she has her own life now. until now....we haven't spoken again besides e weak smiles and e 'hi's. i rem tt after von told u abt e rumours, i had no idea she spoke to u...i was walking next to u to my cca rm...when at e door, u said u wanted to speak to me. all u told me was tt u were sorry, that i was almost there but somehow, not yet there yet, abit more to go. when i went huh, u said tt my transformation (this maths topic) was almost there. but it wasn't comfortably there. and u walked off, leaving me bewildered.
i asked u before i grad whether u wld rem me a few yrs down e rd....u told me u wld rem me forever..tt u were proud of me. every yr, with any results tt i get u always told me u're proud of me, every lunch, tea, dinner that we shared, u told me tt u're proud of me. i noe u are, i am too. but last nite, i asked myself...if i had told u tt i loved u....wld things be diff? will i really have stopped loving me like i thought i might. i want to tell u tt i love u....before u get married but tt's selfish. when u walk down e aisle...i wonder how i would feel. funny how i shld rem e stories and jokes u told me in sec 3. all e songs u ever performed. yet now, u fear to see me return as ur colleague. just last yr, u were dying to get me into e sch to do relief....yet this yr, u dun wish to see me. shld i be glad? tt u really think tt i can affect ur decisions. i realised tt i have absolutely no idea how u are doing now....i want to find out. i rem how u used to tell me nothing, only asking me abt myself...everything abt myself u wanted to noe. and i always collected little gems of stories from everyone else. u didn't even tell me when u got engaged. u didn't tell anyone in e staff too. but u told char and she told me. yet, u are were always asking when i would get attached and tt i have to tell u e min i get attached.
i noe tt in e end, i wldn't tell u tt i love(d) u...coz right at e end, i love u too much to disrupt e routine u have chosen by telling u. wat's e pt anyway. i shldn't have smsed u back then.
i regret letting u go...coz i noe tt if i didn't, if i had told u back then tt i loved u....i wldn't have let u go after it....ever. in my life, never. i shld have done it when u asked me to go back to help u with mentoring. when u got out of class just to go collect my cert with me from e general office...when e admin clerk looked at us quizzingly as u grabbed my cert from her so quickly and steered me out of e rm. when u bought me high-tea at lips cafe and asked me all abt my love life, i shld have told u then. yet i didn't. u asked if there was anyone i loved or still loved and i said no. i shld have said yes. but tt was 2 yrs ago. when we peered at each other thru e window panes of e classrm and our eyes met, i shld have left e class and immed told u. when e class made me present e trophy which was our teacher's day prez for all teachers...as they 'cheered' me on in e sabo...and we posed for e photo together, both of us with very red faces, i shld have told u. there and then. but tt was 3 yrs ago. when u first cried for u though i didn't noe tt it was for u then as this gal grabbed u and cried asking to be brought home from OBS just when u were staring str at me from e front of e table and walking towards me smiling. and i just felt this wave of seasickness as u stood there on e front of e boat gazing at e island...going back to mainland. when u requested to be on e same bus back to sch from punggol as my OBS watch and u were just right in front of me. i shld have told u. but i didn't, tt was 4 yrs ago.
e most beautiful love is an unfinished love. it has no quarrels, no disputes, no fights, no break-ups.
yet.....i dun feel as if my love is very beautiful right now.
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saw my god-sis yest....alicia. so funny...had no idea she's so tall...think coz last time we were sisters in name but not very close bahz...which is kinda my fault really coz i nvr took e trouble...pls! i din even noe tt she's tt tall..she's like 173 and she was wearing heels mahz...so tt's like 176...i felt dwarved...and i realised tt it is wonderful typing on my laptop...i like e feeling of typing on it...it's like super fast...esp since my phone keys not very nice to press now....so this is my place to be for speed conquest.
when love meets religion....i wonder what it's like. ting lost. i chose not to fight in e case of Y. just a sudden thought given tt i feel like suan ming-ing...which to me, is a kinda trust in something tt is non-christian. feel like qui qian-ing too..maybe e whole religious contrast seems so vivid now...coz i am speaking to D and ter online at e same time. i just can't make myself tell D tt i want to go suan ming. it just feels like, religion is a wall. ter offered to go with me to suan ming....funny...i seem to lack a direction and i'm just like a ball bouncing off many walls. a very confused ball. where and when would i stop? i have no idea...absolutely none. it could be anywhere, anyone. who can stop me in my tracks?
i feel like my 2224 reading! i can't understand wth is e focus, where is e direction...but yet i understand wat e sentences mean. i understand my actions and what they mean...yet i dun understand y i do them. i dun have a focus nor a direction.
anyway..that was totally random...let me continue with my narrative of yesterday. i met ting at her workplace...poor thing..she's e only one manning e shop and has no lunch nor dinner breaks or even toilet break...coz she dun have e keys to lock e shop doors. so she just stands there from 11 to 930 at nite...gets paid $4 an hr....so sad lahz. so i bought her lunch and bought a pair of flats too!! really miss going out with those gals. i see them all e time but i dun see them together!! LOL
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一件黑色毛衣 两个人的回忆
雨过之后更难忘记 忘记我还爱你
你不用在意 流泪也只想刚好而
我早已经待在谷底
我知道不能再留住 也知道不能没有骨
感激你 让我拥有秋天的美
看着那白色的蜻蜓 在空中忘了前进
还能不能 重新编织 脑海中起毛球的记
再说我爱你 可能雨也不会停 黑色毛衣
藏在那里 就让回忆永远停在 里
song by jay chou...suddenly just tot of it...maybe coz of e movie bahz...does depict how e female protagonist felt.
corn replied my sms abt when's CA and SA for sec schs by saying: 'HUH! u mean u are coming back to do relief teaching???' and din answer my qn after i told him my purpose of asking...zzz. y shld he sound on guard. june is just abt 4 months away...wld i disrupt e balance of things just 4 months before he gets married? if i had wanted to do something abt him, abt us, i wld have done it when i was in J1 and still going back in sec sch running errands and org things for him. wld have done it when i was there in his class. when i was there watching him eat the chicken pie which i had carelessly put next to e cold drinks as he emerged from e staffrm. when he bought me food. everytime i ran past him at e mass run route. but i didn't...bcoz i noe i wld nvr be sure tt i can love him thru to marriage nor tt he can do e same for me. i didn't want to waste his time on a maybe.
it made me wonder...y he shld be so sensitive abt a small innocent qn. have u left e past behind yet? coz i left it behind long ago....now, i only carry a memory. a happy memory.
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hmmmmmmm...okie my day
1. went sch...for once matt was late!!! somemore he called after e lect started to say he just woke up...super amazing.
2. then all of us aka me, rubz, shaz, val and matt went to watch memoirs of a geisha...i kinda liked it....coz it had e essential elements of a movie tt i wld like: a story involving e growth of a lil gal, e idea tt wishes come true, love, sadness, parting. though of coz reunited in e end lahz...but i guess i just like e fusion of love, sadness and parting although e 2 ppl are in love...LOL. romance tragedy for me.e movie reminded me of corn as well. love, sadness, parting.
3. meeting. LOL..A is sooooo funny...like my jie mei liddat...he is sooooo gay! therefore funny. he shouted loudly outside AS2 'I need a man in my life!' and he was joking tt he won't give me e notes tt he helped me to zap...and i pretended to cry and he actually took my hand and started rubbing it gently in a jie mei way! LOL...he's more jie mei than any other gal i noe...i almost freaked out when he did tt...lucky he din do it to like rubin!!! i think rubin will like say 'fuck off' or scream or punch him..LOL..funny day
4. came home and started discussing on e scandals revolving ard A and C....funny!!!! i think me and my son aka chian can form a GS: gossiping soc...muahahahhaa....we have e best and latest gossip manz! anyway think chian is still harping on e me, m scandal...so funny...brings it up once a wk at least. then until now, e and matt still talking abt gays and such..LOL...cool topic...looking fwd to more antics from A....super funny.
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lalalalala...
i am like lagging in my readings but it is no fault of mine...Co-op processed my txtbk late and e course packs are out today and tmr...i am a guiltfree slacker!! lalalalala...anyway...things are picking up pace at sch and i have this feeling tt before i even realise tt my sem has started...it wld have ended...
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i think tt my sem 2s will all exist and come to life during e hols! (oh no). but i dun want to do badly also...my CAP must stay where it is or go up...cannot lose to mr jia li hai!! LOL. and i guess i simply want to prove to myself tt i can do it. no choice!! wheeeeee...time to grab more sponsors and freshies for camp!
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The World Bank goes on to define moderate poverty as basic subsistence living, on $1 to $2 a day. All told, nearly half the world's population lives in poverty -- that's 2.8 billion people living on less than two dollars a day.
Some other facts to keep in mind:
- Each year over 8 million people die because they are simply too poor to stay alive.
- More than 800 million people go hungry every day.
- The gross domestic product of the poorest 48 nations is less than the wealth of the world's three richest people.
- Thirty-thousand children die every day due to hunger and treatable illnesses.
- 6 million children die every year before their fifth birthday, as a result of malnutrition.
The goal of the Millennium Campaign is to reduce by half the proportion of people living on less than a dollar a day by 2015. And the aim of the One Campaign is to direct an additional 1 percent of the United States budget towards eradicating global poverty.
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i realised tt i always tot of JE back then as someone very 2D. to me he's just shy, antisocial, dun talk much, only noes how to nod and smile when i speak and nvr really talk. but i nvr saw e other side, tt he is crazy with e guys, he makes frens easily simply by being himself not by talking. he only nods and smiles at me coz he knew tt i liked talking and he din want to interrupt. plus, i was usu ranting on abt how J was screwing up ch0ir and he just let me vent.
i nvr knew how he felt coz he was always quiet. nvr noticed him coz he refused to walk next to me coz he wanted to walk behind me. perhaps it is now tt i finally understand him.
rem tt i said tt some express with their words, some with their body lang and some with their eyes...JE expresses with his lil actions tt one often overlooks.
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anyway..feeling better le...no way i can lose to work. i always win ah! wheeeee...anyway...i must blog abt my dream last nite...actually i think i had 2...but dun really rem e first one...these nites have been filled with dreams.
14th Jan: i was at M-monkeys but it looks like ikea...i was with 3 frens...dunno who. then we realised tt eason chan was like some tables away!!! LOL! then after a while....we were giggling at him. (yah, all 4 of us are gals). then he came over!! and he was holding a same plastic white holder thing like e carl's jr one filled with wasabi...then he came over and replaced our chilli with wasabi????? then he walked back....then we e gals continued giggling at e wasabi..LOL which i agree was weird. then he came back again with a tablet PC..LOL...and started talking to me..LOL!! forgot wat we said....then he asked for my name....so i used e tablet pc stick thingie on wrote it on e screen...it was so realistic writing my name..coz i wrote it as ugly as i do in real life and have to erase my first 'K' since it was illegibal. anyway after tt...think i erm dated him for a while! LOL. stupid dream...but so funny...
on 13th i dreamt of H...i was just everywhere ard him..we din talk...but i was just near him all e time. t was nice....nice than e EC dream lahz!!! at least H face nicer (in my personal opinion).
and da has a nice msn nick. yu jian; shi wei le yao li kai ma?
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next wk i have GS meetings almost everyday (except fri), not to mention tt before GS meetings i have outreach with c0m service club and e wk after, i have AC everyday!
which means tt wk 2 and 3 are like blown. and by then...i will have 4 wks of readings...which is a third of e sem and projs will start then. i feel so buried. but no worries..i took on so much stuff to feel e adrenaline (though now i feel abit of dread) and of coz to challenge my limits as a human. i will pass e test...like all tests.
qi told me to just try. but i told her tt i dun try, i must win. it may not win str away, but i will keep fighting till i do. hmph!
meetings. meetings.
anyway met my cousin today..one cld say it's true retail theraphy...i shopped and she paid!!! no stress from spending money. bought 2 nice white tops...=) and it was fun. will be seeing sousin again in 2 wks for reunion dinner...i can't wait for CNY to come!!!! i can catch up on everything while ppl bai nian since only first day i will bai nian anyway!! yea!
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and sigh...die die...i must super jiayou!!
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anyway yepz...running ard e whole day...i'm like seeking something out of my projects...but i dunno wat it is that i'm seeking either, but i will recognise it when i see it. H hasn't been updating his blog...guess he's real busy too.
so far...sch's fine...but my geog all sound chim...sianz. listening to sappy love songs..and just thinking abt random stuff. though i shld be applying my time to doing my readings quite obviously. and i'm going out tmr...dun feel like going out le...i have so much to do at home...but cannot ahz...meeting my cousin. Sat i have to go down to sch again for com service club. sun i got tuition and might be meeting yang to convince her to come for camp...then on mon to wed got meetings, thurs got outreach prog. sianz diaoz. hope nothing crops up on fri...so tt i can slack like hell at home.
i need slack time!! no choice!
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okie. see...J and S dun want clubbing for e camp..personally, either way i am fine and i wld go for informal clubbing whereby whoever wants to go clubbing can go with e councillors on e last nite. but. they may just run off lahz.
wat is most upsetting is tt J and S seem to be telling everyone except myself tt clubbing is a bad idea. e only comment tt S gave me was tt clubbing is a hidden cost and tt it would split ppl up.
1. hidden cost: supper is also a hidden cost, so is lunch at arts canteen. we just have to tell them abt it
2. splitting ppl up...other ppl are telling me tt it bonds ppl together...no research to prove either pt correct.
and well...with no strong argument...i dunno y they go ard telling everyone tt clubbing is not a gd idea...when they shld be telling me their reasons which in this case...i've already addressed their concerns
i dunno...but i just felt hurt lahz...when chian came to talk to me...and when L J came and told me abt it. it's like...if u believe in it, shldn't u come and tell me instead of spreadings stories ard?? where is e communication tt u ppl told me e previous com lacked??
then wat set me off was when C cames and told me tt he heard tt i'm quite busy with alot of stuff...which made me realise tt i am suspicious and on my guard against tale-bearers. dun like tt feeling, when u feel tt u cannot trust ur own OC to not backstab u.
so i posted on yahoo grps for comments on clubbing. well...kz had tons of comments...which he told me but did not post...which is %@(%@* as well. but i must say tt i realised e reason y i appreciate H's leadership style. J is just a follower really. She follows wat e profs say and wat S and N thinks. S is a leader...but she is a dictator. she noes wat she wants, she doesn't bother asking and does it. which is prob y until now when Gchallenge is in trouble, i dun feel anything and i doubt ppl feel anything except to tell her to quickly work on it...coz in e end, we dun feel tt it's our proj...but a S-proj. H.....a facilitator. he lets u say y u want something, he listens, he understands and he tells u his comments in ur face.
frankly...seriously, i believe tt i can see e proj thru w/o any funding from e club. and i had a gd feeling abt sponsorships...D and kz told me tt if J rejects e proposal there's nothing we can do. i told kz tt it doesn't matter who has more chess pieces...it's how we play e game.
i do well in politics...but i hate e feeling of playing politics. but since these ppl are here for me esp e prog ppl, e ppl who decided to join my OC...i dun work for just J and S..i work for e freshies and for my OC. i have to do wat i think freshies want and wat my OC wants. it may be unpopular...it may be politics. but i'll still do it. i just wish tt ppl would be more open abt wat they themselves want.
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anyway gave tuition today it was nice seeing shanthy again =) despite e rain of coz.
hmmmm..someone rems me =) somehow he rems me. =) =). but oh well. but exactly interested.
sch starts tmr...best of luck to me, hope i survive this sem and do well..
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You are attracted to good manners and elegance.<br />
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In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.<br />
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You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.<br />
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You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.<br />
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Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.<br />
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Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.<br />
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In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
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hmmmmmm...funny...e results dun seem very consistent. but oh well
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but in e end, i realised in both instances tt proclaiming something doesn't make it more real. i still cldn't settle down with e religion nor could i profess that i love H.
Just a thought. going sch soon for meeting. sigh.
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Yest: i spent a grand total of $208 LOL...
$52 bus concession
$120 specs
$23 bag
$7 Kbox
$6 Dinner
LOL!! no choice. in ONE wk, my bank balance dropped from e 2000 mark to a 1600 now..*gasp*. and i have no money at home too..this is a sign...a sign tt i need to work harder financially. oh well..where is my jan allowance?? *mumbles mumbles*
anyway yepz. yest i went kbox. going kbox with ting and qi is always wonderful...glad tt qi has regained her usu singing vol..for e previous session with CH, cldn't hear a word she was singing...then i think me and ting very loud...so we sang without mic and told her she must be louder than us..LOL. this is called encouragement k! though qi got a sore throat from singing...zzz. she says it's e lemon!! dun look at me
yepz...and both ting and qi got very nice in-tune, in-pitch voices...pleasure singing with them...LOL...maybe can get ting to join our si ke shu band...LOL. okie lahz...crappy. then ting so sweet, ting and her sister bought me a skirt! so sweet rite...though i kinda fail to appreciate its beauty but my mother says it's very nice and prob worth a lot in terms of workmanship...trust my mother to comment on needlework. LOL.
yepz...after tt ting went and meet her new bf coincidentally named derek..LOL. to which e derek i noe commented 'is that is sign?' and we had a conversation for 15 mins abt something neither of us understood. brilliant display of intelligence by undergraduates. LOL.
anyway...yah. so me and qi decided to go see specs at clementi central..so we walked ard and i saw spectacle hut! and qi saw a nice frame (not like she wears specs) so we went in...looked at specs...and decided on this red, plastic one. plastic's in style now! no choice. i rem having red plastic specs in pri 4 too..zzz. Fashion's weird. anyway yah...since i'm literally blind, qi chose e frame for me. anyway...then i realised with a shock tt my degree is like 550 one my right eye and 450 on my left!!!! with high astig on my left. zzzz. din noe my eyesight was tt horrendous. ARGH.
after tt...we went down to bugis and bought a bag which i personally like and which qi tot was nice. =) we are satisfied consumers. hence, i lugged my new bag, my xmas present, shan's dress and my current bag home. and my parents greeted me with shocked expressions: WAH buy so much things again! and i said tt i din buy e dress and present afterwhich they gave a sigh of relief...then i said i got new specs! muahahaha...how evil of me.
then i spent my nite doing stupid mkting letters thanks to a certain irresponsible jerk. and so funny, of all ppl, D had to call me and ask for his bidding results which i gladly told him since he managed to get everything. his mods sound interesting! soci of deviance, soci of edu, soci of family. like cool! i guess i just like soci ideas...maybe i'll do e edu one...see how see how.
time to earn some cash. bleahz
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suddenly...i realised after reading his blog tt we are so diff...i cannot be e one for him. too deviant from his expectations bahz...okie..e episode ends here...LOL...fast man...less than 1 mth...will want him as a big bro though. no pt continuing..he's not what i have expected either...
thus, it is time to move on....i'm sure tt somewhere out there...there is e person for me. but H will prob stay as an inspiration to me...to achieve great things. i guess tt e fact tt i dun feel sad having to let him go proves tt i nvr did love him tt much. i told everyone i was interested in him precisely coz i wanted to commit myself to liking someone...like how i used to...but i guess i'm wrong...it didn't work. and rather ironic...i used to tell myself tt if i wld break my minesweeper highscore FOR him. now as i blog this, abt stopping e feeling for him, i broke e highscore..LOL...guess tt's for myself.
on a lighter note:
my bbq yest went well..though i spent $35 on buying food for it..sausage prices have definitely gone thru inflation. e company is obviously impt, i cannot be with H with other ppl whom i'm not close to...having small talk over BBQ. i loved my bfrenders bbq...coz we share a certain bond...we feel close to each other...we understand each other...we're FRENS. in fact, i find tt many of them have become my gd frens so easily. i can talk rubbish with them...i can sing from e radio loudly with confidence...as if it's my concert...i noe tt i can only do tt with ppl i am close to...i will nvr do tt in ACrm. i can only do tt with these bunch of ppl. i love them. it's effortless loving them..
yepz...so i sang songs e whole nite both eng and chi...everyone commented tt i seem to noe every single song in e whole world...and me, kai, qi and xin joked tt we can form si ke shu (4 trees), a subverted form of qi duo hua (7 flowers)...i mean...at least we can count...LOL...7 flowers has 4 members only...LOL. then we decided instead to be 'si ke shu, yi zhi squirrel'.. but we cldn't find any guy who wants to be e squirrel...LOL. okie...we are just lame..LOL. cmi.
anyway i had tons of satay yest...tasted wonderful. rubin wld love my bfreners...we eat lotsa pork for some reason...though we sing and speak more than e avg amt of chi too..LOL...anyway e seniors are nice...like toon and fred...=) and of coz g-string..LOL.his name is gee sheng. oh well...no choice.
oh yah..then we executed my master plan...really must award best actor to meng...LOL! he acted SO well...it was amazing. and ziming was gd...thanks a dozen dozen to him man...he's definitely best A/P (assist producer)...ran everywhere to get things for e BBQ and to get e towel and cake. we all had so much fun esp when we played e zhong ji mi ma to finish off e chix curry..=) and also when we pushed D into e pool...LOL..he totally did not see it coming...robz took off his blindfold with him facing e pool and 2 ppl shoved him in from behind. perfect! tt's like amazing. can't believe my plan went sooooo smoothly..during my best scriptwriter award speech/best producer speech....i will have to say:
i wld like to thank meng for taking e time to come down and be our best actor, w/o him, i wldn't be standing here. i would also like to thank ziming for putting up with my various antics and demands and for fetching props...and also jason and luke for bringing over clothes..esp jaz's crocodile underwear...and also kelly for her fantastic acting as supporting female lead (there was no female lead)...and also all e actors for their fantastic acting in being serious. it was a job well done! and of coz i have to thank D for being so blur...walking blindfolded to exactly e place where he want him to be, w/o qns, w/o doubts, w/o struggle and of coz w/o pushing me in afterwards. =D
bfrenders '06 ROX!!!!!!! i love u ppl much much.
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he mentioned tt some ppl think tt his dedication to cca makes him 'no life'...ppl have told me tt before esp in JC but who is one to judge if a life has been worthwhile...is spending time earning money worthwhile? a life commited to a cause? or a life dedicated to a God of your choice. in e end...is it worthwhile? you don't know till you reach e end..sometimes, in e end u still don't know. To each his own. H believes tt bringing projects to completion is worthwhile...i believe in tt too.
it's funny how two of us made e same mistake with camp. getting too much mngment com ppl into our com leaving e other activity with no one...funny how we felt e same way regarding e mistake. it made me wonder if i too, like him despite my initial hestitation..wld i re-run for com?
in this new yr, i realised tt 2005 was full of 'what if's...in fact, my life is full of what ifs...what if i went for his camp? what if i joined his club? what if i didn't take up geog? so many what ifs...but i nvr did anything about it. in 2005 i did well too though, i took e first step for befrening..something i noe i won't regret. i joined e cell which is really most suited for me in AC and yepz...i din neglect my old frens...tt i can proudly say. and i made so many new frens whom i will cont to cherish.
in 2006...i realised a formula for success..LOL. (actually it's dennis's usual saying)
1. what do i want?
2. how much do i want it?
3. how will i get it?
i rem tt he once told us tt e diff betwn a gd JC and a bad JC are e students. e diff betwn e students is tt a gd JC's student noes e ans to all 3 qns...a bad JC student grapples with what he/she wants and how to get it. and it is almost characteristic tt upon noeing wat we want and how to get it...we just don't realise how much we really want it and hence nvr sacrificed enuf to get it.
i look at H and i realised y he achieves..it's coz he noes exactly how much he wants stuff...often he wants things so badly tt he gives everything. he may make decisions tt seem strange to everyone..but he does it becoz he wants something so badly he makes weird choices but these choices if one thinks abt it...leads him closer to his objective.
Being driven is simply knowing how much you want something. -Kit-
Quote of e day..LOL
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my new yr celebration in chronological order:
i played neopets till 6...wanted to dash out of e house and realised tt dinner's on e table. so i frantically attacked my food and had a record-breaking time of dinner-consumption of 3 mins!! no joke. LOL
i tot i was going to be late. so i grabbed like some chips and went to pasir ris. i was early! LOL...so me and matt stood there and ran into alvin! who gave us a AIK! look and asked us where we're going and i said tt we're meeting a BIG grp of ppl...to which alvin laffed. LOL.
yepz...so we set off grp being: me, rubz, shaz, nimal, matt, val, junqi, xr. we reached and found a pit tt wasn't in use so we all sat there eating e food, playing card games..then! we drank shaz's alcohol..some butterscrotch vanilla thing...wasn't too bad..then we took out rubin's absolut vodka..tt's when things got funny. coz shaz got soooooo drunk it was funny. funny things she did:
1. could not pronounce anything properly
2. cld not walk properly...she was like knocking into rubz and nimal on both sides of her
3. she said she wanted to go off alone...and told us not to follow her..then came back and scolded us for not going with her! LOL
4. she blew smoke in my face
5. she kept drinking
6. we had to tell her 20 times tt she ate a dried shrimp and needed to go to e hospital for an injection
7.she kept asking where's nimal and everytime we told her tt he went off...she uttered a diff vulgarity
8. she fell asleep and we were so afraid she backed out
she is upset tt she wasted 2 hrs of her life not noeing wat's going on
9. we almost called a police car/buggy to send her to hospital
10. we ended up convincing her we want to go to her house and watch TV.
11. it started raining and we had to leave rather swiftly for her place
12. we watched reality TV for 3 hrs!
it was fun!!!!!!!!! LOL. esp e laffing and getting worried part. thinking back...it's amazingly funny. a very happy new yr this yr!!