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10.31.05 (5:06 am) [edit]
a tot stuck me last nite...if we want something to happen..tt is a desire..it causes us to try to make it happen..but with all desires...it is insatiable..thus in pursuing that rainbow...we can only realise tt it get further and further...as we think tt we have reached it..we realise tt hey! tt wasn't e rainbow we wanted in e first place and we cont in our chase...e rainbow can nvr match up to our tastes. so rather than pursuing that desire...y not allow things to run their natural course such that our lives are filled with pleasant surprises as we realise with a start tt e rainbow is nearer than we tot??
i had a dream last nite..i was standing upon a cliff...i stepped off..and landed in sparking blue water...and i slowly swam up to shore..it was truly a scene of tranquility..perhaps for me..it held e msg tt with letting go....i can truly enjoy e sights along e way which life steers me rather than to keep trying to change e course of it.
'A's are coming soon..really hope tt ting does well...in fact i wld say she needs to do well..since it's her third yr...plus her sis in poly...she won't have money for private uni...and poly will be a strain emotionally and financially...i will think of her while i study...must pray for qi too..her computing seems to be killing her..
oh well...at least i am alive (though still sick)...and i only have one piece of work left...tt's due to be compiled tmr!!!!!! YEA
i had a dream last nite..i was standing upon a cliff...i stepped off..and landed in sparking blue water...and i slowly swam up to shore..it was truly a scene of tranquility..perhaps for me..it held e msg tt with letting go....i can truly enjoy e sights along e way which life steers me rather than to keep trying to change e course of it.
'A's are coming soon..really hope tt ting does well...in fact i wld say she needs to do well..since it's her third yr...plus her sis in poly...she won't have money for private uni...and poly will be a strain emotionally and financially...i will think of her while i study...must pray for qi too..her computing seems to be killing her..
oh well...at least i am alive (though still sick)...and i only have one piece of work left...tt's due to be compiled tmr!!!!!! YEA
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10.29.05 (5:33 am) [edit]
sigh...i realised tt everytime i do proj with ppl..e rest of them just too slack or my liking...i must be a slave driver...
just got home from celebrating rubz's bday with her...we went thai express then drinking at roomful of blues...had to leave early for econs..no choice! XR and rubz do look quite sweet together i must say..tmr is e day for them..LOL
anyway i'm sick..flu, dry throat...and i noe wat will come next..fever..so i'm trying to preempt it by eating healthy..(drinking din help)...lol..still got flu..no diff..but it seems like i sneeze more at home than when i'm out for some reason...ter is asking me to go for a full body check-up now..i like it when he cares..yet...oh well..
just got home from celebrating rubz's bday with her...we went thai express then drinking at roomful of blues...had to leave early for econs..no choice! XR and rubz do look quite sweet together i must say..tmr is e day for them..LOL
anyway i'm sick..flu, dry throat...and i noe wat will come next..fever..so i'm trying to preempt it by eating healthy..(drinking din help)...lol..still got flu..no diff..but it seems like i sneeze more at home than when i'm out for some reason...ter is asking me to go for a full body check-up now..i like it when he cares..yet...oh well..
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10.28.05 (5:39 am) [edit]
http://www.lifecolorsonline.com/index.html
Your Life Colors
You scored mainly in the Sky-Fire quadrant. This 'yellow' quadrant highlights the fire sign of your personality and your tendency to blaze across the sky like a comet, taking new ideas and concepts and trying to push them into action. You may well have a vivid imagination and enjoy constantly dreaming up new things to do. Because of your fire sign, you will probably push some of these ideas into action before you and others are ready. You may well be a persuasive person when discussing issues you passionately believe in. In these situations, many people may well be influenced by your apparent confidence.
People who map into this quadrant like to connect the future to the present. Your mind may constantly be exploring possibilities concerning where you are going and what you might do with your life. However, there are times when you could become over-enthusiastic and make decisions before you have fully thought about the ramifications. If anything, your mind might be focused on too many ideas at once. This may result in fewer successes, mainly because of your desire to get into action before you have completely done your homework.
For you there are unlikely to be too many problems. Of all the signs, yours describes someone who can turn a problem into an opportunity. Failure is unlikely to disturb you too much as you have a knack of being able to rebound from adversity.
Your Life Colors
You scored mainly in the Sky-Fire quadrant. This 'yellow' quadrant highlights the fire sign of your personality and your tendency to blaze across the sky like a comet, taking new ideas and concepts and trying to push them into action. You may well have a vivid imagination and enjoy constantly dreaming up new things to do. Because of your fire sign, you will probably push some of these ideas into action before you and others are ready. You may well be a persuasive person when discussing issues you passionately believe in. In these situations, many people may well be influenced by your apparent confidence.
People who map into this quadrant like to connect the future to the present. Your mind may constantly be exploring possibilities concerning where you are going and what you might do with your life. However, there are times when you could become over-enthusiastic and make decisions before you have fully thought about the ramifications. If anything, your mind might be focused on too many ideas at once. This may result in fewer successes, mainly because of your desire to get into action before you have completely done your homework.
For you there are unlikely to be too many problems. Of all the signs, yours describes someone who can turn a problem into an opportunity. Failure is unlikely to disturb you too much as you have a knack of being able to rebound from adversity.
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10.27.05 (6:39 am) [edit]
NEWSFLASH by ur frenly reporter kapo-kit (KK)
Today, we look at e restructuring of Pioneer JC henceforth, PJ. Due to unspecified reasons, the sch has gone thru a period of cca restructuring after it's initial drive to incorporate new ccas into the system, namely tennis and golf which was previously reported in my sister papers The Sister Times. Currently, the sch boost a mere 11 ccas including:
1. Choir
2. Band
3. CO
4. Hockey gals
5. Hockey guys
6. netball
7. tennis (boys)
8. visual culture
9. AV
10. Hybrid club tt combines indian, chi, malay lang club and arts soc
11. indian and chi dance combined
Of course, the student council is still present however, it has not been classified as a cca in this new system. The SC has been quiveringly silent on the matter with reasons that should be fairly obvious. There has been only one riot within the school with the canoeing team staging a mini demonstration outside the General Office. KK is glad that she is not there anymore..or she would have died from the stress with students bugging her to speak up for them. Much of the confusion and protests are contained within the hall and lecture theatres. Things have settled down mostly with only tensions between certain groups left.
The principal will not be reachable for comment as he will 28th Oct will be his last day of office with him moving on to NYJC.
Today, we look at e restructuring of Pioneer JC henceforth, PJ. Due to unspecified reasons, the sch has gone thru a period of cca restructuring after it's initial drive to incorporate new ccas into the system, namely tennis and golf which was previously reported in my sister papers The Sister Times. Currently, the sch boost a mere 11 ccas including:
1. Choir
2. Band
3. CO
4. Hockey gals
5. Hockey guys
6. netball
7. tennis (boys)
8. visual culture
9. AV
10. Hybrid club tt combines indian, chi, malay lang club and arts soc
11. indian and chi dance combined
Of course, the student council is still present however, it has not been classified as a cca in this new system. The SC has been quiveringly silent on the matter with reasons that should be fairly obvious. There has been only one riot within the school with the canoeing team staging a mini demonstration outside the General Office. KK is glad that she is not there anymore..or she would have died from the stress with students bugging her to speak up for them. Much of the confusion and protests are contained within the hall and lecture theatres. Things have settled down mostly with only tensions between certain groups left.
The principal will not be reachable for comment as he will 28th Oct will be his last day of office with him moving on to NYJC.
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10.27.05 (5:37 am) [edit]
i dun like e feeling of drifting apart...i wish tt ter nvr told me tt he liked me and tt i nvr distorted his words...perhaps e hurt in e distortion is still felt acutely bahz..his nick says 'It's time to let go, my friend' with a personal msg of leave no trace...somehow i feel so sad at e leave no trace...e denying of an existence.
perhaps this will be e biggest mistake i make in my life bahz..at least so far it is...yet, i can only convince myself tt e current silence betwn me and ter will still occur if we get together and e silence will be e barrier we can nvr overcome. to just make myself feel better bahz.
i noe tt i will nvr be able to turn back time, to right my mistakes, i can only look ahead and move on.
in retrospect, if e day occured again, same circumstances, same msg...i still wldn't have said yes (in case i make a fool of myself by misintepreting e msg)...and after i distort it..there was no way i cld switch it back. u idiot. bleahz
so many grey areas...i wonder if KC will disappear from my life at e end of this sem...having invested nothing in this, perhaps it wldn't matter..perhaps it will basically coz i have invested effort in refusing to invest any feelings into this.
and as i just smsed ter to ask if he's asleep...since he went offline after my dc...i got an incoming sms tt made my heart skip...yet it was him...just KC randomly smsing me tt he feels like skipping his tut tmr for KTV. i wonder...wat i am up to really.
perhaps this will be e biggest mistake i make in my life bahz..at least so far it is...yet, i can only convince myself tt e current silence betwn me and ter will still occur if we get together and e silence will be e barrier we can nvr overcome. to just make myself feel better bahz.
i noe tt i will nvr be able to turn back time, to right my mistakes, i can only look ahead and move on.
in retrospect, if e day occured again, same circumstances, same msg...i still wldn't have said yes (in case i make a fool of myself by misintepreting e msg)...and after i distort it..there was no way i cld switch it back. u idiot. bleahz
so many grey areas...i wonder if KC will disappear from my life at e end of this sem...having invested nothing in this, perhaps it wldn't matter..perhaps it will basically coz i have invested effort in refusing to invest any feelings into this.
and as i just smsed ter to ask if he's asleep...since he went offline after my dc...i got an incoming sms tt made my heart skip...yet it was him...just KC randomly smsing me tt he feels like skipping his tut tmr for KTV. i wonder...wat i am up to really.
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10.24.05 (11:08 pm) [edit]
LOL...i was sad...but tblog made me happy coz now to prevent bots from spamming they require a post key (u noe those words&nums thing tt u have to type in before going on to next pg)...well..e diff is that these post keys are super chio and colourful (think tt will make me want to blog often)
anyway...i was sad coz SO MUCH work to see...i have 1 econs presenation...1 econs 100 mk hw...and lit assignment of 1500 words..and now i have geog lab too...have to do excel...of which i must say rubz and shanhu haven't been helpful with e prog..zzz...
anyway..yah...i think my biz ppl must be feeling e strain too coz they have yet to load their part of e work as well and it was like due this morn..zzz...so onwards to work now...LOL! e post key really does make me happy for some reason..BTW..ting must jiayou for 'A's!!!
~if we only come this way once...let us make our passage e most glorious.
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10.23.05 (4:46 pm) [edit]
now lit weighs heavily upon my mind.due wed and i havent even decided which qn to do it on..LOL!! sianz..=X okie to leave my house for sch soon...e realisation tt exams are near just struck me...and guess wat!! due to underestimation...i have another hw assignment and a presentatin to do..presentation to be completed today nite!!! LOL! damn. e assignment's on thurs..grp meeting for it..damndamn. so idiotic.
wat's this man! national university of muggrs or something?? madness. looking at my frens in private unis...they have it gd lahz..was talking to shan and she was like saying tt her classmates complain when they have 1000 word essays..tt's like zzz..i noe ppl who can write 1000 words in J1! looking on e bright side..i'm moving towards e end of my SW txtbk (dun remind me tt i still have like 50 readings from other txtbks!!!) (okie..i did more than half of tt le) =D. YAH!! nvr knew i can study hard manz. this is an amazing discovery. shall name it kitty revelations..
KITTY REVELATIONS:
1. i can do maths! (A1 for maths D and B3 for Add maths ain't too bad...though i can't rem anything abt Amths..at least i can do mental calculations for splitting e bill..tt's wat i call useful maths)
2. i can walk from cck to yck (and just when i thought it a feat....)
3. i can even walk from cck to macritchie
4. i can do geog! (amazing since i failed sec 1 and 2 geog)
5. i can do hist!! (at least i can teach it~)
6. i have failed to cont my literary legacy (tt's e saddest revelation..considering e fact tt i used to be top lit student in like sec 1 and 2..damn! think i gettng lit phobia now..no idea y..just clam up/freeze up at lit)
7. i can mug!
8. (okie..change my mind...this is e saddest) i can't get attached to anyone! somehow..dunno y...maybe my expectations are really too high bahz..then comes e qn of wat are this exacting expectations..to tt i dunno.
i miss da...coz tt was when i knew exactly wat i wanted in a guy..dun anymore bahz...no more...not anymore...when i loved corn..i nvr knew wat it was abt him tt i loved...now, i just dunno wat it is abt him tt makes me unable to totally forget...it's like HMA (my lit text)..i hover betwn rem and forgetting..but i am worse..at least tt crazy woman in e bk noes she wants to rem...i dun even noe if i want to rem more or forget more...LOL. it's only with da that i knew y i liked him. coz of his quiet, coz of his noise, coz of childishness, his maturity...his fusion of seemingly juxtaposing elements into one body.
i am everything/everyone at once...and i loved da for being everything and everyone at once as well...
~perfect coz u were everything at once..
wat's this man! national university of muggrs or something?? madness. looking at my frens in private unis...they have it gd lahz..was talking to shan and she was like saying tt her classmates complain when they have 1000 word essays..tt's like zzz..i noe ppl who can write 1000 words in J1! looking on e bright side..i'm moving towards e end of my SW txtbk (dun remind me tt i still have like 50 readings from other txtbks!!!) (okie..i did more than half of tt le) =D. YAH!! nvr knew i can study hard manz. this is an amazing discovery. shall name it kitty revelations..
KITTY REVELATIONS:
1. i can do maths! (A1 for maths D and B3 for Add maths ain't too bad...though i can't rem anything abt Amths..at least i can do mental calculations for splitting e bill..tt's wat i call useful maths)
2. i can walk from cck to yck (and just when i thought it a feat....)
3. i can even walk from cck to macritchie
4. i can do geog! (amazing since i failed sec 1 and 2 geog)
5. i can do hist!! (at least i can teach it~)
6. i have failed to cont my literary legacy (tt's e saddest revelation..considering e fact tt i used to be top lit student in like sec 1 and 2..damn! think i gettng lit phobia now..no idea y..just clam up/freeze up at lit)
7. i can mug!
8. (okie..change my mind...this is e saddest) i can't get attached to anyone! somehow..dunno y...maybe my expectations are really too high bahz..then comes e qn of wat are this exacting expectations..to tt i dunno.
i miss da...coz tt was when i knew exactly wat i wanted in a guy..dun anymore bahz...no more...not anymore...when i loved corn..i nvr knew wat it was abt him tt i loved...now, i just dunno wat it is abt him tt makes me unable to totally forget...it's like HMA (my lit text)..i hover betwn rem and forgetting..but i am worse..at least tt crazy woman in e bk noes she wants to rem...i dun even noe if i want to rem more or forget more...LOL. it's only with da that i knew y i liked him. coz of his quiet, coz of his noise, coz of childishness, his maturity...his fusion of seemingly juxtaposing elements into one body.
i am everything/everyone at once...and i loved da for being everything and everyone at once as well...
~perfect coz u were everything at once..
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10.23.05 (5:39 am) [edit]
i finished my indiv assignment!!! YEA!!!!!! 19 hrs beforehand somemore..a testimony to my new 'still-quite-heck-care-bu t-less' attitude towards work!! LOL..amazing! tmr's mon again..but i'm looking forward to it..will be looking at game theory tmr!! how interesting!! tt's prob gonna be my fav..since it's something new..and involves exploiting consumers and killing off competitors..
anyway..well done kit for ur last tut (i sound psycho)...coz we were talking abt same product sold at diff stores at diff prices...and i brought in example of The White, Castilla and Castilla Premium..LOL...same=sofa. =) thanks da for inspiration (though u did nothing except to be alive at a pt in my Life)..wheeee
looks like right now..i love all my modules except lit =X (rubz!! dun kill me!!) yah. oh well..have to make myself love it manz..gonna do 4 mods in it. must try for an A+ in my coming lit assignment..motivate myself to cont pursuing lit...=X. NO CHOICE!! love it or hate it, still must do it..might as well psycho myself.
anyway i really can't fig out wat KC is trying to do with me manz...nahz..he din do a ben...LOL..(new phrase by me and rubz..with inspiration from XR)...he just dunno!! argh. nvm. doesn't matter tt much anyway.
and bro!! get well soon!!!!!!
anyway..well done kit for ur last tut (i sound psycho)...coz we were talking abt same product sold at diff stores at diff prices...and i brought in example of The White, Castilla and Castilla Premium..LOL...same=sofa. =) thanks da for inspiration (though u did nothing except to be alive at a pt in my Life)..wheeee
looks like right now..i love all my modules except lit =X (rubz!! dun kill me!!) yah. oh well..have to make myself love it manz..gonna do 4 mods in it. must try for an A+ in my coming lit assignment..motivate myself to cont pursuing lit...=X. NO CHOICE!! love it or hate it, still must do it..might as well psycho myself.
anyway i really can't fig out wat KC is trying to do with me manz...nahz..he din do a ben...LOL..(new phrase by me and rubz..with inspiration from XR)...he just dunno!! argh. nvm. doesn't matter tt much anyway.
and bro!! get well soon!!!!!!
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10.22.05 (7:25 am) [edit]
great day today..here's a recap:
1. met grace, rubz, shaz and jiayi who were late! *rolls eyes* expected. LOL..then we went billy bombers..e drinks are cool there...food..so-so lahz...then we filled up some feedback form..wrote rubbish..LOL..included shaz's comment on how they can improve=have more cute waiters..LOL!!
2. went to concourse..rubz guess str away upon leaving bugis wat we will get her lahz..damn funny...grace got a four leaf clover handphone strap too..now me grace rubz shaz all have e same design one..LOL!! gd luck to all of us!!! oh yah..must talk to e clover for it to work!!
3. then we wanted to go town/suntec...thanks to my outdated knowledge of e area (din noe there were construction works)...e path to suntec was like inaccessible!! LOL..so we kinda just walked along..no cab drivers bothered abt us..and we ended up at marina terminal tt looks damn cock!! just 2 office boxes kinda thing and 2 lines of buses..LOL..so we found marina sq!!! i tell u..honey lemon green tea nvr tasted as nice as when i bought it after e walk today!!
4.then we went play pool...not bad manz...i like won every single round?!! pure luck (considering e fact tt on 2 or 3 rounds...e other team shot e black ball in..LOL) either tt or i'm on some athlete drugs...anyway..pool put me in a gd mood today...
5. Deuce Bigalow...damn funny show..LOL...okie lahz...laughter is always worth it..=)
6. came home...we are so nice..we left jiayi to go citylink do watever he wanted to do and e 4 of us nicely went off..and i finished e 1st part of part I of my paper...wrote abt half of e 2nd part...oh well...still have a quarter of part I to do...and part II...=) i'll make it!
1. met grace, rubz, shaz and jiayi who were late! *rolls eyes* expected. LOL..then we went billy bombers..e drinks are cool there...food..so-so lahz...then we filled up some feedback form..wrote rubbish..LOL..included shaz's comment on how they can improve=have more cute waiters..LOL!!
2. went to concourse..rubz guess str away upon leaving bugis wat we will get her lahz..damn funny...grace got a four leaf clover handphone strap too..now me grace rubz shaz all have e same design one..LOL!! gd luck to all of us!!! oh yah..must talk to e clover for it to work!!
3. then we wanted to go town/suntec...thanks to my outdated knowledge of e area (din noe there were construction works)...e path to suntec was like inaccessible!! LOL..so we kinda just walked along..no cab drivers bothered abt us..and we ended up at marina terminal tt looks damn cock!! just 2 office boxes kinda thing and 2 lines of buses..LOL..so we found marina sq!!! i tell u..honey lemon green tea nvr tasted as nice as when i bought it after e walk today!!
4.then we went play pool...not bad manz...i like won every single round?!! pure luck (considering e fact tt on 2 or 3 rounds...e other team shot e black ball in..LOL) either tt or i'm on some athlete drugs...anyway..pool put me in a gd mood today...
5. Deuce Bigalow...damn funny show..LOL...okie lahz...laughter is always worth it..=)
6. came home...we are so nice..we left jiayi to go citylink do watever he wanted to do and e 4 of us nicely went off..and i finished e 1st part of part I of my paper...wrote abt half of e 2nd part...oh well...still have a quarter of part I to do...and part II...=) i'll make it!
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10.19.05 (9:56 pm) [edit]
so bored..can't get myself to do work so i'm blogging now with yeung's webcast in e bckgrd...helped lunny with econs just now..she's another one man..forever attached but to diff ppl..LOL...her new bf is some photography maniac...and yeung just said 'for those of u who got A lvl distinction..u think u are HARDCORE!!' LOL..madness...anyway sianz...tmr got tut again...hope they dun e grp to present my qns if not end up i present..zzz
how?!! so much work..damn damn...and i'm so bored..ennui...and so lame now..yeung asking us to give ourselves a clap..end up only he clapped. i want my SW paper back!!!!!!!!
haiyoh..my life is so boring now...no guys. frens busy. i'm busy.
Me, my papers and webcast. =(
how?!! so much work..damn damn...and i'm so bored..ennui...and so lame now..yeung asking us to give ourselves a clap..end up only he clapped. i want my SW paper back!!!!!!!!
haiyoh..my life is so boring now...no guys. frens busy. i'm busy.
Me, my papers and webcast. =(
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10.19.05 (3:00 am) [edit]
talking to teng now...for 4 yrs she loves SH and she still does..yet perhaps there is a time to let go and e time has come...she feels that they will nvr be able to break free..to progress...for 4 yrs i watched her grow..from him slapping her to her slapping him...it's like watching a child grow...u noe e child is dysfunctional...but u jut want to see how far it can go..however although u noe tt it won't last...u just feel sad when it ends.
sch's fun...but something's missing..YOU are missing..i dunno who YOU are..but u're missing...
anyway corn's bro passed away. he din tell me..funny how he will want me to tell him everything but he wont tell me abt his bro. i guess tt u dun want me to worry..yet...i wish tt i still have a share of ur Life. prob will meet up with corn in dec..for wat purpose i dunno either...
i........
forget it.
sch's fun...but something's missing..YOU are missing..i dunno who YOU are..but u're missing...
anyway corn's bro passed away. he din tell me..funny how he will want me to tell him everything but he wont tell me abt his bro. i guess tt u dun want me to worry..yet...i wish tt i still have a share of ur Life. prob will meet up with corn in dec..for wat purpose i dunno either...
i........
forget it.
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10.18.05 (6:59 am) [edit]
as u can see..i am digging up old lyrics...LOL..
当
演唱:动力火车
[还珠格格主题曲]
啊,啊,啊
当山峰没有棱角的 候
当河水不在流
当时间停住日月不
当天地万物化为虚
我还是不能和你分
不能和你分手
你的温柔是我今生 大的守候
当太阳不在上升的 候
当地球不再转动
当春夏秋冬不再变
当花草树木全部凋
我还是不能和你分
不能和你分散
你的笑容是我今生 大的眷恋
让我们红尘做伴活 潇潇洒洒
策马奔腾共享人世 华
对酒当歌唱出心中 悦
轰轰烈烈把握青春 华
当
演唱:动力火车
[还珠格格主题曲]
啊,啊,啊
当山峰没有棱角的 候
当河水不在流
当时间停住日月不
当天地万物化为虚
我还是不能和你分
不能和你分手
你的温柔是我今生 大的守候
当太阳不在上升的 候
当地球不再转动
当春夏秋冬不再变
当花草树木全部凋
我还是不能和你分
不能和你分散
你的笑容是我今生 大的眷恋
让我们红尘做伴活 潇潇洒洒
策马奔腾共享人世 华
对酒当歌唱出心中 悦
轰轰烈烈把握青春 华
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10.18.05 (6:51 am) [edit]
was just surfing thru baidu...looking thru e drama serial theme songs..then i realised tt qing sheng sheng yu meng meng really has tons of songs...dun rem much of e show besides Leo Ku and Zhao Wei...and abit of alex peng and lin xin ru...but e lyrics to one of e songs struck me...i dun rem e lyrics..i'll listen to it later to see if i rem e song..
词:琼瑶曲:涂惠元
不敢跟你的眼睛接
就怕我会爱上你
不由自主
不敢跟你单独相处
就怕我会爱上你
不由自主
不敢跟你在夕阳下 步
就怕我会爱上你
不由自主
不敢跟你欣赏云和
就怕我会爱上你
不由自主
当微风在窗前细诉
我想着你
不由自主
当月夜飘着轻轻烟
我想着你
不由自主
当万众腾欢
高歌热舞
我想着你
不由自主
当曲终人散
我正孤独
我想着你
不由自主
这才知道
我早已爱上了你
不由自主
词:琼瑶曲:涂惠元
不敢跟你的眼睛接
就怕我会爱上你
不由自主
不敢跟你单独相处
就怕我会爱上你
不由自主
不敢跟你在夕阳下 步
就怕我会爱上你
不由自主
不敢跟你欣赏云和
就怕我会爱上你
不由自主
当微风在窗前细诉
我想着你
不由自主
当月夜飘着轻轻烟
我想着你
不由自主
当万众腾欢
高歌热舞
我想着你
不由自主
当曲终人散
我正孤独
我想着你
不由自主
这才知道
我早已爱上了你
不由自主
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10.18.05 (4:59 am) [edit]
YEA!! i got e befrening prog thing..is tt gd or bad?? LOL!! hope my CAP is super zai this sem...or i'll be super stressed up next. may not take 6 mods if my CAP is sem is less than 4..see how.
i realised tt i'm so funny...i was like insecure abt whether i will get it..though i am also quite sure i aced e interview...dunno..just relieved! YEA!!
anyway i MUST say something..i saw a rainbow on sun morn on my way to tampines with shaz rubz val matt and xr...cool...2nd time seeing a rainbow in my Life...=)
rubz..if u are reading this...lalala...SCANDAL!!
i realised tt i'm so funny...i was like insecure abt whether i will get it..though i am also quite sure i aced e interview...dunno..just relieved! YEA!!
anyway i MUST say something..i saw a rainbow on sun morn on my way to tampines with shaz rubz val matt and xr...cool...2nd time seeing a rainbow in my Life...=)
rubz..if u are reading this...lalala...SCANDAL!!
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10.17.05 (5:10 am) [edit]
okie..my LFT was normal..LOL..PJ one like more fun coz no choice! got crazy ppl ard. but overall still quite not bad...=) though near e end everyone like so quiet left me dance to myself then i gave up. anyway i finished my SW term paper too..it was cute..so many ppl forgot to bring their visit slips then had to take cab hm..bet tt biz was brisk for e cabbies today.
oh yah...i bought this 4-leaf clover hp strap thing...$35..LOL!! i she de horz...but well..it will bring me luck..so far...hmmmm..e buses have been arriving right when i reach e bus stop...ran into kai, yixin and sam today...e pj sam. then i saw e jj sam twice...and we kinda talked..so now we can be acquaintances...so now i got another linkage to him..LOL!!
okie lahz..next wk must submit 2 terms papers manz..one on mon, e other on wed...and i need to do my reading for this wed's tut..not yet zap e bks also..=S LOL.
oh yah...i bought this 4-leaf clover hp strap thing...$35..LOL!! i she de horz...but well..it will bring me luck..so far...hmmmm..e buses have been arriving right when i reach e bus stop...ran into kai, yixin and sam today...e pj sam. then i saw e jj sam twice...and we kinda talked..so now we can be acquaintances...so now i got another linkage to him..LOL!!
okie lahz..next wk must submit 2 terms papers manz..one on mon, e other on wed...and i need to do my reading for this wed's tut..not yet zap e bks also..=S LOL.
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10.14.05 (4:36 am) [edit]
totally sleepy..so tired..my eyes are closed as i type this now..but obviously later i will check lahz..zzz
WAH! all correct..zero typo.
anyway...so i shall type e rest of this with my eyes closed. today saw yuan for lect...wheeee!!! yah..gd ahz..anyway...he was right in front of me..however, sianz..he nvr go for SW..=(
anyway....yepz yepz yepz...=)
also i realised today tt doreen and val are so fun to be with!! totally talk cock. and i submitted my proj le..i think not bad ahz..somehow just whack abit then e proj pop chu lai from somewhere..then can submit le..dunno how we did it..everyone look like they put in so much effort and everything.
Got back my econs too..got 93...(yes..full mks is 100)..LOL..how amazing. anyway i must finish my SW termpaper soon lahz..NO CHOICE!! worth 40% of e mks lahz...i shall cont tmr morn and try to finish it. zzz. coz no choice lahz..sun giving tuition. =S
okie. now something has happened. like right now. post later
WAH! all correct..zero typo.
anyway...so i shall type e rest of this with my eyes closed. today saw yuan for lect...wheeee!!! yah..gd ahz..anyway...he was right in front of me..however, sianz..he nvr go for SW..=(
anyway....yepz yepz yepz...=)
also i realised today tt doreen and val are so fun to be with!! totally talk cock. and i submitted my proj le..i think not bad ahz..somehow just whack abit then e proj pop chu lai from somewhere..then can submit le..dunno how we did it..everyone look like they put in so much effort and everything.
Got back my econs too..got 93...(yes..full mks is 100)..LOL..how amazing. anyway i must finish my SW termpaper soon lahz..NO CHOICE!! worth 40% of e mks lahz...i shall cont tmr morn and try to finish it. zzz. coz no choice lahz..sun giving tuition. =S
okie. now something has happened. like right now. post later
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10.12.05 (8:06 am) [edit]
游牧民族
梁咏琪 Leung, Gigi [ 档案 | 大碟 | MV | Flash | 写真 ]
顺时针 第 3 首
风华唱片2005年5月
点击浏览该大碟的 它歌词
曲：林一峰 | 词：阿管 | 编：屠颖
我忘记了当时有没 被祝福 许多事情都已经模
如果爱你真的是我 时的胡涂 我宁愿这辈子都胡
你把当时的世界记 很清楚 我们都有同样的感
无人知道我们能走 什么地步 幸福还是一个未知
我不再哭 你也许是一个游牧 族 还不知道会在哪里 住
我不害怕世界比想 中孤独 我不再哭 就算梦想可能会被 误
至少我的心一直有 度 我知道我就住在你 魂深处 我很清楚
我忘记了当时有没 被祝福 许多事情都已经模
如果爱你真的是我 时的胡涂 我宁愿这辈子都胡
你把当时的世界记 很清楚 我们都有同样的感
无人知道我们能走 什么地步 幸福还是一个未知
我不再哭 你也许是一个游牧 族 还不知道会在哪里 住
我不害怕世界比想 中孤独 我不再哭 就算梦想可能会被 误
至少我心一直有温 我知道我就住在你 魂深处 我很清楚
我不再哭 你也许是一个游牧 族 还不知道会在哪里 住
我不害怕世界比想 中孤独 我不再哭 就算梦想可能会被 误
至少我的心一直有 度 我很清楚
i need to get more ppl for LFT! argh..okie..blogging less lately...alot of work...and my life is dominated by studying/lessons..lil to blog abt..except!
for lab..so qiao...youyuan supposed to go for mon's one..i'm supposed to go for tues 4 to 6..end up we both went tues 10-12...=) you yuan.
anyway...sometimes i dun want to face myself and wat i am feeling. perhaps i hate u..coz i see myself in u...i wonder if i am a player. sometimes...i wonder.
梁咏琪 Leung, Gigi [ 档案 | 大碟 | MV | Flash | 写真 ]
顺时针 第 3 首
风华唱片2005年5月
点击浏览该大碟的 它歌词
曲：林一峰 | 词：阿管 | 编：屠颖
我忘记了当时有没 被祝福 许多事情都已经模
如果爱你真的是我 时的胡涂 我宁愿这辈子都胡
你把当时的世界记 很清楚 我们都有同样的感
无人知道我们能走 什么地步 幸福还是一个未知
我不再哭 你也许是一个游牧 族 还不知道会在哪里 住
我不害怕世界比想 中孤独 我不再哭 就算梦想可能会被 误
至少我的心一直有 度 我知道我就住在你 魂深处 我很清楚
我忘记了当时有没 被祝福 许多事情都已经模
如果爱你真的是我 时的胡涂 我宁愿这辈子都胡
你把当时的世界记 很清楚 我们都有同样的感
无人知道我们能走 什么地步 幸福还是一个未知
我不再哭 你也许是一个游牧 族 还不知道会在哪里 住
我不害怕世界比想 中孤独 我不再哭 就算梦想可能会被 误
至少我心一直有温 我知道我就住在你 魂深处 我很清楚
我不再哭 你也许是一个游牧 族 还不知道会在哪里 住
我不害怕世界比想 中孤独 我不再哭 就算梦想可能会被 误
至少我的心一直有 度 我很清楚
i need to get more ppl for LFT! argh..okie..blogging less lately...alot of work...and my life is dominated by studying/lessons..lil to blog abt..except!
for lab..so qiao...youyuan supposed to go for mon's one..i'm supposed to go for tues 4 to 6..end up we both went tues 10-12...=) you yuan.
anyway...sometimes i dun want to face myself and wat i am feeling. perhaps i hate u..coz i see myself in u...i wonder if i am a player. sometimes...i wonder.
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10.08.05 (5:12 am) [edit]
my day:
okie...i went town with rubz grace and wj...had marche...i am easily full..LOL...anyway e mango lemonade thing really very nice...and e guy very nice also...stir for me..=p
anyway it was great fun lahz..teasing rubz..LOL!! so funny...then as usu..after lunch we went play pool lorz..which will explain my blue-black now..LOL...and so qiaoz...ran into bro!! LOL..he was playing billiards..and his bday coming lahz..stress!! wat to get him sia
okie..i bought quite abit of food...ohno..will grow fatter..then shao won't be able to recognize me again..LOL
list of food bought:
1. drink
2. marshmallow teacakes with choc coating..(heavenly..) from marks and spencer...a must try. e marshmallow is just so soft and fluffy~~~~~~
3. honeyoats...(yet to try)
4. ice mint mentos (not bad.really does have effect of ice)
and yah...to grace: i will be a very troublesome grocery shopper...coz unlike clothes which tend to look diff...groceries are pretty much e same...need to find e key differences!!
PS: i finished my SW reading..=)
okie...i went town with rubz grace and wj...had marche...i am easily full..LOL...anyway e mango lemonade thing really very nice...and e guy very nice also...stir for me..=p
anyway it was great fun lahz..teasing rubz..LOL!! so funny...then as usu..after lunch we went play pool lorz..which will explain my blue-black now..LOL...and so qiaoz...ran into bro!! LOL..he was playing billiards..and his bday coming lahz..stress!! wat to get him sia
okie..i bought quite abit of food...ohno..will grow fatter..then shao won't be able to recognize me again..LOL
list of food bought:
1. drink
2. marshmallow teacakes with choc coating..(heavenly..) from marks and spencer...a must try. e marshmallow is just so soft and fluffy~~~~~~
3. honeyoats...(yet to try)
4. ice mint mentos (not bad.really does have effect of ice)
and yah...to grace: i will be a very troublesome grocery shopper...coz unlike clothes which tend to look diff...groceries are pretty much e same...need to find e key differences!!
PS: i finished my SW reading..=)
07/10/05
10.07.05 (3:07 am) [edit]
today...
went sch at 10...walked in and saw laoshi...we stared at each other...and i said hi and he said hi back.. a truce i guess...it brought back e mem of tues when he sang tt 2 lines...zzz
then had lunch lorz...updated qi on my life...then she told me tt luis went overseas so i can ask her out...lol!!
had SW...*swoonz* coz when i was sitting there...you yuan ren was somewhere diagonally in front of me...one row in front..but quite far...anyway before e lect started...i was sneaking peeks at him..he was sneaking peeks at me too then we kept looking away..so funny.then during e break...i was observing him with e corner of my eye and e first thing he did when e break was annonced as to turn ard and look at me!!!!!! YEA!
~but prob doesn't mean anything..lol..just trying to be happy
after tt...i smsed ter lorz..coz got 1 hr break so sianz...so i smsed him saying 'boo!'...then he rep 'y?? miss me ah?' then i rep tt i very bored lahz...having break' then he rep 'miss ya and seeya'
then after tt had econs tut...then so weird...KC kept like trying to talk to me outside e class and also to mouth stuff to me during his presentation and can sms me somemore...but end up...well..i rushed off. he nvr even say bye to me also and he said i'm extra coz i ran off to e front leaving him at e back though he was previously standing next to me. damn. i am not ur mother u noe..u dun have to sms me everything and ask me everything. whether i am in sch...since when is tt ur biz??
then ter smsed me a very weird sms while i was rushing off....he said 'Hey i like you ha ha :-)' so i just stunned there...then i was thinking tt maybe i mentioned something and he meant tt e same things applies to him i.e. i also like u liddat so poor thing kinda thing. then i realised i din even rep his last sms...but coz i was feeling so bothered abt e KC thing i replied 'huh?? u mean u also alot of free periods nothing to do??' and he replied 'Ha ha just like you. Hmmm wat u mean by free time in between? u still waiting for lessons ahz?' so i replied 'huh..sorry i forgot wat was my last sms to u...u mean tt u're like me in wat??' then he replied 'oh ha ha. nothing nothing. :-)' so effectively...i acted so blur i saved myself from needing to deal with another issue.
who ask ter retarded. find such a weird time.......i can only say tt it's too late.
went sch at 10...walked in and saw laoshi...we stared at each other...and i said hi and he said hi back.. a truce i guess...it brought back e mem of tues when he sang tt 2 lines...zzz
then had lunch lorz...updated qi on my life...then she told me tt luis went overseas so i can ask her out...lol!!
had SW...*swoonz* coz when i was sitting there...you yuan ren was somewhere diagonally in front of me...one row in front..but quite far...anyway before e lect started...i was sneaking peeks at him..he was sneaking peeks at me too then we kept looking away..so funny.then during e break...i was observing him with e corner of my eye and e first thing he did when e break was annonced as to turn ard and look at me!!!!!! YEA!
~but prob doesn't mean anything..lol..just trying to be happy
after tt...i smsed ter lorz..coz got 1 hr break so sianz...so i smsed him saying 'boo!'...then he rep 'y?? miss me ah?' then i rep tt i very bored lahz...having break' then he rep 'miss ya and seeya'
then after tt had econs tut...then so weird...KC kept like trying to talk to me outside e class and also to mouth stuff to me during his presentation and can sms me somemore...but end up...well..i rushed off. he nvr even say bye to me also and he said i'm extra coz i ran off to e front leaving him at e back though he was previously standing next to me. damn. i am not ur mother u noe..u dun have to sms me everything and ask me everything. whether i am in sch...since when is tt ur biz??
then ter smsed me a very weird sms while i was rushing off....he said 'Hey i like you ha ha :-)' so i just stunned there...then i was thinking tt maybe i mentioned something and he meant tt e same things applies to him i.e. i also like u liddat so poor thing kinda thing. then i realised i din even rep his last sms...but coz i was feeling so bothered abt e KC thing i replied 'huh?? u mean u also alot of free periods nothing to do??' and he replied 'Ha ha just like you. Hmmm wat u mean by free time in between? u still waiting for lessons ahz?' so i replied 'huh..sorry i forgot wat was my last sms to u...u mean tt u're like me in wat??' then he replied 'oh ha ha. nothing nothing. :-)' so effectively...i acted so blur i saved myself from needing to deal with another issue.
who ask ter retarded. find such a weird time.......i can only say tt it's too late.
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10.06.05 (7:39 am) [edit]
haven't blogged for some time..let me update u ppl...
Significant events:
1. i finally spoke a line to yuan. it goes 'our earnings from this will be used to fund our events.' Brilliant rite?? (i meant it in a sacra way..lol) anyway...he does smile at me quite a bit while he talked to Hao and he looked over...i just feel tt i cld float away (no lehz..he not very cute)
2. laoshi serenaded me. damn. in an extremely kua zhang and expressive way somemore..he was like leaning over lahz..but i sat damn far away so i'm safe this time. anyway i ignored him totally.
我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀 护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话 事里 幸福和快乐是结局
how can i believe tt u can protect me like an angel when u are currently hurting me?? and how can i believe tt we can have a happy ending when i cannot even make myself believe u?? Yes, there is a possibility tt u might like me...but e chances are so low tt they are miniscule...microscopic..negligible.
and i can't believe tt u asked y i nvr went for e jeog fieldtrip as if u are SURE to notice me if i went. wat's it got to do with u?? and y e hell do u bother if i went for some trip.
whywhywhy. just go away.
3. went for kbox and pool today with grace..quite fun..i miss singing...i love kbox!!!!!! okie lahz..tried some new songs...and ran into shaowei and john?? separately though..lol...so deja vu seeing shao..coz he looked like shao with shorter hair and he was wearing a shirt tt read shao..lol!!!! then i was thinking and thinking if it's him.
4. e visit today wasn't half bad..really cool..quite inspiring too but i gotta go zzz soon..just let me edit KC's presentation. no. dun even ask me abt me and kc...zzz
Significant events:
1. i finally spoke a line to yuan. it goes 'our earnings from this will be used to fund our events.' Brilliant rite?? (i meant it in a sacra way..lol) anyway...he does smile at me quite a bit while he talked to Hao and he looked over...i just feel tt i cld float away (no lehz..he not very cute)
2. laoshi serenaded me. damn. in an extremely kua zhang and expressive way somemore..he was like leaning over lahz..but i sat damn far away so i'm safe this time. anyway i ignored him totally.
我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀 护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话 事里 幸福和快乐是结局
how can i believe tt u can protect me like an angel when u are currently hurting me?? and how can i believe tt we can have a happy ending when i cannot even make myself believe u?? Yes, there is a possibility tt u might like me...but e chances are so low tt they are miniscule...microscopic..negligible.
and i can't believe tt u asked y i nvr went for e jeog fieldtrip as if u are SURE to notice me if i went. wat's it got to do with u?? and y e hell do u bother if i went for some trip.
whywhywhy. just go away.
3. went for kbox and pool today with grace..quite fun..i miss singing...i love kbox!!!!!! okie lahz..tried some new songs...and ran into shaowei and john?? separately though..lol...so deja vu seeing shao..coz he looked like shao with shorter hair and he was wearing a shirt tt read shao..lol!!!! then i was thinking and thinking if it's him.
4. e visit today wasn't half bad..really cool..quite inspiring too but i gotta go zzz soon..just let me edit KC's presentation. no. dun even ask me abt me and kc...zzz