kit's realm

kit took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Feels exhausted by conflict and quarreling and des..." Click here to read the rest of the results.

To be really nice...i pasted it here....not bad..it's quite accurate...

Your Existing Situation
Needs, and insists on having, a close and understanding relationship, or at least some method of satisfying a compulsion to feel identified.

Your Stress Sources
The situation is regarded as threatening or dangerous. Outraged by the thought that she will be unable to achieve her goals and distressed at the feeling of helplessness to remedy this. Over-extended and feels beset, possibly to the point of nervous prostration


Your Restrained Characteristics
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.
Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a partner and seeking a rather unrealistic perfection in her sex life.


Your Desired Objective
Feels exhausted by conflict and quarreling and desires protection from them. Needs peaceful conditions and a tranquil environment in which to relax and recover.

Your Actual Problem
Depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation, or demands on her resources. A feeling of powerlessness subjects her to agitation, irritation, and acute distress from which she tries to escape by refusing further direct participation. She confines herself to a cautious approach and a concealed determination to get her own way in the end.

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it's childrens day!! let me try to be happy

at least i finished my part of one of my projs...hurray!!! presentation is on wed..then freedom from one proj..lol.

okie..here's to my being more hardworking...

1. i finished e write-up 15 hrs before e meeting (cheers!!)
2. i din cancel any tuition to manage this
3. i dl-ed biz exam papers so tt i can help KC with checking his ans
4. i backed up my sch files

er...nothing else..but tt's a start. =D

next up..a wkend of project meetings.._< take it tt my laptop finally has a practical purpose?? lol>
think i will have to start my SW term paper soon...but at least it's interesting..think mine will sound like a formal blog mixed with a critique..lol...

i'll leave e non-happy things till after children's day...=)

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okie..i must say this..i had an interesting visit today...though i felt that e agency is too idealistic..they believe in like 'Kingdom values' quoting them...however..they dun seem to realise tt this is not heaven..these are gals who need a certain lvl of discipline bcoz in e first place, they weren't seen to be exhibiting e kingdom values anyway. looking at their board at e office...it was quite sad since e list of gals who ran away in e mth is like longer than those who 'graduated'. just too idealistic lahz.

okie..then i feel abit cock now..coz i ran into someone who qn-ed everything...zzz

1. wat do u think of gays (we were previously talking abt a lecturer)
2. wat do u think of religion
3. wat do u think of christianity
4. wat do u think of e agency
5. y do u want to do geog
6. do u think tt G-soc sux
7. stupid advice on geog..lol..okie..i'm ungrateful
8. politics

like WTH...i just knew u for 1 min and u ask me so much stuff..zzz..and he was totally obnoxious..can't understand y of all ppl he come and make frens with me..zzz..maybe i got geog look and he's a geog major..he's egoistic and complacent and vulgar. hmph. worst..he asked me abt religion. zzzz...taboo topic with me manz...still on such weird unstable grounds. and he accused G-soc as bootlicking?? and then he said tt anyway e bootlicking is useless???? like ... i bet if anyone bootlicks it's him with e sheer amt of qns he ask. and he speaks like a know-it-all...like 'this sux..tt sux. religion sux. GS sux. e ppl sux. e agency sux.' wat zzzzzzzz...being overly critical of e world doesn't make u happier nor e world a better place lahz.

bleahz!!!!!!!! i hope i nvr run into him in sch. hmph!

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okie...now even more stress...must keep my As...and i sent an email to you yuan ren..not yet reply...=( sad.

tmr is my agency visit le...hope i can do well for my term paper...coz it's like 40%...crucial to my A-attainment..lol...

btw..i saw ting yest and treated her to KFC..she really still e same...lol...she's so stressed..poor thing...but okie lahz...i stupid stories abt sch cheered her up...then we sit there talk cock and laff for so long....

today had my make-up hw assignment go-thru session lahz..my tut grp total 13 ppl...4 turn up..my grp i'm e only one...so i went sit with KC and JH lorz...WH was like so far away...then we just talk cock there...lol...then KC econs really dying lehz..lol..then end up i teach him econs (and he still say my sch notes very lou kok...zzz..his notes very nice and binded and coloured ink but he dunno how to do e stuff..no pt! lol!!!!!!! but i must agree his sch notes super gd and detailed and precise not to mention colourful...

VISIT TMR!! how exciting..but tmr sure super busy..must finish my write-up for GE 2000 proj and hopefully i will start planning term paper for this agency...if not visit finish 2 mix up then die die die...

BTW...congratulate me! i survived a 4 hr + 2 hr break today...=D

stupid yuan.

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Life's speeding up now...this wk i have no break somemore..coz i need to go and visit my SW agency in e morn..plan to finish up e SW term paper for tt agency plus my 2204 proj write-up on e same day...so busy!! totally lagging in SW readings too..i took like 20 pieces of e request slips home and filled them all up and i need abt 10-15 more..which means tt in SW readings alone (e compulsory ones...i am abt 30 short!!) imagine reading 30 chaps of bks.......zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

how sad..and tt's discounting my other modules (though they're not as bad...) anyway yah...i failed to maintain my A+ grade...got an A-...lol...lucky in e end avg up still A so still 5 pts..no diff from A+ really..but it makes me sad...i need more A+s..zzz

okie...recently quite funny i nvr run into derek anymore...however..keep running into JC aka KC...lol...dunno y..everyday u noe..even outside sch on sat i ran into him..so super qiao...okie not?!!

yah...so basically nothing much..just projects...and readings...sigh. and i still want watch Be With Me and i still think lee wei song very cute and i suddenly feel like singing!!! lol...i keep singing as i walk home/to bus stop...damn funny..and i asking bro CW abt lee wei song now..lol

PS: been drinking alot of water these two days coz got new bottle!!

=)

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YEAYEAYEAYEAYEA!!!!!! super happy now!!!!! coz.....

just now from abt 8 to 10 i was at my house football field..y?? coz got performance then shan and kai both there..then a few super-make-kit-happy things happened

1. MOST IMPT: saw li wei song...then he was talking to ppl crowding in front of me...then he looked rather hmmmm...sissified..but oh so shuai!! and cute!!!!! lol..then he walked pass me to exit e field and he smiled at me!!!!!!!! *dreamy look* super shuai and of coz talented and super frenly

not to mention tt he has a super nice and huge car and he's like down to earth in berms and t-shirt unlike... pt 2.

2. saw taufik (rather not impt) but seeing him e symbol of americanisation in front of e banner tt says 'Tanjong Pagar Showtime 2005' with designs of colourful kiddy balloons and RC ppl who are rather middle-aged dancing to his singing...and no fans at all is rather hilarious. AND he also dressed like his going to e indoor stadium (long-sleeve jacket kinda things) and he had 4 bodyguards

3. kai's father. reminds me totally of vin..prob e older version..he was like singing and dancing to e songs?!! then he so funny..keep teasing me say li wei song smile at me i can go jue dui superstar..so lame...then he went and ran after taufik shouting 'GD JOB!!'...we all died laffing at his antics...

anyway...super funny also..when taufik was singing his last song ppl were streaming out le...so funny...somemore got someone ran out..totally funny...and when he said thank you (signifying tt he has finished) everyone left...taufik still on stage..guest of honour still seated..LOL!!! super funny

FUNNY nite.

morn: nothing much..just tt i realised tt yuan noes goh...=) i cld ask goh to intro me to yuan..perhaps =D

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from handwriting analysis:

1. Kit has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Kit just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Kit finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

2. Something is incomplete in Kit's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Kit's sexual needs.

3. Kit is having some confusion in her physical life. She is examining the past to give her answers about some of her physical desires. She may be trying to find a balance between her philosophical beliefs and her natural physical desires.

4. Kit has a tendency to put things off, Kit procrastinates. She sometimes pretends to be busy, so she will not have to do whatever she is putting off. She is often late to appointments or deadlines. This usually leads to a great amount of effort at the last minute to meet the deadline. Procrastination is an important factor as it relates to her output on the job or at school. Remember, Kit will put it off until later. Procrastination is easily overcome through a simple stroke adjustment in the handwriting.

5. Kit is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Kit basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

6. Kit is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Kit learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget. Kit is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate. She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most [totally disagree..lol]

7. Kit will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

8. Kit will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Kit believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride

9. Kit is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Kit will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Kitwan an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Kit is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Kit is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

10. Kit tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Kit writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Kit will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says she didn't hear you... really, she didn't hear you.

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can't quite rem when was e last time i blogged..lazy to check too..let me start by saying tt laoshi is really nice...but i can't help but feel e beware signs blinking..guess i just can't get over wat he did to Su. but i am glad tt i found out. coz i wld much much rather see beware signs than for into a trap. maybe i am too cautious coz i just dun find it possible for him to be nice to me.

y wld he want to do so many weird things...just destabilizes me. during e cleaning yest he was hanging near me...he gave me e sock he took claiming he had no use for it (kinda reminds me of e taxi incident) and today during lect we did catch each others' eyes a few times...which is legitimate for me coz i am sitting a row or 2 behind him...and it was an apt place to space out at...but he wld need to twist his head/body in an uncomfy position. i just find it weird. tt we dun say hi...dun say bye...but weird things in e mid.

anyway alex bug made an interesting comment...i may seen very happy-go-lucky but i am actually quite serious and merticulous...i had no ans to tt...coz i have so many multiple identities...even if e same thing happens at e same time...i can react completely differently. so i dunno.

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i wld love to hate u...and wld hate to love u...as i hover betwn e two extremes...i must say tt i have struck a balance in e middle and i'm now appreciating ur style. ur technique is brilliant i must say.

first u ignore me.
then u lean in and whispered to me.
Thanks. for ur wonderful exhibition of skirt-chasing-techniques...for making me wonder abt ur intentions...for giving me tt accelerated feeling.

first i saw BG then he nvr say hi so i nvr...same day...3 hrs later...i saw BG again...this time we were closer as we walked past each other...and he leaned over and whispered into my ear 'hi lao shi....' in such a soft manner...however! i jumped back and said a lil too loudly zao ni lao shi. which of coz was to my great embarrassment coz he whispered so slowly tt no one knew he said hi to me..and everyone wondered y i shouted at him...used e term lao shi somemore..zzz...THANKS.

i will not fall for it.
i repeat. i will not fall for it.
(but will i??)
i will not fall for it...........

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been trying to catch up on my readings...yet..i just read one a day...lol...really slack manz...then i spend most of e day sleeping...at least i am feeling better now...lisa's french medicine works wonders...=). now i am suddenly in love with e idea of effervescent medicine...just cool...it's like soda (though of coz it taste worse) but it makes me happy watching it dissolve into e water..super childish..but i shall go buy some tmr while i'm in town for project.

and i really dun feel like doing anything...sigh....think i just need more motivation...someone offer to buy me a meal if i do well..THANKS.

i miss my mamaleong~ and my sis......been ages since i've seen sis...touchwood but e last was like in hospital.......and i still have her bday present and she still has mine..how ancient lahz..dusty already. and i really am not putting in much effort into my work...no mamaleong to scold me now...i miss mama...=(. no khoo to laff at me in exasperation too...no one bothers if i study...how sad. and sis replied my sms...maybe i'll finally get to meet her two wks from now...=) let's hope nothing happens this time...

this morn i suddenly rem something...some ppl are just super super weird...but i am super super stubborn as well...wheeeeee...time to read my econs lect notes manz...i haven't understood a thing since lect 2 since i haven't been listening since then...lalala...

PS: time to cut/tie my hair...to cut or not to cut..

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if Life is a play...and i am e lead actress...i must say tt my play is extravagent and interesting.

just a sudden tot..coz i'm talking to LJ now...he says tt his life has no new happenings..tt's like a recurring theme from my conversations with ter.

LJ says tt i am lucky to be blessed with such an exciting, entertaining life...i agree...ter very funny..he say he play pool until sianz le...lol...army routine for him= vcd + pool...funny lahz.

~when e spotlight falls on me...let me live out my stage existence...when it dims, allow me to retreat to e bckgrd...to a stationary position..once again merging into e darkness...

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okie...i read my blog just now and realised tt i left out something. me and vin. he chose to end it in a very drama serial kinda way..ou xiang ju manz..okie. he wrote me a letter to my house and enclosed a hp accessory...saying tt he respects my decision and is very thankful tt i have taught him much abt e nature of love and r/s.......so now...........we're frens! *applause pls* i think tt was a super nice way to end it...=D (though i dunno how he got my add)

okie..next significant change in my life..i spoke during econs tut!!!! how amazing...seeeee...at first during e QnA session i din want to ask anything one...then celeste ask me to ask..lol...then i was still hesitating...then tt stupid guy (let's just call him stupid guy) whom no one understands anyway said 'If no one ask anything!! e tutorial will have failed!!!!!!!!!' then damn funny...me and JC (initials..not sch) put up our hands at e same time..and i asked a qn...which sparked off a half hr debate...zzzzz...(think i won't ask another qn for a long time)

anyway! JC and me quite similar i realised (he's e one who scared me on first tut by running after me to thank me and ask for my name)...anyway...see:

1. we're from arts and doing e module as breadth
2. he's like super smart...he like nvr do econs before still whack plus he doing 6 mods.
3. he's kinda like e leader of his grp
4. he was in pj first 3 mths (then he went NJ..pj rox...i got better taste..tt's e diff)
5. we put up hand at same time with e same qn one...
6. we both knew at tt moment tt i shall ask instead of him and we prob have e same qn. damn funny tt one..coz i pt-ed to myself e same sec as he nodded and pt-ed to me...quite weird rite?? like how wld he noe tt i will pt to myself and how come i pt to myself like 'oh me??' at e same moment..lol
7. nothing le.

so end up super funny...me JC fen and this other guy (forgot his name) went dinner before my mooncake party...then we talk cock there and gossiped abt tt irritating idiotic guy..then they kept laffing at me..coz tt irritating stupid guy rite...said tt I AM IRRELEVANT!! (but i din even realised it coz i dun understand him until lisa and celeste told me...in e midst of their laffing...e whole class laff till pengz lahz...then e tutor was like 'nono..it's relevant! can u ans her qn??' then he just keep saying i am irrelevant and nonono to everything lahz...weird guy.

wheeee...fun..mooncake was okie lahz..we played like stupid games...but i like stupid games so there..realised tt i really like truth or truth (variation of truth or dare) since i dun mind telling ppl stuff and i love to hear stuff from ppl..overall nice day yest.

today i spent it helping astro with econs lahz...he like super funny..prelims le..he after exam still go play lan..wah liew..need to scold lorz...and he still trying to memorize essay outlines (how many times must i tell him to study and apply?!!) anyway today super funny he realised tt all of econs is linked (finish syllables le see big pic u see)...super funny...

astro: so if i want do this qn wat do i need to noe??
kit: role of govt, mkt failure
astro: okie (piles up 2 binded bks of notes
kit: oh yah..u need unemployment, inflation as well
astro (grumbling...piles up another two)
kit: rem to evaluate e policies u state with demand, supply, elasticity
astro (look of horror..piles up another two)
kit: er.....monopoly and oligopoly as well
astro (looks at e hill of notes before him...shakes his head) how abt a diff qn???

[Cycle repeats itself]

stupid lahz! lol!!! anyway i'm going back pj on mon to pass mama something...=D and to teach astro more econs...zzzzzz

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i want to go watch 'Be With Me'!! who wants to watch with me lehz

okie..i am racking my brains for a 15 marks econs qn now...i can only think of 1 pt. plus e fact tt i disagree..bravo...tt will earn me 4 marks (if i elaborate it properly)?? dun even want to think of how i will do my 45 marks qn.

dunno y feeling so sappy and romantic lately...especially when tt dept is apparently lacking in my life...this morning i woke up feeling damn lightheaded...wonder y...e last i saw e doctor...she said tt my blood pressure is okie ahz..not too low also..not pin xie also...dunno lahz...my quirky body.

i wanted to blog abt yest..but e site failed to submit my blog...zzz...so now i am retyping it...generally..yest tut was okie...just when i was stoning...dr. G called my name so i said some nonsense at a slow pace..had no idea y i spoke so slowly too...anyway there is this gal in my grp who's super funny..can't decide if she's doing it to show tt she's smart or to get participation pts but she brought along existentialist quotes...lol!!! then G was like trying to stop her when she was at her 2nd one but she din even notice..damn funny...anyway lora came for class too...she's not even in my grp..G said something sacra abt it..but neither me nor rubz can rem it...e test was okie lahz...not bad not gd..just diff...from JC i mean...can't say if it's bad and gd coz dunno their grading sys yet..so dunno wat's e quality really...=S anyway..G is very funny...i think he's like super funny and quirky...just makes me feel like laffing...

okie...betwn e tut and lect...i had lunch with alex...well..it wasn't so much of lunch...eating with bug is like being a kid all over again lahz...i was like protecting my food against his evil milo dripping straw...and my soup kanna 2 drops of milo...i insisted tt i can taste it (i really think i can)...lol...stupid lahz...but lucky i had bug to eat with since rubz and shaz had tut...and i will nvr eat alone. hmph. so just lucky...

after sch me rubz shaz went funan followed by city hall..well...marina food loft ran out of green tea ice jelly...yepz...some distances are really predestined...me and da....just liddat. can't believe they're having their prelims now lahz...wah liew..all still online liddat...such slack ppl. and astro is back...trying to book me everyday...lol...his demand is seriously seasonal.

anyway! i am now in artsclubsubcom...lol..no choice! i was just walking pass their booth and kanna targetted..since e guy giving out flyers only targetted me...i decided it is fate tt i shld join e club...coz
1. i was wearing artsclubOwk shirt (which prob explains y i was targetted)
2. e guy looked familiar..shld be from Owk...which means tt he prob tot i looked familiar...so e fact tt someone who found me familiar is in charge of targetting ppl resulted in my being targetted.
3. i didn't have to walk tt way but i was early for tut and decided to walk one big round and grab a bottle of coke.
4. y did i need e coke coz i only slept for 4 hrs e nite before and needed an energy boost with sugar
5. before i walked pass e booth, bug was just telling me he's in publications
6. just fate lahz.

now got 3 ccas...=X

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If i can hold ur hand tightly forever,
maybe in Love i will no longer be as hesitant.
Right and wrong will eventually come to light
Yet with daybreak, i may not wake from my dreams.
I then close my eyes, for only then will the world fall silent.

I thought that giving with eventually bring bliss
But now that i have given all i can,
I realised tt some distances are predestined.

With beliefs, we develop ideals and find gladness
With vows that we prove, we become confidants
love will always break new grounds,
till we grow complacent.
With despair and misery we then decide to leave.
For love breeds complacence and eventually loss.
Love is but a illusion that may not last
So why do we not learn to let it go?

my fav line is:
'If i can hold ur hand tightly forever,
maybe in Love i will no longer be as hesitant.'
or in it's hanyu pinyin form:
'zhe shuang shou ru gou ke yi yong yuan wo jing, huo xu ai qing jiu bu hui ju qi be ding'

wat we like tells alot abt ourselves...i guess i like e song coz i showed me wat i din noe abt myself...perhaps.

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okie...i spent my day doing readings and zzzing...my readings are actually quite nice...e urban retail ones...very cool...it's like after e gimmicks are played on u...u get to noe wat are e gimmicks...LOL...e modern shopping mall really is like a magic show..cool cool..must tell Grace manz. Brilliant strategies (maybe i just like stuff tt involve exploiting consumers...':?') lalala...

anyway...i found a you YUAN ren..lol...dunno...i was just stoning during my readings then i tot of him. his surname's Yuan and we quite you yuan mahz...hmmmm...think my life is too boring...i need a romantic aspiration. someone to get to noe. more abt this you yuan ren. i believe tt we really you yuan coz it's quite a weird reason y i noticed him. he's on M03ta too...and his name also B...so i used to think B Goh is B Yuan...lol...but i nvr got to see B Yuan's face matched to e name...coz just liddat lahz. so i always attached e Yuan surname to B...lol...tt's y you yuan mahz.

anyway..i only realised tt yuan is him when i went for my lvl 1000 ge tut. same tut...=D anyway then today i tot of him again coz i was looking at my social work stuff...then realised tt one of e homes is in my housing estate lahz and i got posted to some place in joo chiat...zzz...then i was just checking to see if i noe anyone coming over so i can guide them (see...hao ren you hao bao...coz!!) he's coming down...lol...=D =D. then i realised on e forum tt he was looking for someone to switch tut slots with..and e slot he wanted was MINE!! how you yuan!!!

so in conclusion very you yuan...waiting for fri!! we got 2 lects together...hope we get lab together too...=D anyway...i think he may rec me as M03ta...coz he does look at me during ge tut...but if i dun look at him..how i noe he look at me rite?? so maybe he's looking at me thinking y am i looking at him...wheeee...getting crazy. okie..more readings for me.

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things i want to buy:

1. freakonomics
2. geog txtbks (i am in love with e subj now)
3. earrings
4. more coloured pens..e ZIG kind
5. more txtbks!!!!!!!
6. funny i just want txtbks really...am i okie??? ohmygoodness.

my future hm will have shelves of txtbks...*cough* i am an budding academic. but i just like keeping txtbks...lol...i do like reading my urban geog too...hmmm..definitely a nerd-to-be...wheeee.

learning showed me a world i've nvr known
living amplifies e world tt i've already known

YEA!

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had a horrible day today..okie not entirely horrible..here's a summary.

12: in sch...understood my lect (finally) and realised tt i do noe how to do differentiation...*diff in e first degree~~~* (according to love in e first degree tune)

2: me and kailing went lunch..she's super funny...we traded A01 stories...=D

3: went library to zap my readings..wah liew...cldn't get one of e books..so too bad. not my fault tt i din read it manz...

4: lect...urban geog..my fav!!! had fun during lect

6: meeting...only 3 of us turned up..how zzz...anyway i din noe tt there's a capital in UAE named abu dhabi..sounds like baby talk...*abu dhabi YEP!!* (mother speaking) *wheeehehehehe* (baby's response) anyway i kept laffing abt it and imitating e mother's part..my grp members were just amazed at e energy of a yr 1...

NOTE: i am sick...as of 11 am...zzz...was still sick at meeting therefore energy lvl is stunning

6.45: meeting over...it started to drizzle...was walking to e interchange in e rain...then it started pouring!!! now...imagine me sick and in e rain...zzz..then e 3 guys ran pass me..they even more suay..they were out for a jog when it started pouring (e sky was like a deep maroon lahz..and they went jogging..really huo gai)...after my brisk walk to bus stop..i decided tt my area (after telok blangah) must be lowland...coz e bus was like driving thru water...can see e water splashing out from under e wheels of e bus...after which i got off e bus...and wade hm (e water was up to my ankles)..with my umbrella...i still arrived home soaked...zzzzzzzzzzz.

time home: 7.30

now...let me cover e emotional aspects of e day (feel like a teacher already)

1. spent last nite telling vin AGAIN tt i dun like him and will nvr like him. i told him abt corn and did an analysis for him on how diff e feelings are. anyway due to e opening of this pandora's box...i cldn't zzz till after 3 am...which resulted in e flu and watery eyes today

2. talked to kailing abt our r/s with A01...interesting. anyway tt opened pandora box no. 2 namely JE... which is just one of e weirdest exps in my life

3. came home and talked to JE..maybe i do miss his silly ways...super silly guy

4. talked to CK...miss CK manz...though all we talk abt are his parents' dim sum and organizing steamboat gatherings..anyway he said tt he heard a rumour tt i like JE..lol..so i told him e whole story abt me and JE effectively opening pandora box no. 2 wider.

5. talking to yijing..i super miss her since she went aust...hope she comes back at e end of her sem...

NOTE: i want to buy FREAKONOMICS...sounds like a cool read. i want to buy more bks!!!!!

(demand is always unlimited...i want many many many things...)

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你向我要段时间 让爱情沉淀 再见面 对他一点都不会想� ��

收了好久的信件 你有口难言 到今天 才翻阅 是三个人的考验

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我 不问哪天哪一瞬间 爱 会再次回到我身边
你 失去他的路线 是昨天 不必说抱歉

你向我要段时间 让爱情沉淀 再见面 对他一点都不会思� ��
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爱 犹豫的两面 他在蓝天 我在地面 拥抱够不够安全

我 不问哪天哪一瞬间 爱 会再次回到我身边
你 失去他的路线 是昨天 不必说抱歉

我 相信那天那一瞬间 爱 会忽然停在我面前
你 在下一趟地铁 往明天 我为你许愿

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suddenly, acutely i realised tt i'm drifting apart from my frens physically...deep down inside i'm not too sure...it all started yest with my circular dialogue with rubz...she asked if i wanted to share cost with her and matt to buy mooncake so i replied okie and we can each pay for 1.33 of a mooncake...then she replied something abt mooncake which i took to mean tt 3 of us shld share one piece of mooncake which freaked me out. then i replied nono..we share a box...then rubz called me and asked if i'm angry??? then i was like huh..no?? i just dun want to have 3 ppl sharing one piece of mooncake then she said tt she tot i was angry coz i wanted to share one piece of mooncake 3 ways but she din want to..lol..weird situation..then we were talking somemore...then she said tt i nicely pang sei-ed grace again..like how will i noe tt ting will pang sei me rite?? then i was thinking tt when we were talking abt her not replying grace yet abt sat and i told her tt i'm meeting ting to study she breathed a sigh of relief coz she cldn't finish her work wat...just tot it was weird tt now she's like blaming me when she din want to meet on sat anyway...

then...she was like asking when i can meeting her and grace...then i said maybe next sat or e hols lorz..since hols coming wat...then she said tt hols she maybe cannot if she got assignments, projs, term papers etc then i was thinking sure will have term papers and projs at least mahz..and her german always got assignments one...then she said tt she dun mean to make me feel guilty?? which brought me to a very impt qn..y shld i feel guilty??? coz i mean if they decide to meet on a day whereby i got lessons...no fault of mine wat...and i am making time to meet over e hols although i will have projs and term papers too...and she won't...shldn't she feel guilty?? lol..just weird...

anyway...today my phone was surprisingly quiet..then i realised..hey where are my usu sms-kakees?? so i have arrived at a conclusion...

1. qi: prob chiong-ing her computing hw
2. ting: studying for 'A's
3. shan: dunno how she's doing manz..haven't spoken to her for some time...but prob chiong-ing her psych too..after all she needs to prove to her dad tt being attached does not affect her studies
4. rubz: obviously studying and feeling traumatised over her german mistakes
5. grace: prob finding ppl to go out with...must enjoy before sch starts mahz
6. sam, alex: they have their OG ppl to contend with...esp me and sam...quite miss her...haven't had any along time with her since sch started
7. shaz: still making frens with guys on e bus i guess..and spending time with her bf bahz

so...let's see who i am still very much in touch with physically: we have qi, kai, siew mei, rubz.

tt's it bahz...lol...where are e rest spatially?!! argh.

anyway..not bad...my best frens list has like zero guys...they prob forfeited e right once they felt they are close enuf. and where are my OG ppl ahz?? lol...but this one no choice also..i must agree i have a weird time table..diff from everyone else...

think my uni academic r/s quite superficial too...coz well..we only talk when we have projs, presentations and during lessons. oh well...maslow's concept is obviously wrong...coz i have skipped e need to feel loved and accepted part to e self-actualisation bit. hmph.

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Se7en things that scare me:
1. myself sometimes
2. alvin
3. horror movies
4. falling for someone
5. poss of forgetting impt things
6. pc crashing
7. going too deep.

Se7en things I like the most about me:
1. my enthuiasm, on-e-go
2. nvr-say-die attitude
3. my fingers
4. my brain
5. my hair
6. my smile
7. my optimism

Se7en most important things in my room:
1. pc n laptop
2. bed
3. messy nature of it (shows tt it's very much lived in..cosy feelng mahz!)
4. my cushions and pillows
5. my earrings, necklaces, bracelets
6. my certs and medals
7. e fact tt it has a adjoining toilet..lol

Se7en random facts about me:
1. big nose??
2. too many guys in my life
3. nice fingers and nails (i think)
4. i like to laff and smile for no particular reason
5. i like to pretend tt i am setting up a new home and 'buy' things from ikea catalog
6. when i fall in love...it'll be for damn long
7. sigh...i am currently slightly interested in alot of ppl..lol..but serious abt none.

Se7en things I plan to do before I die:
1. get attached.
2. go travel ard many parts of e world..wherever i feel like going...go on whims
3. impact more lives
4. to have said goodbyes to everyone and leave pleasant memories in their hearts
5. fall in love with just one or two more ppl
6. done something meaningful for e community at large e.g. some social work prog
7. invent an immortality pill (which i will consume)...LOL!! how lame..okie...i dun want to live forever w/o my frens and look wrinkled and falling apart (if i stay forever youthful i dun mind..can make new frens or just give e pills to my existing ones lahz)

Se7en things I can do:
1. talk cock
2. eat
3. sleep
4. lead things...as ZY will say...mover and shaker..lol
5. speak eng, chi, canton and hokkein
6. cheer ppl up??
7. come up with brilliant ideas

Se7en things I can't do:
1. swim
2. sit back and allow ppl to tell me i am wrong...i must argue!
3. can't stop vin.
4. make my house tidy
5. stop slacking when it comes to schwork
6. not spoil my things
7. stop myself from being nice to someone i like

Se7en things I say the most:
1. haha
2. lol
3. huh
4. okie
5. er.....
6. zzzzz
7. no choice!

Se7en celeb crushes:
1. hmmm..long time since i had one...e most recent is still hawick lau with his nice accent (sorry ahz..e H yeung one just dun cut it)
2. huo jian hua
3. alec su
4. toro
5. er..technically no more...lol
6.
7.

Se7en people I'll love to see doing this (for various different reasons):
1. nobody really...lol

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Life is weird...i simply dun get wat i want somehow...or rather ppl i want..lol. sianz.

anyway...i have tons of readings accumulating manz. but oh well...they just dun seem tt impt..but still i'm trying to clear them slowly...not tt they are boring..just tt slacking is more fun..lol.

funny ahz..everyone whom i'm even slightly interested in all seem slightly unavailable..sigh...weird world.

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firstly..sorry to grace for pang sei-ing her and weijie yest..._
next...i must say this...DnD was a weird exp...awkward moments...din eat much (guess buffet isn't my style..lazy to walk too much) shall not elaborate here...

anyway talking to da now..online..=) i miss him...at least things...boundaries were clear back then....

sigh.

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i have to say this...i...

1. give up on B..not interested anymore

2. give up on trying to persuade vin to give up

3. not interested in anyone

4. got traumatised by my biz tut...due to a weird presenter and a weird Q&A session

5. i am not excited abt DnD anymore

6. i am way behind my readings

7. i dun have enuf time in my life or rather i have too many things in my life

8. Qi rox!!!

9. i am confident tt my GC will be fun!! coz i have a grp leader who seems super happening and funny..YEA

10. inevitably...i am waiting for time to roll along till i go DnD

11. some nice old lady came and preached to me just now..lol...=)

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