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06.30.05 (7:31 am) [edit]
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06.29.05 (9:44 pm) [edit]
sigh...wonder if it was a gd move to ask yvon to find out if he likes me...i guess tt i just won't give up...lol...no matter how dark e situation may seem...i just can't help hoping tt e sun will rise soon...well if it's not soon...maybe eventually.
funny...today dawn added me to friendster..tt's weird...i still rem her joining e class in sec 2 and i was e only one who bothered making frens with her...so we were damn close for like half a yr until she kinda 'ditched' me...oh well..no choice. wonder wat made her do tt back then...still wondering..maybe i'll never noe not tt it bothers me.
anyway~ yest i went out with grace and rubz again to 'The Village'...not too bad lahz...just tt these days my appetite hasn't been too gd so din eat much also...then we went Gelare for ice cream~ tt was yum...finally fulfilled my ice cream craving...had a piece of nice choc courtesy of Grace...
anyway...realised tt i can nvr go into suntec e same again...alot of memories...all nice ones...=) like me and e unity ppl + qi + dee going there for fish&co...like how da shoved a glass of water betwn our faces and ask 'ni yao lai mah??' while looking thru e glass right into my eyes...how he stupidly ganged up with qi and hid my phone and kept proclaiming tt if 'if i have it.....' he'll buy me aunt annie's...lol...then i din believe him coz he looked so guilty....lol...then he said then i buy u suntec! then we had such a stupid argument abt wat he can buy/cannot afford to buy....then end up...he din HAVE it...he HAD it..and passed to qi..damn stupid...me and him ran ard e place at like midnight over a stupid phone and whether he can afford suntec. stupid.
and of coz my ex colleagues too...all so sweet to me. esp chris, may, jolin, irene, rose, ben and paris =)
Sometimes, i keep a safe distance from these memories...as they unfold themselves...coz i noe...they will nvr come back again. esp my memories with da and corn...
funny...today dawn added me to friendster..tt's weird...i still rem her joining e class in sec 2 and i was e only one who bothered making frens with her...so we were damn close for like half a yr until she kinda 'ditched' me...oh well..no choice. wonder wat made her do tt back then...still wondering..maybe i'll never noe not tt it bothers me.
anyway~ yest i went out with grace and rubz again to 'The Village'...not too bad lahz...just tt these days my appetite hasn't been too gd so din eat much also...then we went Gelare for ice cream~ tt was yum...finally fulfilled my ice cream craving...had a piece of nice choc courtesy of Grace...
anyway...realised tt i can nvr go into suntec e same again...alot of memories...all nice ones...=) like me and e unity ppl + qi + dee going there for fish&co...like how da shoved a glass of water betwn our faces and ask 'ni yao lai mah??' while looking thru e glass right into my eyes...how he stupidly ganged up with qi and hid my phone and kept proclaiming tt if 'if i have it.....' he'll buy me aunt annie's...lol...then i din believe him coz he looked so guilty....lol...then he said then i buy u suntec! then we had such a stupid argument abt wat he can buy/cannot afford to buy....then end up...he din HAVE it...he HAD it..and passed to qi..damn stupid...me and him ran ard e place at like midnight over a stupid phone and whether he can afford suntec. stupid.
and of coz my ex colleagues too...all so sweet to me. esp chris, may, jolin, irene, rose, ben and paris =)
Sometimes, i keep a safe distance from these memories...as they unfold themselves...coz i noe...they will nvr come back again. esp my memories with da and corn...
lol
06.29.05 (7:08 am) [edit]
LOL...feeling much happier...i must admit tt e weird dream part 2 of nice...lol...anyway...now i am laffing till i'm dying...lol
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go change ur nick to a luckier one~
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
lol
Ter: unlucky me says:
nono
Ter: unlucky me says:
i insist on this nick
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
lol~ okie then
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
stubborn
Ter: unlucky me says:
;p
Ter: unlucky me says:
nt stubborn
Ter: unlucky me says:
is XXXXXXXX
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
XXXXXXXX??
Ter: unlucky me says:
dun noe
Ter: unlucky me says:
trying to find a word to replace it
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
standing by wat u believe in??
Ter: unlucky me says:
eh
Ter: unlucky me says:
a word
Ter: unlucky me says:
nt a sentence
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
zzzzzz
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
must be one word ahz
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
firm??
Ter: unlucky me says:
hmm i wan something profound
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
unyielding??
Ter: unlucky me says:
more chim leh
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
fixated
Ter: unlucky me says:
nonono
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
unwavering
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
undeviating
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
unporiostious
Ter: unlucky me says:
ar
Ter: unlucky me says:
this word is gd
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
e unporiostious??
Ter: unlucky me says:
ar
Ter: unlucky me says:
yeah
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
i invented it
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
of coz gd
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
no such word
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
lol
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
ah!! i laff until crazy le
Ter: unlucky me says:
chey
like...WTH! lol....stupid
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
go change ur nick to a luckier one~
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
lol
Ter: unlucky me says:
nono
Ter: unlucky me says:
i insist on this nick
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
lol~ okie then
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
stubborn
Ter: unlucky me says:
;p
Ter: unlucky me says:
nt stubborn
Ter: unlucky me says:
is XXXXXXXX
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
XXXXXXXX??
Ter: unlucky me says:
dun noe
Ter: unlucky me says:
trying to find a word to replace it
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
standing by wat u believe in??
Ter: unlucky me says:
eh
Ter: unlucky me says:
a word
Ter: unlucky me says:
nt a sentence
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
zzzzzz
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
must be one word ahz
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
firm??
Ter: unlucky me says:
hmm i wan something profound
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
unyielding??
Ter: unlucky me says:
more chim leh
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
fixated
Ter: unlucky me says:
nonono
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
unwavering
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
undeviating
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
unporiostious
Ter: unlucky me says:
ar
Ter: unlucky me says:
this word is gd
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
e unporiostious??
Ter: unlucky me says:
ar
Ter: unlucky me says:
yeah
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
i invented it
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
of coz gd
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
no such word
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
lol
k|t .: infectious insanity :. says:
ah!! i laff until crazy le
Ter: unlucky me says:
chey
like...WTH! lol....stupid
hmmm
06.28.05 (5:10 am) [edit]
well...before i start moping...i had quite a not too bad day (which is bad considering i went kbox which usu puts me in e brightest of moods).
okie...so yah...i went kbox lorz...lol...kbox with rubz and grace is damn diff form kbox with qi or my cousin...for one...there are more eng songs...no qi telling me tt i sing so e nice and just keep dian-ing songs for me...no cousin to tell me tt she thinks my key is wrong...lol...anyway if my cousin is here today she will kill me...lol...coz today somehow my voice abit thin...think coz of e damn sweet tea...oh well...guess pepsi still works best for me...heard it's gd for e throat (hmmm..forgot heard from who)
anyway okie lahz..realised tt rubz got a nice alto-tenor tone...abit unpolished but not too bad...grace needs warming up...(lol...okie...i shall cut e voice-analysis...not vp le)
anyway...yah so there...then we went arcade...amazingly i tied with grace at some whack buttons game..considering my arcade exp...tt's a feat...but my daytona totally sucks...lol...rubz was watching me with fascination coz i kept knocking into cars...walls...flipping over...there's like a damn big dent on my car...lol!!!!!!! maybe tt explains y i have no inclination to learn driving..
well...yah...typical day but i just can't get tt 2 or 3 minutes silence thing out of my mind...WAT THE HELL WERE U DOING??!!!!!
okie...hope i forget abt it soon...their competition is tmr le...all e best...i remain with u ppl in spirit...in flesh...i am too tired thinking abt every single detail betwn me n u...and getting sad over e uselessness of e situation and how u definitely won't like me...
hence...to prepare myself for e situation...i shall dedicate 2 lines to myself
他走了带不走你的 堂 风干后会留下彩虹 光
他走了你可以把梦 下 总会有个地方 等待爱飞翔
coz i noe...tt u will leave.....if u must...pls do............
anyway...qi...one day we go kbox..lol...today my singing was erm...not too gd..let's make it on e 7th or 8th....i predict...(dunnit fortune teller) tt i will be in a damn bad mood then....no prize for guessing y.
okie...so yah...i went kbox lorz...lol...kbox with rubz and grace is damn diff form kbox with qi or my cousin...for one...there are more eng songs...no qi telling me tt i sing so e nice and just keep dian-ing songs for me...no cousin to tell me tt she thinks my key is wrong...lol...anyway if my cousin is here today she will kill me...lol...coz today somehow my voice abit thin...think coz of e damn sweet tea...oh well...guess pepsi still works best for me...heard it's gd for e throat (hmmm..forgot heard from who)
anyway okie lahz..realised tt rubz got a nice alto-tenor tone...abit unpolished but not too bad...grace needs warming up...(lol...okie...i shall cut e voice-analysis...not vp le)
anyway...yah so there...then we went arcade...amazingly i tied with grace at some whack buttons game..considering my arcade exp...tt's a feat...but my daytona totally sucks...lol...rubz was watching me with fascination coz i kept knocking into cars...walls...flipping over...there's like a damn big dent on my car...lol!!!!!!! maybe tt explains y i have no inclination to learn driving..
well...yah...typical day but i just can't get tt 2 or 3 minutes silence thing out of my mind...WAT THE HELL WERE U DOING??!!!!!
okie...hope i forget abt it soon...their competition is tmr le...all e best...i remain with u ppl in spirit...in flesh...i am too tired thinking abt every single detail betwn me n u...and getting sad over e uselessness of e situation and how u definitely won't like me...
hence...to prepare myself for e situation...i shall dedicate 2 lines to myself
他走了带不走你的 堂 风干后会留下彩虹 光
他走了你可以把梦 下 总会有个地方 等待爱飞翔
coz i noe...tt u will leave.....if u must...pls do............
anyway...qi...one day we go kbox..lol...today my singing was erm...not too gd..let's make it on e 7th or 8th....i predict...(dunnit fortune teller) tt i will be in a damn bad mood then....no prize for guessing y.
my day.
06.27.05 (5:42 am) [edit]
well...i woke up (dragged myself out of bed) at 11am...read my bk till 2 pm during which i just kept thinking if i shld go send them off.
well...in e end i did...i stupidly took e train to simei...got out...and waited for e changi train thinking tt e same lane goes boon lay/changi...just wait for e changi words to flash and get on...i waited................6 boon lay trains went pass....then i realised...damnit!!!! *%"&%"&% e place to change train is tanah merah and not simei...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
then when i got to tanah merah...i was faced with a central lane for e changi train which pissed me off further so i so blind and blur...which convinced me it's a mistake going to e airport...lol...plus e fact tt i was thirsty with a bottle of horrid-tasting green tea did not cheer me up.
okie...so i arrived at terminal 2...my dear brother...tt stupid mr tay was late!!! and i noe he is reading this..then he showed me some of his compositions and a script written by someone...i must say his music is.......LOL...funny...3 pgs of rest...then end...wth...best. slacker like me. okie lahz...shall not be mean..i'm sure he's talented
after tt we went swensons and makaned...i insisted tt we go dutch (kinda..i just shoved him $10 which more or less covers it)...then sent him off NOTE: judge choir!! my choir rox!!
then i took e sky train to terminal 1 to send my choir off lorz...well...i hate to say this...rite from e min i saw da i knew it was a bad idea...to say he is cold is an understatement..he was freezing towards me. for starters...i arrived...said hi...everyone said hi...except him...he started at e piece of attendance paper in front of him lahz. okie. so maybe he is busy. i wait.
then kev and gloria came say hi...i said hi...da came over to mark their attendance and ask abt e missing ppl...i stared at da....he just turned his back towards me as he said hi to kew and gloria...i waited.
THEN...i give up...i said 'oi! u said hi to everyone except me u notice??' then LONG PAUSE...then he went 'hi....' PAUSE albeit a shorter one 'kit one' feel like screaming ahz. anyway i turned away...and sulked at a new corner..lol
THEN...i began to wonder y everyone except him can show me such interest..like xm came up to me and said 'teacher! u cut hair nicer...ur msn pic horz...e one with u new hairstyle not nice coz u take at hm rite...i take one for u now lahz...blah blah blah blah blah blah' while da just had his eyes glued to e paper. refused to look anywhere else. he was like clinging on to it like his life depended on how stuck his eyes were to it. FINE.
THEN...daniel and shao appeared with E...they came over talk a lil to me..then E drifted away...i can't say i blame E since i am e one we erected e wall betwn us to protect myself, him and his gf...so there...my fault. i dun blame him.
THEN tt xm heard abt e me, cw, free ticket, judge story...and he started grilling me on y a guy will want to give me a free air ticket....zzz...and blahz blahz blahz....until dear juat and hui appeared to pry his prying mind off my biz..lol...STILL...da remains quivering silent...
OKIE...nvm...so i went and talked to shi...acted les with her and told xm tt nop...nothing betwn me and cw coz i have a gf already blah blah...utter crap...until i cannot take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went and stood in front of all e choir ppl queueing up. then surprisingly da came and stood rite next to me. so near...so close...so silent!!!!!!!!!!! i realised tt i din noe wat i could say to unfreeze him...so we stood there...me, him, e piece of paper. silent. for like 3 minutes. complete silence...then he walked back to e queue...like wth...he just stood there next to me...doing nothing for 3 minutes not talking?!! okie not?!!!!!!!
SO...they began to go in...i just stood where i was...making small talk with e teachers...kwek...watching them esp him...then after they checked in baggage...i just felt tears in my eyes...so i silently left them. think only daniel and shao noticed tt i was visibly a lil upset...coz daniel so funny he said 'dun be jealous of me okie?' i said 'okie' then he gave me a weird look...then shao came over also after e baggage went in...just weird tt two j1s i'm not exactly close with came back after checking in to talk to me..so i told shao 'okie..i'm jealous of u ppl' then i pushed them towards e gate and said 'go lahz! dun get left behind' then while their backs were turned...i left...
lol..really felt like crying..so drama...okie...reason y i felt like crying (simple): y e hell is everyone except da so nice to me when i only want tt one person to be nice to me..damnit.
PS: gerald ng and his family like super close they just stood in a circle after checking in baggage when e rest of e choir all moved off...ng and his dad, mum, sis were hugging, kissing each other and almost in tears...touching family scene manz...
esp when i noe there are ppl whose dad just toss him money...mom just 'borrow' his money and just can't seem to get to see much of his parents. damnit.
PS2: i got yvon to tell da tt she think from her personal observation tt i might like da.
rationale (Simple): if u think u are dreaming (a dream like mine) a dream tt is like a roller coaster ride...sad, happy and mostly unfathomable...i for one will want to confirm if it is a dream...if it is just my own fabricated figment of a fairy tale in dreamworld...let me wake up for e longer i dream...e more i will feel attached to e dream...and e harder it will be for me to accept e reality in e waking world...for after all..once day i must wake up. if i noe tt it is a dream...allow me to rouse myself...or allow me to form a congregation of ppl with pots and pans to rouse me such tt although i will face an emptiness.....it will not be as harsh.
NOTE from Y: dun give up hope..coz he has yet to give up
bleahz...tt's erm..comforting...since i believe i am e one he is not giving up hope for and tt will lead me to prob no.2 won't it....
NOTE to CW: shld be a long enuf blog to occupy ur time while judging...btw...did i mention tt my choir rox?!!
well...in e end i did...i stupidly took e train to simei...got out...and waited for e changi train thinking tt e same lane goes boon lay/changi...just wait for e changi words to flash and get on...i waited................6 boon lay trains went pass....then i realised...damnit!!!! *%"&%"&% e place to change train is tanah merah and not simei...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
then when i got to tanah merah...i was faced with a central lane for e changi train which pissed me off further so i so blind and blur...which convinced me it's a mistake going to e airport...lol...plus e fact tt i was thirsty with a bottle of horrid-tasting green tea did not cheer me up.
okie...so i arrived at terminal 2...my dear brother...tt stupid mr tay was late!!! and i noe he is reading this..then he showed me some of his compositions and a script written by someone...i must say his music is.......LOL...funny...3 pgs of rest...then end...wth...best. slacker like me. okie lahz...shall not be mean..i'm sure he's talented
after tt we went swensons and makaned...i insisted tt we go dutch (kinda..i just shoved him $10 which more or less covers it)...then sent him off NOTE: judge choir!! my choir rox!!
then i took e sky train to terminal 1 to send my choir off lorz...well...i hate to say this...rite from e min i saw da i knew it was a bad idea...to say he is cold is an understatement..he was freezing towards me. for starters...i arrived...said hi...everyone said hi...except him...he started at e piece of attendance paper in front of him lahz. okie. so maybe he is busy. i wait.
then kev and gloria came say hi...i said hi...da came over to mark their attendance and ask abt e missing ppl...i stared at da....he just turned his back towards me as he said hi to kew and gloria...i waited.
THEN...i give up...i said 'oi! u said hi to everyone except me u notice??' then LONG PAUSE...then he went 'hi....' PAUSE albeit a shorter one 'kit one' feel like screaming ahz. anyway i turned away...and sulked at a new corner..lol
THEN...i began to wonder y everyone except him can show me such interest..like xm came up to me and said 'teacher! u cut hair nicer...ur msn pic horz...e one with u new hairstyle not nice coz u take at hm rite...i take one for u now lahz...blah blah blah blah blah blah' while da just had his eyes glued to e paper. refused to look anywhere else. he was like clinging on to it like his life depended on how stuck his eyes were to it. FINE.
THEN...daniel and shao appeared with E...they came over talk a lil to me..then E drifted away...i can't say i blame E since i am e one we erected e wall betwn us to protect myself, him and his gf...so there...my fault. i dun blame him.
THEN tt xm heard abt e me, cw, free ticket, judge story...and he started grilling me on y a guy will want to give me a free air ticket....zzz...and blahz blahz blahz....until dear juat and hui appeared to pry his prying mind off my biz..lol...STILL...da remains quivering silent...
OKIE...nvm...so i went and talked to shi...acted les with her and told xm tt nop...nothing betwn me and cw coz i have a gf already blah blah...utter crap...until i cannot take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went and stood in front of all e choir ppl queueing up. then surprisingly da came and stood rite next to me. so near...so close...so silent!!!!!!!!!!! i realised tt i din noe wat i could say to unfreeze him...so we stood there...me, him, e piece of paper. silent. for like 3 minutes. complete silence...then he walked back to e queue...like wth...he just stood there next to me...doing nothing for 3 minutes not talking?!! okie not?!!!!!!!
SO...they began to go in...i just stood where i was...making small talk with e teachers...kwek...watching them esp him...then after they checked in baggage...i just felt tears in my eyes...so i silently left them. think only daniel and shao noticed tt i was visibly a lil upset...coz daniel so funny he said 'dun be jealous of me okie?' i said 'okie' then he gave me a weird look...then shao came over also after e baggage went in...just weird tt two j1s i'm not exactly close with came back after checking in to talk to me..so i told shao 'okie..i'm jealous of u ppl' then i pushed them towards e gate and said 'go lahz! dun get left behind' then while their backs were turned...i left...
lol..really felt like crying..so drama...okie...reason y i felt like crying (simple): y e hell is everyone except da so nice to me when i only want tt one person to be nice to me..damnit.
PS: gerald ng and his family like super close they just stood in a circle after checking in baggage when e rest of e choir all moved off...ng and his dad, mum, sis were hugging, kissing each other and almost in tears...touching family scene manz...
esp when i noe there are ppl whose dad just toss him money...mom just 'borrow' his money and just can't seem to get to see much of his parents. damnit.
PS2: i got yvon to tell da tt she think from her personal observation tt i might like da.
rationale (Simple): if u think u are dreaming (a dream like mine) a dream tt is like a roller coaster ride...sad, happy and mostly unfathomable...i for one will want to confirm if it is a dream...if it is just my own fabricated figment of a fairy tale in dreamworld...let me wake up for e longer i dream...e more i will feel attached to e dream...and e harder it will be for me to accept e reality in e waking world...for after all..once day i must wake up. if i noe tt it is a dream...allow me to rouse myself...or allow me to form a congregation of ppl with pots and pans to rouse me such tt although i will face an emptiness.....it will not be as harsh.
NOTE from Y: dun give up hope..coz he has yet to give up
bleahz...tt's erm..comforting...since i believe i am e one he is not giving up hope for and tt will lead me to prob no.2 won't it....
NOTE to CW: shld be a long enuf blog to occupy ur time while judging...btw...did i mention tt my choir rox?!!
well.....
06.25.05 (7:43 pm) [edit]
hmmm...yest after my super fun day..
me and grace challenged each other in neopets games...only then did i realise how rusty i am...very long nvr play those games le..lol...been so long sia...okie...think i shld play more..surprisingly, some quite easy to get neopoint de...just tt i nvr noticed them.
then ting told me tt maybe she and edwin will break...tt's abit of e sad considering they have been together for like 2 yrs 3 months or something...he even got her a ring....fixes her home appliances...taught her sis tuition and goes to her house for dinner once a wk...it's almost like a divorce i guess...just tt all e paperwork is cut out...doesn't help tt he's ting's first r/s...well GUYS! bleahz. ting rox ahz..but some ppl dun appreciate. nvm...ting can join me in my swinging singles club. hmph.
anyway...today i just din feel like meeting astro for more econs bahz....guess i needed some time for myself to think abt things...to type more compos for my student...to just stone and waste my life away a bit...sorry ahz...ass-hole astro...this just means tt u shld start studying EARLIER for ur prelims and 'A's
NOTE: ji'en...time for u to start lahz...zzzzzzz
Anyway........i dunno lahz..dunno wat to say..to conclude this is a weird world.
PS: i'm starting a scrap-bk of sorts...paste everything tt interest me and i have research upon inside plus comic strips...coolz~~ (since i so free anyway)
PS2: Grace...u really dun want go commission ball??
PS3: funny....i give u chances...but things seem stagnated...VERY FUNNY. oh well...
me and grace challenged each other in neopets games...only then did i realise how rusty i am...very long nvr play those games le..lol...been so long sia...okie...think i shld play more..surprisingly, some quite easy to get neopoint de...just tt i nvr noticed them.
then ting told me tt maybe she and edwin will break...tt's abit of e sad considering they have been together for like 2 yrs 3 months or something...he even got her a ring....fixes her home appliances...taught her sis tuition and goes to her house for dinner once a wk...it's almost like a divorce i guess...just tt all e paperwork is cut out...doesn't help tt he's ting's first r/s...well GUYS! bleahz. ting rox ahz..but some ppl dun appreciate. nvm...ting can join me in my swinging singles club. hmph.
anyway...today i just din feel like meeting astro for more econs bahz....guess i needed some time for myself to think abt things...to type more compos for my student...to just stone and waste my life away a bit...sorry ahz...ass-hole astro...this just means tt u shld start studying EARLIER for ur prelims and 'A's
NOTE: ji'en...time for u to start lahz...zzzzzzz
Anyway........i dunno lahz..dunno wat to say..to conclude this is a weird world.
PS: i'm starting a scrap-bk of sorts...paste everything tt interest me and i have research upon inside plus comic strips...coolz~~ (since i so free anyway)
PS2: Grace...u really dun want go commission ball??
PS3: funny....i give u chances...but things seem stagnated...VERY FUNNY. oh well...
=)
06.25.05 (6:02 am) [edit]
had a great day...got out at woodlands mrt station to be greeted by swaying palm trees...talk abt cool! lol...okie and apparently grace, rubz and weijie prob took e same train as me...coz we arrived at like abt same time. well..i realised tt it's quite nice seeing them...think we have become close frens...=)
anyway...funniest thing today...rubz told grace to sit on e pool table which grace did in her short skirt...weijie's face went like 'ARGH' as he squeezed his eyes shut...lol...wat can i say damn decent guy..lol....
anyway...went arcade too..quite fun..regaining my lost childhood. e racing cars thing was great manz...and damn funny we played a trivia game...e last qn was a music qn...they played a tune and asked wat sound is it...3 options i just whacked e 1960s tune thing and correct..damnit..lol...i'm such a BAD arcade person and i got us our only 55 tickets pts..yea manz~~ lol..i broke e tie for top place! (talk abt luck)
anyway..was fun~ thanks ppl!
PS: woodlands library not bad
anyway...funniest thing today...rubz told grace to sit on e pool table which grace did in her short skirt...weijie's face went like 'ARGH' as he squeezed his eyes shut...lol...wat can i say damn decent guy..lol....
anyway...went arcade too..quite fun..regaining my lost childhood. e racing cars thing was great manz...and damn funny we played a trivia game...e last qn was a music qn...they played a tune and asked wat sound is it...3 options i just whacked e 1960s tune thing and correct..damnit..lol...i'm such a BAD arcade person and i got us our only 55 tickets pts..yea manz~~ lol..i broke e tie for top place! (talk abt luck)
anyway..was fun~ thanks ppl!
PS: woodlands library not bad
when i....
06.22.05 (5:56 am) [edit]
when i love someone...i love with all i have. and at tt pt...e becomes my greatest sorrow and my greatest happiness.
when i dun love someone...he simply becomes my sorrow..my failure.
when i love someone...there will come a pt when i hesitate to say hi on msn...coz i'm afraid i am bothering him even when he is prob damn free
when i dun love someone...there will too come a pt when i hestitate to say hi on msn...tt is when i fear i will say e wrong things to hurt him/lead him wrong and for e exertion i must go to in case i cross into either boundary from e small no-mans land i stand on.
when i love someone...i cry when he plays e piano coz i believe all e music to perhaps be for me then i realise tt perhaps they aren't...so in betwn e joy of it being for me or e sorrow of it not being for me...i cry.
when i dun love someone...i cry when he plays e piano coz i noe it is for me, but i can never accept it.
Sometimes i am so silly...like how i will click on u everytime u are online...but resist saying hi..for fear tt u dun reply. so silly. but i keep e chat window open..w/o chatting looking at ur nick...waiting to see if it changes...trying to decipher it.
Daniel asked me...y i dun give ppl who like me a chance...'just try lahz' in his words...but i can't...coz if anyone can try...then wat's e pt of love?? Yah. so cannot try de. Now daniel is telling me he will try those 'acceptable' ones...wth...lol..(yuli...tt means u not acceptable...oh no)...Daniel's dumb!!
anyway..i just said elloz to da. perhaps he will respond...i'm unhappy enuf le...any worse e most i cry then will feel better anyway...if not also can't get worse.
Actually.....i guess i just have a knack for getting probs in my love life. no choice. everyone has a bane in their lives...maybe it is an allegry e.g. seafood...or perhaps a person e.g. someone who jinx them or an overly protective/indulgent parent...well my bane is my love life then. bleahz.
when i dun love someone...he simply becomes my sorrow..my failure.
when i love someone...there will come a pt when i hesitate to say hi on msn...coz i'm afraid i am bothering him even when he is prob damn free
when i dun love someone...there will too come a pt when i hestitate to say hi on msn...tt is when i fear i will say e wrong things to hurt him/lead him wrong and for e exertion i must go to in case i cross into either boundary from e small no-mans land i stand on.
when i love someone...i cry when he plays e piano coz i believe all e music to perhaps be for me then i realise tt perhaps they aren't...so in betwn e joy of it being for me or e sorrow of it not being for me...i cry.
when i dun love someone...i cry when he plays e piano coz i noe it is for me, but i can never accept it.
Sometimes i am so silly...like how i will click on u everytime u are online...but resist saying hi..for fear tt u dun reply. so silly. but i keep e chat window open..w/o chatting looking at ur nick...waiting to see if it changes...trying to decipher it.
Daniel asked me...y i dun give ppl who like me a chance...'just try lahz' in his words...but i can't...coz if anyone can try...then wat's e pt of love?? Yah. so cannot try de. Now daniel is telling me he will try those 'acceptable' ones...wth...lol..(yuli...tt means u not acceptable...oh no)...Daniel's dumb!!
anyway..i just said elloz to da. perhaps he will respond...i'm unhappy enuf le...any worse e most i cry then will feel better anyway...if not also can't get worse.
Actually.....i guess i just have a knack for getting probs in my love life. no choice. everyone has a bane in their lives...maybe it is an allegry e.g. seafood...or perhaps a person e.g. someone who jinx them or an overly protective/indulgent parent...well my bane is my love life then. bleahz.
bored
06.21.05 (8:27 pm) [edit]
Questionaire 1
Name: kit
Nickname: too many...e.g. kitty, doggy, kit one (only one person may call me that), crazygal
Sex: female
Location: in front of computer (duh)
Hometown: Singapore
Height: 160cm exactly.
Eye Colour: black
Hair colour: black with some white hair
What does your name mean: LOL
Graduation year: depends wat i grad from..uni will be 2009
Favourite relatives: hmmmm...mum, dad, cousin pf
Favourite TV show: chi drama serial..lol
In the car, air conditioning or open window?: open window at nite...air-con in e day
Do you believe in yourself?: of coz...no other living person more worthy for me to believe in.
Favourite games: mahjong, pool (i just love laffing at myself), monopoly, scrabble, diadee, poker, blackjack
Favourite drink: pepsi twist
Favourite food: hmmmm...alot. e.g ice cream (esp those rich thick ones and mochi), fried stuff, things with cheese, baked pasta, mushroom (e dong gu kind), kfc large whipped potato, e fish and chips near my house, long john silver fries, any kinda soup........lots more! lol...getting hungry??
Favourite colour: wellllll...feeling abit undecided over fav colour these days...i still like silver and white..but now i like orange green blue pink red as well....lucky to be neither blind nor colourblind u see..so shld be appreciative
Favourite sound: hmmmm...music =p...and e bell chime every first day of e month at noon..loved it when i was a kid...will countdown to it..lol
Favourite smell: food and maybe perfume
Worst feeling in the world: tough qn. prob losing someone u noe
Best feeling in the world: knowing that e one u love remembers something about u
Favourite album: hmmmm...dun really have one
First thought in the morning: wat time is it?? damn my clock spoil...not yet change battery (LOL!!)
Roller coasters-deadly or exciting?: Exciting
How many rings before you answer the phone: well..usu when e house phone rings...me and my dad and my mom whoever is home will rush there...scrutinize e caller-id...look at who's fren it is..and e person will ans...usu takes abt 20 secs. as for hp...i will scrutinize e caller-id...think abt whether to ans...then yupz...depends on e answerability of e individual.
Future sons names: nvr tot of it...sorry i only tot of gal names (i'm sexist.) gals i noe Chloe and Michelle seems nice...Michelle goes with ANY surname..u can try.
Are you a good friend?: of coz..
Chocolate or vanilla cake?: Chocolate (hopefully fudge)
What do you drive: drive everyone to fits of laughter.
Thunderstorms, cool or scary?: cool
What is your zodiac sign: Aries
What do you wear to bed?: tshirt and shorts
Do you eat stems of broccoli?: i hate all parts of a broccoli
If you could dye your hair one colour, what would it be?:
a lil brown/reddish
If you could have a tattoo, what and where would it be?: i dun want a tattoo.
Favourite brand of gum: no idea
What's on the walls in your room?: clock (e battery flat one) and my kindergarden grad photos. so e cute.
Is the glass half empty or half full?: for me...it's half full and will become full! (optimist)
Pick a song that describes yourself, or you relate to: Journey...sang by angela zhang...lyrics by our dear local corrinne may
Favourite flavour Snapple: dun rem wat flavours there are
Which one, Coke or Pepsi?: Pepsi Twist or Coke.
Which kind of milk is your favourite?: HL
Are you a righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?: right-handed if tt's wat u are asking
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: nop...but i still type damn fast. no doubt abt it
When you meet a person of the opposite sex, you notice their: hmmmmm..everything..i'm observant...need to file and catelog them for future matchmaking u noe!
If you could be any gardening tool, what would you be?: those scissors...snipers kind...coz u are perfecting or at least trying to make something look alot better...like how i want to help make e lives of ppl ard me better! (wow...sounds like a beauty pageant ans...i got potential sia)
What kind of shoe would you be if you had the option?:
e new bata shoes i bought tt are painted on...e pics on me will be a lil gal and boy at e side of each shoe...then if i put my feet together they will be leaning on each other..so cute! lol
If you could do anything to the person you hate the most, what would it be?: have enuf courage to tell them y exactly i hate them then have enough generosity to accept him/her as a fren and help her/him change...but of coz! i lack tt generosity..lol...usu i just tell tt person off and leave him/her to reflect and if dun change he/her can rot and die.
What's under your bed?: a mattress
What's the best number in the World? 23...i just like it. i like most prime numbers though.
Favourite position ?: at hm..on e bed either sleeping/reading&list ening to music
HEEZ...tt's another creation of my really bored mind.
Name: kit
Nickname: too many...e.g. kitty, doggy, kit one (only one person may call me that), crazygal
Sex: female
Location: in front of computer (duh)
Hometown: Singapore
Height: 160cm exactly.
Eye Colour: black
Hair colour: black with some white hair
What does your name mean: LOL
Graduation year: depends wat i grad from..uni will be 2009
Favourite relatives: hmmmm...mum, dad, cousin pf
Favourite TV show: chi drama serial..lol
In the car, air conditioning or open window?: open window at nite...air-con in e day
Do you believe in yourself?: of coz...no other living person more worthy for me to believe in.
Favourite games: mahjong, pool (i just love laffing at myself), monopoly, scrabble, diadee, poker, blackjack
Favourite drink: pepsi twist
Favourite food: hmmmm...alot. e.g ice cream (esp those rich thick ones and mochi), fried stuff, things with cheese, baked pasta, mushroom (e dong gu kind), kfc large whipped potato, e fish and chips near my house, long john silver fries, any kinda soup........lots more! lol...getting hungry??
Favourite colour: wellllll...feeling abit undecided over fav colour these days...i still like silver and white..but now i like orange green blue pink red as well....lucky to be neither blind nor colourblind u see..so shld be appreciative
Favourite sound: hmmmm...music =p...and e bell chime every first day of e month at noon..loved it when i was a kid...will countdown to it..lol
Favourite smell: food and maybe perfume
Worst feeling in the world: tough qn. prob losing someone u noe
Best feeling in the world: knowing that e one u love remembers something about u
Favourite album: hmmmm...dun really have one
First thought in the morning: wat time is it?? damn my clock spoil...not yet change battery (LOL!!)
Roller coasters-deadly or exciting?: Exciting
How many rings before you answer the phone: well..usu when e house phone rings...me and my dad and my mom whoever is home will rush there...scrutinize e caller-id...look at who's fren it is..and e person will ans...usu takes abt 20 secs. as for hp...i will scrutinize e caller-id...think abt whether to ans...then yupz...depends on e answerability of e individual.
Future sons names: nvr tot of it...sorry i only tot of gal names (i'm sexist.) gals i noe Chloe and Michelle seems nice...Michelle goes with ANY surname..u can try.
Are you a good friend?: of coz..
Chocolate or vanilla cake?: Chocolate (hopefully fudge)
What do you drive: drive everyone to fits of laughter.
Thunderstorms, cool or scary?: cool
What is your zodiac sign: Aries
What do you wear to bed?: tshirt and shorts
Do you eat stems of broccoli?: i hate all parts of a broccoli
If you could dye your hair one colour, what would it be?:
a lil brown/reddish
If you could have a tattoo, what and where would it be?: i dun want a tattoo.
Favourite brand of gum: no idea
What's on the walls in your room?: clock (e battery flat one) and my kindergarden grad photos. so e cute.
Is the glass half empty or half full?: for me...it's half full and will become full! (optimist)
Pick a song that describes yourself, or you relate to: Journey...sang by angela zhang...lyrics by our dear local corrinne may
Favourite flavour Snapple: dun rem wat flavours there are
Which one, Coke or Pepsi?: Pepsi Twist or Coke.
Which kind of milk is your favourite?: HL
Are you a righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?: right-handed if tt's wat u are asking
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: nop...but i still type damn fast. no doubt abt it
When you meet a person of the opposite sex, you notice their: hmmmmm..everything..i'm observant...need to file and catelog them for future matchmaking u noe!
If you could be any gardening tool, what would you be?: those scissors...snipers kind...coz u are perfecting or at least trying to make something look alot better...like how i want to help make e lives of ppl ard me better! (wow...sounds like a beauty pageant ans...i got potential sia)
What kind of shoe would you be if you had the option?:
e new bata shoes i bought tt are painted on...e pics on me will be a lil gal and boy at e side of each shoe...then if i put my feet together they will be leaning on each other..so cute! lol
If you could do anything to the person you hate the most, what would it be?: have enuf courage to tell them y exactly i hate them then have enough generosity to accept him/her as a fren and help her/him change...but of coz! i lack tt generosity..lol...usu i just tell tt person off and leave him/her to reflect and if dun change he/her can rot and die.
What's under your bed?: a mattress
What's the best number in the World? 23...i just like it. i like most prime numbers though.
Favourite position ?: at hm..on e bed either sleeping/reading&list ening to music
HEEZ...tt's another creation of my really bored mind.
more crap
06.21.05 (6:54 am) [edit]
Show us what you have and havent done. How
much do you know or expect?
You know the drill: copy it, paste it into a new
email, adjust the answers
and send it to everyone including me. Don't lie!! Tell
the complete truth!!
X= yes
( ) snuck out of the house
( x ) gotten lost
( ) seen a shooting star (but tt's my dream!)
( x ) been to any other countries besides yours
( ) had serious surgery
( x ) gone out in public in your pyjamas
( ) kissed a stranger
( ) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
( x ) had alcohol
( x ) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your
nose
( x ) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
( x ) swore at your parents
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts
( x ) been in love
( x ) been close to love
( ) been to a casino
( ) had braces
( ) broken a bone
( x ) been high (all e time)
( ) skinny-dipped
( x ) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
( x ) saw a therapist/counsellor (long story! lol)
( x ) done the splits (can only do a particular styled one...dun rem wat it's named exactly)
( x ) played spin the bottle
( x ) gotten stitches (Can't remember though)
( x ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour (yea...i had indigestion after tt)
( ) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
( x ) gotten the chicken pox
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
( x ) ridden in a taxi (duh)
( ) shoplifted
( x ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( x ) had feelings for someone who didnt have
them back
( x ) stole something from your job (mr sas's pen..actually i forgot to give it back lahz!)
( x ) gone on a blind date
( x ) lied to a friend
( x ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in New Orleans
( x ) been to Europe
( ) saw someone die
( ) Been to Africa
( ) Driven interstate
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
( x ) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( x ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Had swallowed a chewing/bubble gum
( x ) Slept past your stop in MRT
( ) Hacked a website
( x ) Continuosly stayed awake for 24 hrs.
( x ) Continuosly stayed awake for 36 hrs.
( ) Continuosly stayed awake for 48 hrs.
( ) Continuosly stayed awake for 72 hrs.
( x ) Lied to a girl/boy that you did not like her
when you actually did
( x ) Screamed while watching a horror movie
( x ) Had been on a date
( ) Had like 2 guys/gals at the same time.
much do you know or expect?
You know the drill: copy it, paste it into a new
email, adjust the answers
and send it to everyone including me. Don't lie!! Tell
the complete truth!!
X= yes
( ) snuck out of the house
( x ) gotten lost
( ) seen a shooting star (but tt's my dream!)
( x ) been to any other countries besides yours
( ) had serious surgery
( x ) gone out in public in your pyjamas
( ) kissed a stranger
( ) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
( x ) had alcohol
( x ) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your
nose
( x ) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
( x ) swore at your parents
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts
( x ) been in love
( x ) been close to love
( ) been to a casino
( ) had braces
( ) broken a bone
( x ) been high (all e time)
( ) skinny-dipped
( x ) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
( x ) saw a therapist/counsellor (long story! lol)
( x ) done the splits (can only do a particular styled one...dun rem wat it's named exactly)
( x ) played spin the bottle
( x ) gotten stitches (Can't remember though)
( x ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour (yea...i had indigestion after tt)
( ) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
( x ) gotten the chicken pox
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
( x ) ridden in a taxi (duh)
( ) shoplifted
( x ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( x ) had feelings for someone who didnt have
them back
( x ) stole something from your job (mr sas's pen..actually i forgot to give it back lahz!)
( x ) gone on a blind date
( x ) lied to a friend
( x ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in New Orleans
( x ) been to Europe
( ) saw someone die
( ) Been to Africa
( ) Driven interstate
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
( x ) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( x ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Had swallowed a chewing/bubble gum
( x ) Slept past your stop in MRT
( ) Hacked a website
( x ) Continuosly stayed awake for 24 hrs.
( x ) Continuosly stayed awake for 36 hrs.
( ) Continuosly stayed awake for 48 hrs.
( ) Continuosly stayed awake for 72 hrs.
( x ) Lied to a girl/boy that you did not like her
when you actually did
( x ) Screamed while watching a horror movie
( x ) Had been on a date
( ) Had like 2 guys/gals at the same time.
something
06.21.05 (6:43 am) [edit]
Name 20 friends without looking at the questions and answer the questions with regard to your friend to the corresponding number
1. Qi
2. Ting
3. Shan
4. Grace
5. rubin
6. corn
7. david
8. edi
9. weijie
10. Sam
11. ji'en
12. huiteng
13. yuli
14. kaiteng
15. susan
16. terence
17. yunus
18. siew mei
19. leong koon
20. sky
now... for d quiz...
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Who is #8 going out with? his gf whom he sees once in 3 mths..bleahz
Is #9 a girl or boy? guy
Would #11 and #2 go out? noe each other...nvr gone out even as a grp before. #2 is attached and #11 is e shyest guy i noe..so doubt they will
How about #18 and #4? dunno each other...but let's just say they are VERY diff...one's a spendthrift e other's damn frugal..nothing in common except chi A
What grade is #17 in? in NS...goone to go NTU for his teaching bachelor to become a melayu cikgu
When was the kast time you talked to #12? yest online
What is #6 favourite band? tt's my ex maths teacher...it shld be wu yin liang pin before they got disbanded..if not then one of his noah ark combos
Does #1 have any siblings? a younger bro...sec 2...act dao...see me dun smile one..bleahz
Would you ever date #3? she got bf le...my pri sch fren somemore..cannot cannot...later he get too agitated fight with his twin for goldfish...then it will mean heaven is bling...muahahahaha(i'm mean)
Would you ever date #7? well #7 happens to be mr toh...fated! lol...wat do u think??
Is #16 single? single and nvr attached before. unless it is to bio..
What is #15's last name?: Teo
What is #5's middle name?: dun have one...but i could give her one...how abt 'Hitler'??
What's #10 fantasy? to be a world class musician and travel the world spreading God's love and teachings through music and missionary work
Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? Perhaps...u nvr noe till u matchmake them...they dun noe each other currently...so i dun see y not..both available and single (maybe it's fate tt u mentioned it...let me matchmake them NOW)
Tell me a random fact about #11. His fav line is 'so qiao!' and he loves NS
Have you ever had a crush on #16? 16 happens to be terence..lol...hohoho...let me see...let's just say tt i dun like him till tt extent currently..lol
Are #5 and #6 best friends? dun even noe each other..
Does #7 like #20? they dunno each other..pj is too big
how did you meet #15? same class at crescent...she used to sit behind me u see...and she's quite close to e gal i always go hm with..naturally we become gd frens =)
PS: this is fun
1. Qi
2. Ting
3. Shan
4. Grace
5. rubin
6. corn
7. david
8. edi
9. weijie
10. Sam
11. ji'en
12. huiteng
13. yuli
14. kaiteng
15. susan
16. terence
17. yunus
18. siew mei
19. leong koon
20. sky
now... for d quiz...
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Who is #8 going out with? his gf whom he sees once in 3 mths..bleahz
Is #9 a girl or boy? guy
Would #11 and #2 go out? noe each other...nvr gone out even as a grp before. #2 is attached and #11 is e shyest guy i noe..so doubt they will
How about #18 and #4? dunno each other...but let's just say they are VERY diff...one's a spendthrift e other's damn frugal..nothing in common except chi A
What grade is #17 in? in NS...goone to go NTU for his teaching bachelor to become a melayu cikgu
When was the kast time you talked to #12? yest online
What is #6 favourite band? tt's my ex maths teacher...it shld be wu yin liang pin before they got disbanded..if not then one of his noah ark combos
Does #1 have any siblings? a younger bro...sec 2...act dao...see me dun smile one..bleahz
Would you ever date #3? she got bf le...my pri sch fren somemore..cannot cannot...later he get too agitated fight with his twin for goldfish...then it will mean heaven is bling...muahahahaha(i'm mean)
Would you ever date #7? well #7 happens to be mr toh...fated! lol...wat do u think??
Is #16 single? single and nvr attached before. unless it is to bio..
What is #15's last name?: Teo
What is #5's middle name?: dun have one...but i could give her one...how abt 'Hitler'??
What's #10 fantasy? to be a world class musician and travel the world spreading God's love and teachings through music and missionary work
Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? Perhaps...u nvr noe till u matchmake them...they dun noe each other currently...so i dun see y not..both available and single (maybe it's fate tt u mentioned it...let me matchmake them NOW)
Tell me a random fact about #11. His fav line is 'so qiao!' and he loves NS
Have you ever had a crush on #16? 16 happens to be terence..lol...hohoho...let me see...let's just say tt i dun like him till tt extent currently..lol
Are #5 and #6 best friends? dun even noe each other..
Does #7 like #20? they dunno each other..pj is too big
how did you meet #15? same class at crescent...she used to sit behind me u see...and she's quite close to e gal i always go hm with..naturally we become gd frens =)
PS: this is fun
heez
06.20.05 (6:35 am) [edit]
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
hmmm.. in a sense, u r rather unique
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
u hav a gd sense of craziness, a kind that makes ppl juz
giv up n laugh along with ya instaed fo getting pissed..
k|t says:
new term!
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
when u r excited n happy, u r NOT afraid to show it, n when u r unhappy, u show it too
k|t says:
gd sense of craziness
k|t says:
lol
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
it another sense, u r real
k|t says:
oh no!! u won't want to use tt word
k|t says:
coz mr boh summarized me with tt word
k|t says:
oh no! grace...wat is transpiring betwn u and mr boh??
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
u make ppl able to trust u, yet able to hav fun with u, u endear urself to everyone
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
. honest, u r REAl, sometimes, i feel like i'm walking ard with a mask.. but u juz ppl a v comfortable feeling, dat u wun hide stuff n purposely pls ppl...
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
u say wat's d truth yet at d same time not in a hurtful manner... i've neva met some1 like u b4 n truly, every outing with ya is juz FUN, CRAZY
Character analysis courtesy of Grace (with her very crumpled cert..lol)
PS: i ate mochi ice cream today with qi...yumz yumz...and ting is in for a surprise tmr...(shall not post wat it is yet...sworn to utmost secrecy)
hmmm.. in a sense, u r rather unique
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
u hav a gd sense of craziness, a kind that makes ppl juz
giv up n laugh along with ya instaed fo getting pissed..
k|t says:
new term!
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
when u r excited n happy, u r NOT afraid to show it, n when u r unhappy, u show it too
k|t says:
gd sense of craziness
k|t says:
lol
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
it another sense, u r real
k|t says:
oh no!! u won't want to use tt word
k|t says:
coz mr boh summarized me with tt word
k|t says:
oh no! grace...wat is transpiring betwn u and mr boh??
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
u make ppl able to trust u, yet able to hav fun with u, u endear urself to everyone
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
. honest, u r REAl, sometimes, i feel like i'm walking ard with a mask.. but u juz ppl a v comfortable feeling, dat u wun hide stuff n purposely pls ppl...
G.R.A.C.e s@y$ "WO de tian tang jiu shi you NI zai de di fang" says:
u say wat's d truth yet at d same time not in a hurtful manner... i've neva met some1 like u b4 n truly, every outing with ya is juz FUN, CRAZY
Character analysis courtesy of Grace (with her very crumpled cert..lol)
PS: i ate mochi ice cream today with qi...yumz yumz...and ting is in for a surprise tmr...(shall not post wat it is yet...sworn to utmost secrecy)
bleahz
06.19.05 (5:21 am) [edit]
i realised one thing...one impt thing...i cannot forget e way corn looked at me back then...a single instance tt i will rem for my whole existence.
a single instant whereby i din understand y our eyes locked. how it locked and e intensity behind ur eyes.
but now i can nvr forget it.
u said so many things abt me...things i will nvr forget tt will guide me thru my Life.
I thank You.
Often...(like today for example)...i wonder if perhaps we can pretend tt time nvr did lapse betwn us...tt if i close my eyes...u will appear next to me and tell me some lame joke..
But i do realised tt i had my one shot at everlasting true love...we failed.
But, Thank you...i noe tt 10, 20 yrs down e rd at watever ceremony i go to...i will thank u on stage and say 'It is because of you that i have come to realise my potential, my abilities and the fact that i am alive.'
a single instant whereby i din understand y our eyes locked. how it locked and e intensity behind ur eyes.
but now i can nvr forget it.
u said so many things abt me...things i will nvr forget tt will guide me thru my Life.
I thank You.
Often...(like today for example)...i wonder if perhaps we can pretend tt time nvr did lapse betwn us...tt if i close my eyes...u will appear next to me and tell me some lame joke..
But i do realised tt i had my one shot at everlasting true love...we failed.
But, Thank you...i noe tt 10, 20 yrs down e rd at watever ceremony i go to...i will thank u on stage and say 'It is because of you that i have come to realise my potential, my abilities and the fact that i am alive.'
hmmmmmm
06.18.05 (5:55 am) [edit]
well..weird day...
1. last nite or shld i say early this morn since it was 1 am...i decided to stop reading e 'Out' bk...too traumatising...and decided it seems evil and it made me have evil ideas abt e best means of dismemberment...totally freaky...lol...but this morn i woke up and just continued reading...i guess t trauma will pass and it is after all pretty gd lit
2. my dad told me tt my great grand dad owned Great World Amusement Park...like how cool is tt?!! it's almost like Escape theme park...my dad described it as a totally family entertainment wholesome place...but according to rubin who's mom went there as a child...there was a cabaret!!! muahahahaha...my great grand dad indirectly ran a cabaret!! and he become bankrupt ahz!! coz he always play mahjong with e other rich towkay...then got bankrupt lahz!! so sad!!!!
3. my Grand aunt...flew off to HK to become an opera singer...unfortunately...she died there and nvr came back to Sg since her departure when she was a youth...but it appeared tt she was famous in e 1950s...=) cool grand-aunt...
4. a weird day out with rubz grace jiayi and weijie...totally weird but i can't place it...we did e normal things...just seemed weird...rubin noticed it too and aksed me if i noticed anything...anyway rubz is so sweet...she said she kept keeping an eye on me in case someone *cough cough* abducts me...but i assured her won't lahz... coz tt someone had a new goal le...lol...guess she's paranoid...(somehow something inside me rite now says no...but oh well. i am optimistic)
5. some ppl like to act as if they own me...well they dun. i hate it when YOU msg me and expect me to drop my frens to meet YOU. who do u think YOU are?? irritating...
Once a crack appears on an iceberg, the two sides begin drifting apart....
1. last nite or shld i say early this morn since it was 1 am...i decided to stop reading e 'Out' bk...too traumatising...and decided it seems evil and it made me have evil ideas abt e best means of dismemberment...totally freaky...lol...but this morn i woke up and just continued reading...i guess t trauma will pass and it is after all pretty gd lit
2. my dad told me tt my great grand dad owned Great World Amusement Park...like how cool is tt?!! it's almost like Escape theme park...my dad described it as a totally family entertainment wholesome place...but according to rubin who's mom went there as a child...there was a cabaret!!! muahahahaha...my great grand dad indirectly ran a cabaret!! and he become bankrupt ahz!! coz he always play mahjong with e other rich towkay...then got bankrupt lahz!! so sad!!!!
3. my Grand aunt...flew off to HK to become an opera singer...unfortunately...she died there and nvr came back to Sg since her departure when she was a youth...but it appeared tt she was famous in e 1950s...=) cool grand-aunt...
4. a weird day out with rubz grace jiayi and weijie...totally weird but i can't place it...we did e normal things...just seemed weird...rubin noticed it too and aksed me if i noticed anything...anyway rubz is so sweet...she said she kept keeping an eye on me in case someone *cough cough* abducts me...but i assured her won't lahz... coz tt someone had a new goal le...lol...guess she's paranoid...(somehow something inside me rite now says no...but oh well. i am optimistic)
5. some ppl like to act as if they own me...well they dun. i hate it when YOU msg me and expect me to drop my frens to meet YOU. who do u think YOU are?? irritating...
Once a crack appears on an iceberg, the two sides begin drifting apart....
Journey
06.17.05 (12:49 am) [edit]
JOURNEY
演唱:张韶涵 词:Corrinne May 曲:Corrinne May
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you
nice song rite?? i really like it...especially these parts:
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
(can't identify with e next line tt i will find u next to me)
It's cool rite...nice lyrics...e tune is actually quite nice too...by corrinne may...muahahaha (okie...i admit tt i like her :D)
i realised tt i have a protean enemy...it's a shapeshifter so i nvr identified it...tt enemy is unfortunately myself. Sometimes............i really dunno y i do e things i do...sorry to those i have hurt who are reading this...
PS: just realised it's friday...=) i shall make it a pt to apologize to a certain mr sunawi...cikgu sunawi.
演唱:张韶涵 词:Corrinne May 曲:Corrinne May
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you
nice song rite?? i really like it...especially these parts:
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
(can't identify with e next line tt i will find u next to me)
It's cool rite...nice lyrics...e tune is actually quite nice too...by corrinne may...muahahaha (okie...i admit tt i like her :D)
i realised tt i have a protean enemy...it's a shapeshifter so i nvr identified it...tt enemy is unfortunately myself. Sometimes............i really dunno y i do e things i do...sorry to those i have hurt who are reading this...
PS: just realised it's friday...=) i shall make it a pt to apologize to a certain mr sunawi...cikgu sunawi.
bleahz.
06.16.05 (11:18 pm) [edit]
i wanted to start another blog...just on impulse...and not tell anyone else e add...then i asked myself wat i will write inside and my mind drew a blank..lol! so plan aborted.
i clicked on goldfish just now...just to see her display pic...(usu they are either nice romantic manga or a lovey-dovey-too-intimate- to-be-frens pic of her and my pri sch fren)...lol! anyway today it was e lovey-dovey one...to bk&shan: i think goldfish really going to become ur sis-in-law...oh no...new yr dun invite me!!
anyway tt brings me to my pt! how come goldfish can find bf?!! LOL...tt sounds mean lahz...but i mean bh nvr acknowledges goldfish...keep saying they just frens..and goldfish is far from nice/pretty/cute/passable ! LOL...still rem sec sch and it's various incidents. (esp e anti-goldfish society)..
dun think i told von abt this whole goldfish thing yet...anyway i guess some things dun change...like e clickiness betwn ppl...till now (i tried...well...twice..but still got try k!) i still can't click with goldfish lehz..just communication breakdown..E.g of a conversation we had was like:
kit: do u want to be a teacher?
goldfish: no
kit: then u went e MOE-NIE interview for wat?
goldfish: just an interview
zzzz!! madness rite?? go interview for e sake of e interview?? just crazy...
i clicked on goldfish just now...just to see her display pic...(usu they are either nice romantic manga or a lovey-dovey-too-intimate- to-be-frens pic of her and my pri sch fren)...lol! anyway today it was e lovey-dovey one...to bk&shan: i think goldfish really going to become ur sis-in-law...oh no...new yr dun invite me!!
anyway tt brings me to my pt! how come goldfish can find bf?!! LOL...tt sounds mean lahz...but i mean bh nvr acknowledges goldfish...keep saying they just frens..and goldfish is far from nice/pretty/cute/passable ! LOL...still rem sec sch and it's various incidents. (esp e anti-goldfish society)..
dun think i told von abt this whole goldfish thing yet...anyway i guess some things dun change...like e clickiness betwn ppl...till now (i tried...well...twice..but still got try k!) i still can't click with goldfish lehz..just communication breakdown..E.g of a conversation we had was like:
kit: do u want to be a teacher?
goldfish: no
kit: then u went e MOE-NIE interview for wat?
goldfish: just an interview
zzzz!! madness rite?? go interview for e sake of e interview?? just crazy...
Madness.
06.14.05 (6:16 am) [edit]
Read Paulo Coelho's 'Veronika decides to die'.
Certain insights gleamed.
1. Madness is e inability to communicate ur ideas...it seems tt everyone is on a diff wavelength as u...since u are 'incoherent'...they deem u mad e.g. e guy who tot e Earth was round when everyone tot it square.
He wasn't e conventional MAD...he just just unable to convince them tt their percieved reality is wrong.
2. extracted form bk: Once upon a time, a kingdom was under assault from another...e enemy wanted to sow discord and therefore poisoned e well-water with a substance tt will turn its drinkers insane...everyone drank from e well except e royal family which had their own well within e castle. Hence, only e royal family remained sane. With their sane outlook towards life, the King and Queen immediately ordered for doctors to come to their kingdom and for immediate healthchecks all over the country. There was an immediate uproar as all e citizens tot e King mad and wanted to revolt as e citizens have taken on e new outlook to Life. Hence, discovering tt e revolt was e plot of the enemy, the royal family (which was now deemed insane) simply cured themselves of their 'insanity' by drinking from e common well. Hence, everyone lived happily ever after.
Sanity and insanity are just relative terms. If someone from a diff era is to see me typing on a computer now with my t-shirts and shorts...she wld prob think me insane. Sanity is merely a reflection of how the majority views e world and e various unspoken laws of religion, society and nature.
3. my fav quote from e bk 'Be like the fountain that overflows, not like the cistern that merely contains' To overflow is to do wat u want...seemingly uncontrolled by any unspoken laws...an outburst of emotions. i dun want e restriction...no thanks. Everyone deserves a chance to be mad abt some things in their lives.
4. The asylum. A place where u can just do wat u want, say wat u want. Imagine a Life when u can kick up a fuss asking to be fed when u feel like it. u can just slap e nurse or ur fren. Walk away when u dun like e situation. Laff for no reason then laff somemore for having achieved tt.
E ultimate qn is: If there were no rules imposed on u...who wld u be??
=)
Too often we forget who we ARE...and strive to be who we SHLD be. shld be in terms of wat others expect of us, what we expect of ourselves..thus we dun see e diff aspects of ourselves.
In e bk, Veronika attempted suicide as she had built up such a strong fortress ard her and within it...she had constructed wat she tot Life SHLD be...however...she realised one day tt she hated herself. imagine. a Lofty stranger in her castle...she can't recognise tt stranger until she looked into a mirror...tt stranger is herself. trapped in e castle she had constructed..
Often we pretend to be who we are not. then we realised tt we cannot show who we really are. coz suddenly no one will recognize us..
I am ever so glad i allowed Madness into my Life.
And i am not afraid to show it. =)
Certain insights gleamed.
1. Madness is e inability to communicate ur ideas...it seems tt everyone is on a diff wavelength as u...since u are 'incoherent'...they deem u mad e.g. e guy who tot e Earth was round when everyone tot it square.
He wasn't e conventional MAD...he just just unable to convince them tt their percieved reality is wrong.
2. extracted form bk: Once upon a time, a kingdom was under assault from another...e enemy wanted to sow discord and therefore poisoned e well-water with a substance tt will turn its drinkers insane...everyone drank from e well except e royal family which had their own well within e castle. Hence, only e royal family remained sane. With their sane outlook towards life, the King and Queen immediately ordered for doctors to come to their kingdom and for immediate healthchecks all over the country. There was an immediate uproar as all e citizens tot e King mad and wanted to revolt as e citizens have taken on e new outlook to Life. Hence, discovering tt e revolt was e plot of the enemy, the royal family (which was now deemed insane) simply cured themselves of their 'insanity' by drinking from e common well. Hence, everyone lived happily ever after.
Sanity and insanity are just relative terms. If someone from a diff era is to see me typing on a computer now with my t-shirts and shorts...she wld prob think me insane. Sanity is merely a reflection of how the majority views e world and e various unspoken laws of religion, society and nature.
3. my fav quote from e bk 'Be like the fountain that overflows, not like the cistern that merely contains' To overflow is to do wat u want...seemingly uncontrolled by any unspoken laws...an outburst of emotions. i dun want e restriction...no thanks. Everyone deserves a chance to be mad abt some things in their lives.
4. The asylum. A place where u can just do wat u want, say wat u want. Imagine a Life when u can kick up a fuss asking to be fed when u feel like it. u can just slap e nurse or ur fren. Walk away when u dun like e situation. Laff for no reason then laff somemore for having achieved tt.
E ultimate qn is: If there were no rules imposed on u...who wld u be??
=)
Too often we forget who we ARE...and strive to be who we SHLD be. shld be in terms of wat others expect of us, what we expect of ourselves..thus we dun see e diff aspects of ourselves.
In e bk, Veronika attempted suicide as she had built up such a strong fortress ard her and within it...she had constructed wat she tot Life SHLD be...however...she realised one day tt she hated herself. imagine. a Lofty stranger in her castle...she can't recognise tt stranger until she looked into a mirror...tt stranger is herself. trapped in e castle she had constructed..
Often we pretend to be who we are not. then we realised tt we cannot show who we really are. coz suddenly no one will recognize us..
I am ever so glad i allowed Madness into my Life.
And i am not afraid to show it. =)
hmmmm..hmph
06.11.05 (4:34 am) [edit]
been at my cousin's house since wed...now it's sat.
Realised a few things (kinda in chronological order)
1. M'sia fashion sense totally sux.
2. Optimism breeds disappointment. Disappointments breed pessimism. Thanks da for e enlightening discovery since my optimistic attempts to meet u...speak to u...sms u all end up going down e drain. so much so tt it becomes like a routine and i dun expect u to respond to me. thankew very much. And most of alll...thanks for being so evil to me for e first 3 days before e sudden change in attitude...for making me promise...pen...phrase a blog on walking away from u...then suddenly rendering me unable to post it since i am still sinking in this quicksand u have created.
3. mahjong rox...tt's my new hobby...though i think i sux at it...but i am a NOOB! i will get better...
4. i intend to make a list of things i intend to do before uni. will post it soon. i'm bent on traumatising strangers somehow.
5. i noe this may scare cw...and totally please sock. but after looking at sock's friendster...jay chou can be abit cute from some angles..in case cw is wondering (or trembling in fear)...no...i dunnit intro..i said abit...not totally. [i am entirely entitled to my opinion. dun argue]
6. reading a bk on philosophies of Life. some application thing...rather interesting...may post some more relevant or thought-provoking parts online if i can get myself to do it
7. i noe tt u are busy...u are always busy...but if u cared...u wld have bothered to reply my smses....but u didn't. coz u dun care. thanks very much.
PS: i wish mr terence ng a speedy recovery from his eye op though he doesn't read my blog...=)
Realised a few things (kinda in chronological order)
1. M'sia fashion sense totally sux.
2. Optimism breeds disappointment. Disappointments breed pessimism. Thanks da for e enlightening discovery since my optimistic attempts to meet u...speak to u...sms u all end up going down e drain. so much so tt it becomes like a routine and i dun expect u to respond to me. thankew very much. And most of alll...thanks for being so evil to me for e first 3 days before e sudden change in attitude...for making me promise...pen...phrase a blog on walking away from u...then suddenly rendering me unable to post it since i am still sinking in this quicksand u have created.
3. mahjong rox...tt's my new hobby...though i think i sux at it...but i am a NOOB! i will get better...
4. i intend to make a list of things i intend to do before uni. will post it soon. i'm bent on traumatising strangers somehow.
5. i noe this may scare cw...and totally please sock. but after looking at sock's friendster...jay chou can be abit cute from some angles..in case cw is wondering (or trembling in fear)...no...i dunnit intro..i said abit...not totally. [i am entirely entitled to my opinion. dun argue]
6. reading a bk on philosophies of Life. some application thing...rather interesting...may post some more relevant or thought-provoking parts online if i can get myself to do it
7. i noe tt u are busy...u are always busy...but if u cared...u wld have bothered to reply my smses....but u didn't. coz u dun care. thanks very much.
PS: i wish mr terence ng a speedy recovery from his eye op though he doesn't read my blog...=)
heez
06.04.05 (6:25 pm) [edit]
okie...changes in my life.
1. new hairstyle...check out my msn display pic...if it's gone ask me to put it back so u can see
2. had a erm....5 ppl in total pri sch gathering...like wth...oh well...at least it was fun...i lost $1 in blackjack...(we play 10 cents per turn)....however...in e games tt dun require betting...i strangely keep winning e.g. daidee and uno. weird world...[note to ji'en & dan: play daidee online lahz!!]
3. addicted to The Sims...(muahahahaha..no choice.) stupid edison got me addicted to it...AGAIN!
4. still sux at pool...play once a wk sia...still so lousy...prob has something to do with my poor aiming...
5. i think i am drifting apart from some ppl...i.e marina...luth...lelih...i won't noe wat to say to them now. how did i realise this?? coz i clicked on luth on msn...suddenly dunno wat to say...i cld say hi how are u doing nowadays...he wld launch into some talk on NS and an elaborated speech on SE...then wat...hmmmm
6. i am gonna be a teacher. taking up MOE teaching award.
disclaimer: lack of comments is due to e fear of misquoting...correct quoting....best is if no one quotes anything...lol! ppl will noe exactly my feelings for no. 1 to 6
disclaimer 2: if u dunno my sentiments on e above mentioned topics...and u are reading my blog...well u are either a hacker...or since u are my fren u shld ask me lahz! wah liew....my life is an open bk...though now my censorship lvl must increase...lol
PS: i really want a concession pass!!!!!!!!!!! then i can take bus from changi to boon lay...wah liew....my hobby is taking bus...do not deprive me of my concession pass!!!!! *cries*
1. new hairstyle...check out my msn display pic...if it's gone ask me to put it back so u can see
2. had a erm....5 ppl in total pri sch gathering...like wth...oh well...at least it was fun...i lost $1 in blackjack...(we play 10 cents per turn)....however...in e games tt dun require betting...i strangely keep winning e.g. daidee and uno. weird world...[note to ji'en & dan: play daidee online lahz!!]
3. addicted to The Sims...(muahahahaha..no choice.) stupid edison got me addicted to it...AGAIN!
4. still sux at pool...play once a wk sia...still so lousy...prob has something to do with my poor aiming...
5. i think i am drifting apart from some ppl...i.e marina...luth...lelih...i won't noe wat to say to them now. how did i realise this?? coz i clicked on luth on msn...suddenly dunno wat to say...i cld say hi how are u doing nowadays...he wld launch into some talk on NS and an elaborated speech on SE...then wat...hmmmm
6. i am gonna be a teacher. taking up MOE teaching award.
disclaimer: lack of comments is due to e fear of misquoting...correct quoting....best is if no one quotes anything...lol! ppl will noe exactly my feelings for no. 1 to 6
disclaimer 2: if u dunno my sentiments on e above mentioned topics...and u are reading my blog...well u are either a hacker...or since u are my fren u shld ask me lahz! wah liew....my life is an open bk...though now my censorship lvl must increase...lol
PS: i really want a concession pass!!!!!!!!!!! then i can take bus from changi to boon lay...wah liew....my hobby is taking bus...do not deprive me of my concession pass!!!!! *cries*